Anal Amy

Just checking in tonight. Instead of hanging out with Brett this weekend, I'll be going out with my friends tomorrow night. I don't know what were doing or where we're going but knowing my friends there will be lots of guys there.

I left it open where Saturday night/Sunday I could hang out with Brett. We'll see how tomorrow night goes. LOL

Plus, sometime I still have a date with the guy I ran into the other day at the gas station. I talked to him this afternoon and I think we're going out the night I have off next week. I don't know which night that is because my boss hasn't made the schedule but I usually get one weekday night off.

Anyways, I'm in a much better mood tonight. And it's only half to do with the nice amount of tips I made tonight.

I almost broke up Brett today/tonight. We've been going through a lot of really good days, followed by a lot of really bad days. I barely ever talk to him during the week anymore. I called him on the way to work, he said like five words the whole time. I called him while I was driving home. He said more, but I've never heard him so excited to get off the phone with me.

I feel like I've become super co-dependent with him and that's totally not me. I feel like I need someone I can call my own, which I realized seemed pretty stupid. The summer is just beginning. I think I want to be single. There's lots of hot guys out there. Plus, I'd love to spend time with my friends doing things that twenty year olds do. The sex is great with Brett, but I feel like I'm settled down with him. We spend Friday and Saturday nights watching television and movies (when we're not having sex). And good sex really isn't a good reason to stay with a guy. I've had some pretty good luck finding other good lovers in the past, I'm sure I could do it again.

Short rant over. Whatever, happens I hope there's lots more sex in the future. Writing posts like this isn't half as fun as writing about my sex life.

Anyways, that's about it for tonight. I need a shower. I stink like the grill at work.

I saw two people that I haven't seen in a long time today. The first one, I could've done without seeing. The second, I'm glad I ran into him.

I saw Jill's Dad. I don't think I've seen him in over a year. I was driving past his house on the way to one of my friend's who lived further down the street. He was getting out of his car and walking into his house. (I swear I wasn't stalking him.) I don't think he saw me. He still looked hot. However, half of me just wanted to roll down my window and give him the finger.

Then just few minutes while I was driving home, I had to stop and fill up my car with gas (right now I'm really glad I got a car with good gas mileage). I saw some guy staring at me. I didn't recognize him at first. I went to high school with him. We had a few classes together, but never really talked. He was hot back then, he was even hotter now. We ended up exchanging numbers. He wanted to go out with me sometime this week and he thought that I was just putting him off when I told him I couldn't go out with him any night this week. I work every night this week and this weekend, I'll see Brett. However, I think I got talked into going out to a late movie or dinner with him sometime later this week.

And since I like to get ahead of myself, I started to wonder. What if we hit it off, and started dating. I don't think I could date two guys at once again and I actually saw myself no longer seeing Brett.

It seems like forever since the last time I updated. A lot has happened, but at the same time, not much has happened. Wow, that makes sense, but I've worked a long day but felt an urge to write anyways tonight.

So, I've been having a lot of men give me numbers. It may have been something to do with the fact that I was out looking or may have been something to do with the fact that I've been dressing a little slutty, showing off more. However, even though I've gotten a few numbers, none have been any that I'd call.

Then this weekend, I had a great time with Brett even if he made me walk through swamps. He didn't do it on purpose. We went hiking this weekend and even though north west Illinois has had a lot of rain, it doesn't compare to Iowa, we still got pretty wet and muddy. The trails in some spots were more mud than anything that resembled an actual hiking trail. And in a few places the lake that we were hiking around had completely covered the trail. We would've been better in a boat.

So needless to say, my shoes and even my legs were covered with mud. We were exhausted but Brett didn't even want to get into his car. We cleaned ourselves up with old shirts of the trunk. We were still dirty, but clean enough to get into his car once we took our shoes and socks off.

When we got back to our hotel, we went straight to the shower, it was hot and steamy, but really were just getting clean. However, laying on to top of the bed afterwards, things got hot.

