Anal Amy

Sorry, didn't mean to be such a tease. LOL. When I woke up this afternoon Jill came over. Nothing happened, we just watched movies but it's funny how she can come over and my parent's don't ever bother us. But when I have a guy over they're always checking in.

I was actually planning on going home Saturday night/Sunday morning after work but Jill had left me a message to call her whenever I got out of work. She wasn't awake when I called her but she woke up pretty quickly. She only had to ask me once to come over.

It's so different being with her compared to Adam. Not that I don't really enjoy the sex with Adam but with Jill we take our time. Enjoying every second from our first kiss on.

We we're planning on just sleeping together. I partially undressed then got into bed with her. She wrapped her arms around me and we closed our eyes. I was tired but couldn't sleep. We kissed softly at first, then it started getting hot. I couldn't let go of her lips. Our clothes came off pretty quickly but we just kissed for awhile. Enjoying each other.

I went down on her first. It's beginning to feel more natural. I mean it's still awkward but I think I'm getting better at it. With a little help from her "mini-vibe" (it's cool it's like the size of a battery I think I'm getting one) I made her orgasm.

I was ready to go to sleep then but she wouldn't let me. At first she just fingered me while we kissed. It was long before I was kind of fucking her fingers. They felt so good inside of me. She's so delicate with me but so deliberate. She went down on me too, and it felt amazing but I couldn't orgasm. It was kind of weird because it felt better than any of the other times she's gone down on me. She tried hard but after a while I knew I wasn't going to. And even though I didn't climax it was still amazing.

I'm just getting home so you know it was a good night. I slept over at Jill's. Actually we didn't do much sleeping. LOL. I have to take a nap but I'll be around later.

It's been a rough morning so far. There isn't enough coffee that can make being awake this early okay - however, all the nice comments (twenty to be exact) did make it a little easier.

I just got home from Adam's. I could've stayed there but he had to go to work this morning. After work last night we had some "ok" sex. Then this morning we both woke up very horny. It was supposed to be a quickie but it turned into some very hot sex. We thought he would last his usual five minutes then he'd get ready and go to work. Ten minutes later he's not even close to cumming. He's fucking me hard. He's fucking me quick. We fucked doggy style. I rode him on the top for a while. Then we did missionary so he could fuck me as hard as he could. We were at the 15 minute mark. I thought I was going to cum. I could feel my orgasm but we weren't able to get it. Finally after a little less than twenty minutes, he pulled me closer to him. He pushed deep into me and came very hard inside of me. It felt like he filled me with cum.

Not a bad morning. Which, I think makes up for a lack of sex this week. It's been kind of weird. Normally we have sex almost every day.

And other than that - not much is going on. Work has been work. Nothing exciting like last week. And I've hung out with Jill a lot this week, even going over to her pool today but nothing too exciting there either.

Hmmm....we'll see if it works tonight. It's good thing I haven't had much to write about this week or I'd be even more upset with Blogger. Besides working it's been pretty boring since Monday.




Wooohooo finally!

Hope you like. All the talk about boobs made me want to post mine. I think Nick (or maybe Jack (I was slightly drunk at the time) took these pictures earlier this summer at a party.

Blah. Blogger hates me for sure. Spent most of the morning (at least the part where I was awake) trying to post. Now it's time for me to go to work and all I had was time to write this.

I'll be around later. Tried again to upload the pic. Didn't work so I'll try again when I have more time. Sorry.

And of course you can email me - the best way to do it is through myspace, but you can also send emails to Amy At Anal-Amy Dot Com.

Well, I was going to post a pic(s) but it seems blogger doesn't like me right now and won't upload my photo. I'll try again later today but I have to get ready for my workout now.

So, I think I'm caught up on my emails, my lovely comments and what not but if I missed anything let me know.

When I woke up it was raining. I was pretty disappointed because Jill and I had made plans to hang out by her pool today. But literally as I was answering a couple of emails and responding all the comments the sun came out!

So, after I work out with Veronica I'm going over to Jill's. That seems a little weird but with Veronica things are good. We act normal together, but at the same time there's a little spark between us. And with Jill, we ended up talking on the phone for a while last night. That cut into my beauty sleep a little but it's not a bad thing. We did a lot of talking about us again. I wouldn't say we defined things but we have a better idea of what we both want. We're going to try to be friends with benefits. I'm not sure how it's going to work but we're both pretty happy.

Wow - I come home and see 11 great comments and bunch of emails - I feel loved. But at the same time tired and guilty for not writing back/updating my blog. I had another rather interesting night - just me and Adam but I can't wait to share the details. I have off from both jobs so I'm planning on writing, writing back and responding to a whole bunch of comments from the last few days and then some. Anyways, time to catch up on some sleep now.

