Tuesday, May 01, 2007
where things are going
I know a lot of people have asked about Jill's Dad - I haven't really answered because there hasn't been much to say. Things kind of cooled down when I started messing around with Blake. But the past couple days - things have started to heat back up. We've started talking on the phone and chatting online on a more regular basis. I think it's because I'll be heading home for the summer in just a couple of weeks. Tonight, things got very heated - it wasn't phone sex but it was pretty close. He was asking me about how Blake is in bed. Telling me he'd fuck me better. Telling me how he'd fuck me. And I believe him.
I wouldn't say things have cooled off with Blake - they just never got as hot as I hoped they would. The sex is good - but it's like once every few days. I don't know if you've noticed but I need sex a lot more often than that. A lot more. And when we do it - it's just routine. Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy it. He always goes down on me first. Then after I climax, he'll climb on top of me and fuck me missionary style until he cums. We're both satisfied but it seems like even fucking doggy style would be considered wild to him. And I really want to give him head, but every time I start to, he tells me I don't have to - except when we're drunk. And I really want him inside my ass, but we're nowhere near that point yet.
Yesterday afternoon, we we're laying on my couch, trying to recover from our hangovers when the topic of our relationship was brought up. Blake is the kind of guy I could date. I think our sex life would get more interesting as we got more comfortable with each other. I still feel like I can't be my complete self around him. But we both kind of agreed to put it on pause until after the summer and see if it will start back in the fall. I didn't tell him this - but I really don't want to be tied down to a guy that's several hours away. I don't know if I could do it. And he didn't say it - but I think he's looking forward to seeing his ex-girlfriend again.
I wouldn't say things have cooled off with Blake - they just never got as hot as I hoped they would. The sex is good - but it's like once every few days. I don't know if you've noticed but I need sex a lot more often than that. A lot more. And when we do it - it's just routine. Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy it. He always goes down on me first. Then after I climax, he'll climb on top of me and fuck me missionary style until he cums. We're both satisfied but it seems like even fucking doggy style would be considered wild to him. And I really want to give him head, but every time I start to, he tells me I don't have to - except when we're drunk. And I really want him inside my ass, but we're nowhere near that point yet.
Yesterday afternoon, we we're laying on my couch, trying to recover from our hangovers when the topic of our relationship was brought up. Blake is the kind of guy I could date. I think our sex life would get more interesting as we got more comfortable with each other. I still feel like I can't be my complete self around him. But we both kind of agreed to put it on pause until after the summer and see if it will start back in the fall. I didn't tell him this - but I really don't want to be tied down to a guy that's several hours away. I don't know if I could do it. And he didn't say it - but I think he's looking forward to seeing his ex-girlfriend again.
posted by Amy at 12:38 AM
1 Comments:
As a relationship increases and you two get more comfortable with each other, you both should be able to explore more on the sexual side and I hope it heats up for you. If the passion (and sex) doesn't do it for you after a month or so, it may be that you two aren't really destined to succeed than anything more than friends.
As far as you and Jill's Dad goes, I think he'll be a good psychological anchor to give you emotional support as long as he knows that you both know it may not be possible to end up together in the long run.
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