Tuesday, February 05, 2008
About My Gang Bang
I guess it's no surprise that the "gang bang" post received the most comments any of my entries have gotten in a while - if not ever.
A lot of people seem to think that the gang bang happened recently. It was more than a couple of years ago. A lot of my attitudes towards sex have changed, while a lot have stayed the same. Sure, I wish the gang bang had been a little more sexually satisfying for me too. However, that was the reality of a lot of my sexual experiences. In some ways I was pretty naive and almost innocent back then. Definitely a slut, but I still had a lot to learn about sex. I got pleasure out of making men cum, didn't really know that I was supposed to get a lot of pleasure out of it too. I really did enjoy that night sexually even if I wasn't left satisfied. I think it really brought out my inner slut, allowed me to do a lot of other things and definitely gave me an insight into men. I don't know if this really clears anything up or if it's just me rambling.
Thanks for the guys that stood up for me against the grammar police. I'm sure I make a lot of typos/grammar errors but even so having someone critique you like that really does hurt and it was nice to see all the positive comments.
I don't know exactly of how I got the nick name of Anal Amy. However, back in high school I had a bit of a reputation of being easy, willing to do anal, even enjoying it and I'm sure some guy was joking around with his friends one day and it just came about.
I guess it is a little weird that I can enjoy the pain that can come from anal sex. The right balance of pleasure and pain really turns me on. I really don't know why but it does.
I'm definitely going to tell Brett the details about my gang bang. However, I don't know if it'll be in person or if I just email him a copy of the text. I was going to tell him last night. I was super horny again, but he was super drunk when he called me late that night. Now, I'm leaning towards saving the story until I can see him.
A lot of people seem to think that the gang bang happened recently. It was more than a couple of years ago. A lot of my attitudes towards sex have changed, while a lot have stayed the same. Sure, I wish the gang bang had been a little more sexually satisfying for me too. However, that was the reality of a lot of my sexual experiences. In some ways I was pretty naive and almost innocent back then. Definitely a slut, but I still had a lot to learn about sex. I got pleasure out of making men cum, didn't really know that I was supposed to get a lot of pleasure out of it too. I really did enjoy that night sexually even if I wasn't left satisfied. I think it really brought out my inner slut, allowed me to do a lot of other things and definitely gave me an insight into men. I don't know if this really clears anything up or if it's just me rambling.
Thanks for the guys that stood up for me against the grammar police. I'm sure I make a lot of typos/grammar errors but even so having someone critique you like that really does hurt and it was nice to see all the positive comments.
I don't know exactly of how I got the nick name of Anal Amy. However, back in high school I had a bit of a reputation of being easy, willing to do anal, even enjoying it and I'm sure some guy was joking around with his friends one day and it just came about.
I guess it is a little weird that I can enjoy the pain that can come from anal sex. The right balance of pleasure and pain really turns me on. I really don't know why but it does.
I'm definitely going to tell Brett the details about my gang bang. However, I don't know if it'll be in person or if I just email him a copy of the text. I was going to tell him last night. I was super horny again, but he was super drunk when he called me late that night. Now, I'm leaning towards saving the story until I can see him.
posted by Amy at 12:05 AM
9 Comments:
I like how you could care less what anybody else thinks. I would be more than happy to be in a gang bang with you. Keep typing everybody makes mistakes. Keep it up sexy.
rigbig1983
Danny
nothing weird about enjoying pain in a sexual context. I suppose it's like spicy food, it tastes like fire and burns your mouth, but people like it. so really, anal sex is the literal way of spicing sex up. :)
and like you said, if pleasing your guy really does satisfy you, then enjoying anal sex - despite (or because) of the pain - is only natural. Maybe you should purposefully use less lube next time. :p
You should check out Violet Blue over at Tinynibbles.com she is a fantastic resource for sex positive information. You can also Check out her podcast Open Source Sex which is a combo of erotica and sex info. Her stuff on anal sex is really good and she really explains it very well.
For me it took a while after beginning to have sex to understand how to truly enjoy it to the fullest. Luv your blog.
Amy:
From your writings over the years you seem to be a smart, incisive, curious, creative and adventurous person. Though your blog focuses upon your sexual interests, I imagine you are no certain different with the other aspects of your life.
We all learn from our experiences. It is through experience we gain understanding, confidence and wisdom. And the smartest of us learn the most from those experiences that were most troubling when they first happened. The experiences you have written about are always enlightened with your inner thought process about the physicality of it all and, therefore, how you value and assess what has occurred and its purpose in your learning about yourself.
You have a healthy, vibrant, assured sexual self. And I think this would be true about you whether you have a new partner every night or settled down with one partner for a good long time. This sexual confidence does not happen for people who are foolish or careless or destructive. This confidence exists only in those people with a high degree of both self-awareness and an understanding of their genuine needs.
We all make mistakes. Perhaps not many of us whilst engaged in a gang bang. But the value of any mistake, however it happens, is to learn from it so it will not be repeated to hurt or vex or defeat again. And this learning is something which, clearly, you have done.
And as a result of this learning, and of your blogging generosity, is we all get to share in the stories you write about how you apply what you have learnt in discovering the many capacities, limits and rewards of your delightfully open and astoundingly robust sexuality.
And, finally, anyone who reads your blog thinking it is an English 101 course which you are somehow failing because of your occasional misspellings or misplaced punctuation, and then decides to criticize you about it, is a fool who you should completely ignore. You, in essence, very kindly open up your diary to us all. It is simply impolite and ungrateful for any reader to point out these few errors as if they alter in any way whatsoever the welcome gift of your storytelling. After reading your posts, we all wish we were Brett, we all wish we were Luke, and we all wish we always equaled your willingness, ingenuity, curiosity and bravery with our own partners with the same enthusiasm and joy.
AA,
I enjoy reading your stories. It took a lot of courage to open yourself enough to reveal the story about your gangbang. I found it to be very personal and you were able to communicate your feelings about this event, which I found to be the most erotic part. I know there are many others who have had similar experiences and have not been able to deal with all of the emotions they have experienced. By telling your story you are helping others in more ways than you may know.
Thank you for sharing
Hi, sorry for posting as anonymous.
I didn't comment on your "gangbang" post, but I did want to say that reading it it was quite obvious that this was not exactly the same girl who'se been having adventures with Brett and Luke, it reminds me much more of stories I read poking around in your old blog. You can really see in these stories the difference between how today you are more sure of yourself, and before your emotions were more determined by the social narratives surrounded "sluts".
At least from these stories, it appears that you've matured into an exemplary human being, namely, one that has a body that wants certain things, and isn't embarassed about that. And on the other hand, appeases the social system by doing these things mostly out of view (this was obviously harder before when you lived at home).
Anyway, I probably wrote too much, but I've never left a comment on the blog before and I've been reading it for a few years now so I just wanted to say thanks for all the excellent text.
Your doing it wrong or not doing good prep work if anal hurts.
WOW! When I read Amy's thread commentary, I usually have something smart, observant, or necessary to add. Not this time.
Informativ e, complimentary, suggestive, and celebratory. Practically everyone has covered bases I might have. Especially graceful and replete is the longest reply, most likely by a well-educated Briton. Thank you very much.
I am particularly gratified by those who observe Amy's sexual evolution from her former teenaged uncertainty to her current young adult eager assertiveness.
There's a worthy and juicy book in here, a gift to the next generation of young, eager and doomed-to-repeat the most human mistakes of life...Oops! I'm not the first to have noticed this fact either!
-Orson
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