Sunday, January 21, 2007
not exactly my idea of a good time
It may sound kind of bad, but I'm getting bored with Ryan. Maybe this friends with benefits thing isn't going to work. I tried writing this Saturday afternoon, but I couldn't find anything exciting to write about. I just stared at a blank page waiting for something to appear. Nothing appeared, but I think it's alright. Friday night's story is about the same story as Saturday's.
We both went out Saturday night, separate places but after a few drinks I found myself text messaging him. We went back and forth, texting each other how much we were bored, how stupid other people were and eventually how horny we were.
I met him at my apartment around midnight, pretty early in college terms. Instead of going to bed, we ended up splitting a bag of popcorn and watching television on my couch. It's amazing what you'll watch on television when there's nothing on...we watched some MTV pseudo-reality dating show. And the scary part is that I found myself liking it.
After watching a couple of episodes (two too many) we decided it was time to go to bed. And I think we were actually going to go bed to sleep. He stripped down to his boxers, I changed into sweat pants and a t-shirt. I was naked for a couple moments in front of him as I looked for something to change into, but he didn't say anything besides to make fun of the people on the show.
I got into bed and at first we were on separate sides of my bed. When I couldn't fall asleep in three seconds, I rolled over next to him. My hand found it's way into his boxers. I gently massaged him for a few moments until he pushed my hand away. He was tired, he said.
For a few minutes, I tried to fall asleep, but I wasn't at all tired. Instead, I crawled underneath the covers. Finding his cock with my hands again, pulling it out of his boxers and into my mouth. This time he didn't resist. He may say other wise, but he was enjoying it.
He was very hard in a short time. He pushed the covers out of the way, so that even in the dim light he could watch my lips go up and down on his cock.
He stopped me after less, than two minutes. He told me we was "close." I was more than willing to finish him in my mouth but instead he took of my sweats and climbed on top of me. Thirty seconds later he was cumming.
Not exactly my idea of a good time. I have no problem being his fuck toy/cum deposit but I want a little bit more pleasure. He was asleep a couple minutes later. I still wasn't at all tired. I thought about getting out of bed and watching television or reading or even writing about it but instead I just laid in bed. Thinking about it until I finally fell asleep.
It's so not like him, but the past couple of nights it's just been quickies. It doesn't even seem like he's into it. He just wants to cum and be done.
And that's exactly what we did this morning, this afternoon and then earlier this evening. Sometimes, it takes a few times for me to learn my lesson, but I kept hoping he would snap out of it.
I don't know. Anyways, I'm still horny and can't wait to see Jill's dad this week.
We both went out Saturday night, separate places but after a few drinks I found myself text messaging him. We went back and forth, texting each other how much we were bored, how stupid other people were and eventually how horny we were.
I met him at my apartment around midnight, pretty early in college terms. Instead of going to bed, we ended up splitting a bag of popcorn and watching television on my couch. It's amazing what you'll watch on television when there's nothing on...we watched some MTV pseudo-reality dating show. And the scary part is that I found myself liking it.
After watching a couple of episodes (two too many) we decided it was time to go to bed. And I think we were actually going to go bed to sleep. He stripped down to his boxers, I changed into sweat pants and a t-shirt. I was naked for a couple moments in front of him as I looked for something to change into, but he didn't say anything besides to make fun of the people on the show.
I got into bed and at first we were on separate sides of my bed. When I couldn't fall asleep in three seconds, I rolled over next to him. My hand found it's way into his boxers. I gently massaged him for a few moments until he pushed my hand away. He was tired, he said.
For a few minutes, I tried to fall asleep, but I wasn't at all tired. Instead, I crawled underneath the covers. Finding his cock with my hands again, pulling it out of his boxers and into my mouth. This time he didn't resist. He may say other wise, but he was enjoying it.
He was very hard in a short time. He pushed the covers out of the way, so that even in the dim light he could watch my lips go up and down on his cock.
He stopped me after less, than two minutes. He told me we was "close." I was more than willing to finish him in my mouth but instead he took of my sweats and climbed on top of me. Thirty seconds later he was cumming.
Not exactly my idea of a good time. I have no problem being his fuck toy/cum deposit but I want a little bit more pleasure. He was asleep a couple minutes later. I still wasn't at all tired. I thought about getting out of bed and watching television or reading or even writing about it but instead I just laid in bed. Thinking about it until I finally fell asleep.
It's so not like him, but the past couple of nights it's just been quickies. It doesn't even seem like he's into it. He just wants to cum and be done.
And that's exactly what we did this morning, this afternoon and then earlier this evening. Sometimes, it takes a few times for me to learn my lesson, but I kept hoping he would snap out of it.
I don't know. Anyways, I'm still horny and can't wait to see Jill's dad this week.









6 Comments:
honestly you poor thing you. I hope Jills dad helps you out a little more, than acouple of minutes then to sleep. Hugs to you Sweetie.
Hmmmm. Amy, I'm thinking you might need an older, experienced, enthusiastic traveling-salesman-with-benefits who would definitely be "into it". Not that I know any.....
No need to post this, but please stop by my blog and answer my latest post. I would love to know your answer.
Well a few weeks ago I commented that his sessions with you were all about him and you weren't getting anything out of it. Your response was that you were fine with that, that getting a guy hard and making him come was in itself pleasure for you. It appears that you've finally realized that there can be and should be more to it than what you've got with Ryan. Good for you. KINGBOB
Come on Amy it is time for a weekend update! The Bear's came is over...lets hear it....
How excited are you getting knowing that the weekend is almost here and so is Jills dad. Hope you have a sluty outfit ready for him
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