At some point I was planning to write everything about last weekend - but it seems like I might not have that kind of time before I start forgetting details so I thought I should at least give a summary - since this a sex blog after all.

As you already know it started Saturday night/Sunday morning when they let me out of work early but instead of leaving, I stayed around and did some drinking. I'd like to think that I can handle my liquor but I don't really drink hard stuff. Well, some of the girls had bought me a bottle of Jack Daniels. Rum I can do, Vodka I can sort of do but Whiskey was way too much. I was pretty drunk by the time the club closed. I was way too drunk to drive home but that was okay because I went to a sorta after party at Veronica's house. And yes, I said house. She's only a couple of years older than me but owns her own house.

We bascially just hung around drinking some more. At some point, everyone else went home, or passed out on the couch. I was planning on sleeping in the guest room but it was already occupied. So instead, Veronica invited me into her bed. Believe it or not I think it was pretty innocent. And for like a minute we were on opposite sides of the bed trying to go to sleep. A minute later we were all over each other. We didn't doing anything besides kiss and hold each other but it kept us awake until well after the sun was rising.

Like, I said it was an interesting night. And the cool part is, that things haven't become weird between us. We're still friends, in fact I think we've talked more on the phone since that night then we did before. And I think it's just sex (even though we haven't done anything without our clothes on) and I think that makes it a lot easier. I'm looking forward to seeing her again but so far we've only made plans to work out together.

Sunday, Adam and I went out to a really nice restaurant. The food was great, the mood romantic, he looks really hot when he dressed up and wine got me really horny. It looked like we were going to have another romantic encounter in the parking lot. We were making out against his car, I even felt his erection against me. And I wanted to but my phone kept ringing - we were wait to my only little party at one of the local bars. If it wasn't my party I wouldn't have cared but since it was we painfully skipped the sex.

The party was a lot of fun. A lot of my friends were there, more than I thought would be there. Even things were good with Jill for the most part it seemed like things were back to normal between us. The only thing that sucked is that shots do not mix well with wine so I didn't drink much. Which, in the end turned out to be a good thing.

When the bar was closing, I was planning to go over to Adam's. Jill asked if she could come along. I was thinking she needed a ride home but she ended up coming over to his apartment too. I thought things were going to be weird and awkward but I don't think it could've gone any better.

We sat on his couch, drinking a little, watching a little tv and letting the two of them get to know each other. I was already way too excited because I knew what was going to happen.

Adam made the first move. He was sitting behind me and wrapped his arms around me and started to kiss my neck. Then Jill leaned forward and kissed me. I took turns kissing them. They took turns caressing my breasts. Jill's hand went up my skirt. Her fingers pushed my thong out of the way and started to finger me.

We moved to Adam's bed. Together they took my clothes off. It was amazing how they almost naturally worked together.

I laid on the bed with them on either side of me. Kissing my body. Feeling my body. Teasing me.

Their clothes started to come off.

Jill went from fingered me to going down on me. It felt so good. Adam watched, just kind of slowly rubbing his cock. I knew he wanted more, and so did Jill. I was more than surprised when she invited him to fuck her from behind. And at first it was a little weird to me. My boyfriend, my best friend. I think Adam was in heaven. It was as much a birthday present for me as it was a present for him. He came before me. But even as he was cumming she didn't stop licking me, fingering me until I orgasmed. I literally had a hard time speaking after my orgasm.

We switched positions and I went down on Jill. She tasted like Adam and that really turned me on. I think I did a lot better job of oral on her this time. She seemed to enjoy it more and she definitely moaned a lot more. I brought her to an orgasm but we didn't stop there. I worked my way up to her lips and we kissed, making out for a while until Adam wanted to join in again.

Adam fucked me missionary style while Jill watched fingering herself with one hand and holding my hand with the other. He pounded me for while. Fucking me hard. Shaking the bed. Then we got into a doggy style so he could fuck my ass. A minute later he came.

Adam was done but Jill and I weren't. He left us alone and we just made out for a while. It was the calm after the storm. We held each other and talked.

It was an amazing weekend. My best birthday ever. But I kind of wish that I hadn't made out with Veronica now. At the time I thought things were over with Jill but now it feels like me making out with Veronica is a dirty little secret. But even after my night with Jill and Adam I want to see Veronica again. Something must be wrong with me. I'm so horny.

Well, I'm still alive - barely. Yesterday was the hangover off all hangover - today I'm just tired. Physically exhausted but I had to get up. I have to go to work. If it wasn't for the money I'd call off today so I could sleep all day. But I think it was worth it.