We were both just wrapped in towels and I couldn't resist unwrapping his towel. It started with just a handjob. We kissed as I stroked his cock. I forgot about Luke. He got completely hard.

I took off my towel, then climbed on top of him. I teased him for about three seconds, rubbing my pussy against his cock, before he grabbed my hips and pushed his cock into me with one motion. He told me that there wasn't going to be any teasing. I wasn't going to complain.

I just laid there on top of him, kissing him, slowly raising and lowering myself on to him. My body was tired, but feeling his cock inside of me started to wake me up.

Soon, I was sitting on top of him. I was really riding his cock now. It felt amazing and honestly, I don't think I'll ever get tired of feeling him deep inside of me.

When I started to tire, he flipped us over so that he was on top. It started as simple missionary at first, with my legs spread wide open. But a few minutes later, he scooped up my legs and put them around my head. He took his cock out of my pussy and aimed it for my ass. I wasn't really prepared, but with some effort he was able to push inside of my ass. It hurt, but my favorite kind of pain, that mixes with incredible pleasure.

We fucked in that position for only like a minute before my legs started to give. Soon, I was on my knees and hands, taking his cock in my ass doggy style. He was rock hard and fucking me like it was the first time he had ever fucked my ass. It was amazing and I was now sweating and breathing harder than I was while we were hiking.

Next thing I know he's grunting. He's usually quiet, except when he has his strongest orgasms. I couldn't wait for what was coming next. He started to moan and it didn't even sound like him. There was several hard thrusts, then he finally came to rest deep inside of me, his cock pulsating as he filled me with cum.

We were going to go out for dinner that night, but instead we stayed in and had room service. Then had lots more sex.


And even though I had a good weekend with Brett, I still feel lonely. I like Brett a lot, but it's more of a friends with benefits situation. Luke, even though he wasn't mine, was more like a boyfriend.

I'm feeling much better today. Luke and I talked, said a lot of things that needed to be said but were holding back when we broke up. It's amazing how after a conversation when we're not playing games and telling just the truth can make you feel so good. There's definitely still an attraction/lust there but we've both decided that it won't work. Doesn't mean that I don't want him inside of me anymore, but I feel so much better and like that proverbial load has been lifted off my shoulders.

Anyways, I have to get ready for work. I think I'm going to wear one of the shirts that really accentuates my boobs...I'm on the hunt for men.

Yesterday Luke and I decided it was time to end it.

We went out for dinner, then shopping at the mall. He's usually a lot of fun to go shopping with. He has a comment for every thing I look at and is especially fun in Victoria's Secret. But yesterday, I felt like I was dragging him around and had forced him to come shopping with me even though it was his idea to go to the mall.

Afterwards, we were in his car talking. It would've been the perfect place for a quickie. We were in the back of the parking garage, hidden by some other cars, but we were just talking.

We both had noticed the change. He wasn't happy anymore, it wasn't making me happy. We weren't enjoying it anymore, etc.

I'm not going to say I'm happy about it, but I'm not devastated. I pretty much saw it coming. However, it's really weird not having him come over tonight, or just talking to him on the phone.

I'm not sure where things are with Brett. I've only talked to him a couple times this week and both phone calls were short, but he seems to be his normal self again. We'll see this weekend.

On a brighter note, I was at work tonight and got hit on by a really hot guy. I get hit on a little too much, but not usually by hot guys. I didn't get his number or anything, but it was a nice reminder that there's other men out there.

On another side note, there's been a lot of comments that I want to respond to, but tonight I just want to lose myself in the television or some brain numbing.

What a weird past four or five days it's been.

I guess I can start with Luke. He's been very distant. Sex was great one night, than the next night he just totally wasn't into it. He was fucking me but it was like he was thinking about someone else. I don't know if he was thinking about his ex-girlfriend or Angelina Jolie when he was on top of me.

