Anal Amy

Yesterday Luke and I decided it was time to end it.

We went out for dinner, then shopping at the mall. He's usually a lot of fun to go shopping with. He has a comment for every thing I look at and is especially fun in Victoria's Secret. But yesterday, I felt like I was dragging him around and had forced him to come shopping with me even though it was his idea to go to the mall.

Afterwards, we were in his car talking. It would've been the perfect place for a quickie. We were in the back of the parking garage, hidden by some other cars, but we were just talking.

We both had noticed the change. He wasn't happy anymore, it wasn't making me happy. We weren't enjoying it anymore, etc.

I'm not going to say I'm happy about it, but I'm not devastated. I pretty much saw it coming. However, it's really weird not having him come over tonight, or just talking to him on the phone.

I'm not sure where things are with Brett. I've only talked to him a couple times this week and both phone calls were short, but he seems to be his normal self again. We'll see this weekend.

On a brighter note, I was at work tonight and got hit on by a really hot guy. I get hit on a little too much, but not usually by hot guys. I didn't get his number or anything, but it was a nice reminder that there's other men out there.

On another side note, there's been a lot of comments that I want to respond to, but tonight I just want to lose myself in the television or some brain numbing.