Thursday, December 18, 2008
Thinking...too much
Kind of just checking in right now. It's been a crazy week, but my tests are done. I just have a paper to hand in and I'm done with this semester. I can almost breath a sigh of relief.
I'm going home first tomorrow, but after that Aaron and I are planning to get together. No idea what we're going to do, but I'd be happy just going to straight to his bedroom, or couch or the kitchen counter.
In between studying and writing papers, I've been doing something thinking - way too much thinking. I really like him and not just because the sex is good. Half of me can see myself dating him. The other half isn't looking for a relationship.
In addition to seeing Aaron this weekend, I kind of, sort of have a date lined up with that guy Steve, that I saw over Christmas break. Nothing set in stone, but it's kind of like a sign to me that I'm not really to start dating anyone again. I'm sure part of it is because I don't want to get my heart broken again. The other part is that I'm a complete slut. I'm only being slightly sarcastic.
I think that's about it. I'll be checking in tomorrow, but I don't think I'll be posting until sometime this weekend. I'll of course, keep you updated.
I'm going home first tomorrow, but after that Aaron and I are planning to get together. No idea what we're going to do, but I'd be happy just going to straight to his bedroom, or couch or the kitchen counter.
In between studying and writing papers, I've been doing something thinking - way too much thinking. I really like him and not just because the sex is good. Half of me can see myself dating him. The other half isn't looking for a relationship.
In addition to seeing Aaron this weekend, I kind of, sort of have a date lined up with that guy Steve, that I saw over Christmas break. Nothing set in stone, but it's kind of like a sign to me that I'm not really to start dating anyone again. I'm sure part of it is because I don't want to get my heart broken again. The other part is that I'm a complete slut. I'm only being slightly sarcastic.
I think that's about it. I'll be checking in tomorrow, but I don't think I'll be posting until sometime this weekend. I'll of course, keep you updated.
posted by Amy at 9:34 PM
7 Comments:
Try the kitchen table, it worked for us, great memories of that....
Think yes, think a lot. You may need to focus on the rest of school this year before you get serious, You can always 'boink' to your hearts (and ass's) delight. You know we'd like to hear that. I know your penchant for a stronger relationship, but last year with Brent et. al. may not have been that rewarding as a memory to go forward with. Take it easy.
Amy, Amy, -- You are not thinking too much, but you are drawing conclusions where none are necessary.
Aaron is an innovative thinking lover. He made you uncomfortable by getting you naked while he was a fully-dressed observer. Then he pushed you to arouse yourself for his viewing pleasure, and that set you off on more than one orgasm (you who are admittedly a slow-to-orgasm woman). Then he played with your mind some more by stroking himself right to the point of getting off. And that was for starters.
So of course you are thinking abou Aaron. His approach to sex draws you in, both at the time and when you think back. Don't go do the woman-thing and make great sex into a "relationship." Just go with it.
But YOU should be thinking about Aaron-- and how you can push his buttons with a conscious style, unexpected approaches, and so on. And that's more than just surprising the newly-introduced man with your slut approach (parking lot blowjobs) and later the stick-it-in-my-ass requests. This thinking woman approach is not something I have seen in you from your blog reports.
And finally, you need a man and an approach to sexual activities that can put you on the orgasmic plateau you can maintain for an hour or more, and reach up for lots of orgasms for you along the way. I am betting the Aaron can help you get there.
Miami Outdoors
Amy:
What are your plans for New Years?
Any plans to watch balls drop?
How about photos of your nice breasts for the new year?
You talk about them so much, we really need to know how well they look. Don't you think so too?
Thanks,
Just A Fan
Clem,
Kitchen table is now on the list of places to do it! I know that I need to focus on school, but when someone interesting comes across like him, I just can't let him pass by. However, I'm sure this winter break will show me a lot more.
Miami Outdoors,
You probably are right. I am over thinking it, but that's what I do. I do like the just go with it idea though. And totally agree about the hour long plateau!
Just A Fan,
Don't have any plans yet...hopefully it'll be good though.
The Aaron post was great. You know what would be interesting. Its a bit radical but mybe you can have a "guest" writer on your blog, i.e. one of your partners writing about his experience with you. He can remain anonymous if he chooses, but wouldn't it be interesting for your readers to hear from the guy and what goes thru his mind during the esperience with you, (not that we ever get tired of listening to you but its just an idea to make things more interesting).
If you like my idea and decide to use it, I just want to have a special place in your heart for me. LOL.
Orion, I like the idea a lot...except then I would have to tell them about the blog and all of my sexual exploits.
Thanks for replying Princess.
Two things, 1. maybe they won't mind as long as they don't use real names and (you can write about your experience and give the guy a "stage" name and he can then write about the same experience by that "name".
2. maybe you can try the guess writer thing for someone who actually stumble upon your website and realise its you.
Cheers, merry Xmas Princess. Have a good one.
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