Then with Brett, I really didn't get to see him as much as I wanted. Saturday, he was at work most of the day. We did spend Saturday night and Sunday together, but we didn't go out or do anything besides fuck. Normally, that's not such a bad thing, but I would've loved to get out of his apartment. He was in a pretty crappy mood, not directed at me, but at his work. He was stressed out, a tad bit angry and I'm a pretty good listener but I really didn't know what to tell him.

Neither of them were acting like themselves and I need them to get out of their funks ASAP. I'm totally horny and I need them to get over themselves.

I just wanted to thank everyone really quick for the advice. I thought this would be easy, but it's being "interesting."

I really enjoyed spending time with Luke last night, but I'm also really looking forward to seeing Brett tomorrow night. I also enjoyed spending time with some of my girl friends that I haven't seen in a while tonight. It was good to have a girls night out, even if we didn't do anything crazy.

Anyways, I'm ready to crash. See you guys/gals soon.

Well, it's been a pretty crazy tonight. While I was driving home from work tonight, I got a phone call from Luke. He broke up with his girlfriend. It's not the first time they've broken up, but this time seems different. I think it's for good this time.

He hinted that he'd like to "officially" start dating me. Or in other words he'd want me to stop seeing the guy in Chicago as he describes Brett. I could see myself dating Luke, which seems odd just thinking it. But I can't imagine no longer seeing Brett. I'm having too much fun with him. I always kind of thought as Luke as my fuck buddy, Brett as my lover. It wasn't a perfect set up but it seemed like it was working until now. I don't know it's just a lot to process tonight and came as pretty much a surprise. I had no idea he was going to break up with her tonight. I still don't know what the reason was.

Luke is coming over in a bit. He's out drinking with some friends and says he wants to come over because he needs some to talk to. I think for once, we'll just be doing talking. I don't know.

Yes, I'm probably the worse sex blogger ever. I'll admit, sometimes I have a hard time keep track of everyone's "names" when it isn't their real names...if that makes sense. My apologies to you guys.

I had a very relaxing weekend full of sex and enjoying the great outdoors with Brett. We has some very good times in his bedroom the past couple of nights, but I think last weekend is still more worthy to write about. I keep having memories of that day and I think I need to write about it to get it off of my chest.

That Saturday night was interesting, but Sunday was really something to write home about. Brett's friend, Justin had rented a really nice boat for the weekend. It was expensive to rent just for the weekend, I can only imagine how much it would've been to buy.

I'm still not completely comfortable with my body. Being naked in front Brett is no big deal, but being in a bikini in front of complete strangers made me nervous. Plus, it didn't help that Justin's girlfriend had an unbelievable body. It was half fake, but still amazing in a bikini.

However, she was the one that talked me into taking off my tank top and shorts. She really didn't see anything specific, she just made me really comfortable and did turn me on, just a little bit.

Allison and I laid down on the front of the boat, tanning while the boys sat in the back, drinking and fishing. The front of the boat of course comes together to a point so the way that we were laying, my head was only inches from hers. She smelled like tanning lotion but there was another smell, one of the scents from Victoria's Secret that I really like. I can't think of the name, even though I have it myself, but laying there smelling it made me think a lot of naughty thoughts.

We talked about how we met our boyfriends, about how much of a pain they could be and after a while the conversation made it's way towards sex. Neither of us had any complaints and the way she described how Justin fucked her really turned me on. She told me that he fucked her really hard and really rough. But it wasn't just the words, its was the way that she said it. She had a soft, but very naughty voice.

I really didn't drink much while we were on the boat, but with the sun beating down on me, I was definitely feeling a little more than buzzed. When Allison took of her bikini and tanned topless, I followed suit. We were laying on our stomachs, but I couldn't help but notice the curve of her breasts as they spread out from underneath her body.

I got a better look, a little while later when she flipped over. Her boobs are literally perfect shaped, very perky and they look like they'd be fun to play with. And honestly, I just wanted to feel them, I've never felt fake breasts.

If anyone was curious, when I flipped over, I didn't follow her lead. I put my bikini top back on. However, I did flash everyone by accident. At one point when I sat up to drink, my bikini bottom was a little loose and later Brett told me that everyone probably had a perfect view of my pussy. Of course, he didn't tell me then, he let everyone enjoy the view.

When the weather started getting crappy, we headed back to the shore. We went to one of the bars at the docks. I think that's when the real drinking started, since we could just walk home from there.

I still only had my bikini top on and I'd like to think that some of the other men in the bar were checking me out and not just staring at Alison the whole time. It really wasn't my kind of crowd - it was mostly good ol' country boys, but I wanted their attention then.

At one point Brett corned me in the back hallway to the bathrooms. He briefly pinned me against the wall, kissed me and told me that he couldn't wait to fuck me later.

Back at the table, I remember listening to Brett tell Justin how good/wild in bed. I was a little embarrassed when he mentioned that I like anal and facials, but Allison mentioned that she liked the same things. I also think that Brett told Justin that I like to fuck other men. They were whispering and I couldn't hear exactly what they said.

We stayed there for a while, I think we had dinner, but I was at the point where I had to stop drinking for a while.

That's about when we left the bar and did the hike home. I passed out on the couch, but when I woke up an hour or so later, everyone was still drinking and glad to have me back. I was still drunk, but more on the good side of drunk again.

I really didn't think anything of it when Allison asked me to go upstairs to her bedroom with her to put lotion on her because she was sunburned. That part started innocent enough, but as she put the lotion on much more badly sunburned back and shoulders, things definitely got very interesting.

I was facing away from her, she was rubbing the lotion on my shoulders when she asked me if I had ever been with another woman before. I'll admit, I was nervous, but of course I said yes.

Literally a second later, I'm turned around and we're kissing. Her lips were very soft and her kisses were very intense.

I didn't wait long before I reached out and cupped her breasts. I had been dying to feel them for hours now. They felt a little weird, but I enjoyed playing with them. When she took off her bikini top, I leaned forward and licked, then sucked on them. She took off my bikini top too and basically did the same to me. Having her playing with, then sucking on my nipples drove me wild.

I laid on my back and she laid next to me. We just kissed for a while. For the most part we were silent, until she joked about what the guys were doing downstairs. We both agreed that they probably didn't even notice that we were gone and were talking about fishing or some sport.

I felt nervous again when she started to take off my shorts. She took off my shorts and bikini bottom, pushing them down enough so that she had access to pussy. She teased me for a very long time, just running her fingers up and down my thighs, only brushing my pussy or clit. Anytime, she got near my pussy I pushed my hips towards her fingers until she finally gave me the attention that I desired.

I couldn't believe she was fingering me with Brett downstairs, but at the same time I could totally believe it. I later found out that he set up none of it, but I would've believed if he had arranged anything.

Her fingers felt good, but soon she stopped kissing me and worked her way slowly down to between my legs. She went straight to licking me, I had a great view of her in action until her blonde hair fell in the way. By that point, I was staring at the ceiling moaning, so I guess it didn't matter anyways.

I didn't have to ask, by the way she worked her tongue and mouth I knew it was her first time being with another woman. She was gentle, but very powerful with her tongue and it drove me wild.

I looked up when I heard the floor creaking outside in the hallway. I spotted Brett, then Justin. Allison didn't even look around at them or stop for a second. The boys had an amazing view.

They watched for a while, until Brett joined us on the bed. He let Allison to keep working on me while he kissed my mouth and caressed my breasts with his hands. He took lots of breaks to look down and watch her working on me. He told me it was a dream come true to see me with another woman.

I was getting close to an orgasm when Justin decided to stop being a voyeur. He climbed onto the bed behind his girlfriend. Without saying a word, the two of them worked together to get her shorts and bikini completely off. I didn't get a great look at his cock, but I liked what I saw before he pushed into her.

Justin went slow at first, allowing his girlfriend to keep working on my pussy. However, when I came, he waited for me to catch my breath, then he he really started fucking her hard. The bed started shake and everything. At first, she tried to keep going down on me, but soon it was impossible. She was resting her head on my waist as she got fucked doggy style.

Soon, she was practically on top of me, still getting fucked doggy style. We started to kiss again and her huge boobs were rubbing against mine as she got fucked.

I was a little surprised when I felt Justin push his cock into me. But I definitely didn't tell him to take it out.

It wasn't the best angle for him to penetrate me but with his girlfriend on top of me, still kissing me, it was almost an overload of pleasure.

Brett didn't want to be left out, and he guided my hand to his very hard cock. I gave him a handjob or at least tried too. I was a little distracted.

I became even more distracted when Allison climbed off me to give her boyfriend a better position to fuck me. Allison took over for me with Brett though, she was soon giving him head.

Justin really did fuck hard and rough. He was very intense in the way he fucked and the way he kissed. He was even rough with the way he groped my boobs and I loved it all.

Soon, he had my legs practically up by my head. I'm not flexible at all, but that didn't stop him. And with the angle he really was going deep inside of me. I could see his cock disappearing completely inside of me.

Allison had gone from giving to now receiving from Brett. It was kind of weird seeing it, because I knew exactly how he gave oral and could almost imagine how it felt.

Justin fucked me for a long time. I think he had the magic of alcohol keeping him hard, but his fucking wasn't at all sloppy. When Justin started to get close, he pulled out of me and without saying anything, Allison practically jumped off of her back and leaped for his cock with her mouth. I had a feeling it wasn't the first time that they've done something like this.

After Justin came, he got out of the way so that Brett could take over fucking me. He went slow at first, kissing me, telling me how good my pussy felt after just being fucked by another guy.

We started out in missionary, but it wasn't long before he asked me to get into the doggy position. I knew what was going to be coming soon. Brett fucked my pussy for a few more minutes, but soon he focused on my ass. He fingered me and I noticed both Justin and Allison watching. They were laying next to us, he was fingering her pussy now. I was so turned on from the whole thing, especially now that I was being watched.

I had lube somewhere, but at that moment, I needed my ass fucked and wasn't going to jump out of bed to find it. Brett was very gentle, teasing me with his cock first. He rubbed it against my asshole, until he finally pushed it in. He pushed just the head in at first, then pulled it right out. He did that until he worked until his entire cock was inside my ass. I think I was moaning way too loud now.

Brett fucked me hard, exactly the way I like it. I felt like a slut, so dirty and I loved it.

He was fucking me really hard, and the bed wasn't the best made one ever. The bed shook a lot, it squeaked and I wouldn't have been surprised if it broke. But it didn't, it held up until Brett came in my ass.

I barely had time to catch my breath, before I felt Justin getting into the spot on the bed that Brett had just left. He wasn't gentle and pushed deep inside of me with one thrust and started fucking me hard right away. If it's possible, I felt even more like a slut now.

He was really rough and I loved it. He pulled my hair, he squeezed my boobs hard, he called me a dirty whore. I just told him to fuck me harder.

This time he came a lot quicker. It was still a nice long fuck, but it wasn't a marathon like the first time. And it was a good thing because my arms and legs were starting to get tired.

He came inside of me this time. Allison was a lot more preoccupied with Brett now, they were fucking in a chair on the side of the bed.

Justin filled me up with what felt like several loads then we laid down together, his cock still half inside of me. I passed out right away after that.

Sometime later, when Brett woke me up to bring me back to our bed, he told me that he and Justin and taken turns fucking Allison, even double teaming her. I wasn't sure who was more of a slut, me or her.

The next morning was a little awkward, but we all had hangovers to worry about more than anything. At first, it didn't seem like it really happened until Allison quietly told me that she had a great time as she poured me coffee.

This weekend, Brett was talking about getting together with Justin and Allison again. I told him I'd definitely like that.