Last night, I went home with Jill and Adam so it was amazing to say the least. I've got a lot to write about so I hope after work and after a nap I'll have the energy to post about it all.

I'm feeling a little more human now - at least human enough so that I'll be able to eat in a couple of hours when we go out for dinner.

And sorry, that I haven't posted about last night/this morning's fun but I'm really not feeling good enough to write today. But I promise I'll write about it soon. And hopefully I have more adventures tonight to post about.

Jill called me while I was sleeping. She wanted to know what I was doing tonight so who knows what might happen.

So far it's been kind of interesting. It started when my boss let me leave around 12:30 last night because we were pretty slow - but I stayed around anyways. Did a little drinking. Went to Veronica's house with her and a few of the other girls to keep drinking when our club closed. It was intersting to say the least and I didn't get to sleep until around eight this morning. I don't know what I'm doing awake right now. I'm super hungover but I hope I'm feeling at least a little normal by dinner time when I go out with Adam. I've got some stories to tell - just not when my brain is hurting like it is right now. Thanks everyone for the birthday wishes and what not.

Last weekend, I felt a little out of place. Some of the dancers made me feel like the new girl - ignoring me and doing other high school things like that. But last night was a lot of fun. We were slow at first so I had time to talk to a few of the girls and even some of the ones that were bitches last week turned out to be pretty cool.

It was also the first time I got to work with Veronica. The men love her - not just because of her body - she actually puts on a show doing some crazy tricks on the pole. And the guys seem to really love her lap dances.

And I came very close to performing a lap dance. One of the customers was willing to pay me a very nice amount of money for a dance even if I kept my clothes on. Of course it would've been a lot more if my clothes had come off. Even the head of security said I could've but I didn't. The idea of doing it really turned me on but I didn't really feel comfortable doing it.

Instead, I got twenty bucks for letting one of the other dancers give me a lap dance. I didn't know "Angel" before but we got to know each other pretty quickly. At first it was just fun - it was like how I'd fool around with my girl friends at parties. We pretended kissed. She felt me up and things like that. Then she got on her knees in front of me and pretended to give me an imaginary blowjob. The guy loved it. He was sitting next to us watching.

Then she started taking off her outfit while she started to grind herself against me. I was turned on when she pressed her chest against me. I smelled her hair, felt her warmth. She started to move like she was riding an imaginary cock. Then she turned around took off her skirt and pretended to let me fuck her from behind. And thanks to anonymous who mentioned the strap on yesterday - I was thinking about that last night. When the song was done I don't know who enjoyed it more - me or the customer. The customer slipped me his number while Angel kissed me on the forehead.

But I didn't have much time to enjoy it or think about it because it got pretty busy after that.

Veronica said something about it - saying I had lost my innocence. It's kind of funny how she and all the girls I talk to think I'm so innocent and naive. It's like if they only knew.

When I got out I went to Adam's. I was too worked up/too awake to go home. Adan had drunk dialed me while I was still working but he was asleep when I got there. However, he woke up pretty quickly. I was naked before we even got to his bed. He went down on me which was something different. Not really a good different but different. I mean it felt good, but he was a little too drunk to do a good job at it and he got pretty bored with it quickly.

We fucked missionary style. Nothing special, a little sloppy but he lasted for a while (the alcohol). And I'll admit there were times I imagined he was Angel wearing a strap on and fucking me. And there other times I imagined it was Jill fucking me.

Just wanted to share that I just had some amazing sex. I went over to Adam's just to pick up something I left yesterday but we ended up having a quickie. Just long enough for some satisfying regular sex than anal sex before he came. I was having kind of a bad day but this and the Fleshbot thing have made today a pretty good day. Definitely what I needed.

Normally, I'd write about all the details but I have to leave in a few minutes to go to work.

I'm listed on the Sex Blog Roundup at Flesh Bot! It's pretty cool how when you're having a bad day something very nice like that happens. I never thought I'd be listed on Fleshbot - I visit that site pretty often, check out the blogs listed there but never thought mine was any good.

Thanks!

I didn't go over to Jill's - not really a shock but I'm kind of disapointed.

When I went I went to the gym this morning it was mostly sunny. When I came out it was cloudy. I blame Scott...he was there and kept staring at my and Veronica.

When I called Jill, she told me she had made other plans. She didn't even want to go shopping. Her and her ex were going to hang out.

I now know why guys complain about girls so much.

Things have become very awkward between us. At first I thought she was trying to avoid me - but now I can tell it's a mutual awkwardness. I don't know what to say to her.

I don't want to jinx it but I think I'm going over to Jill's this afternoon. It's a little cool right now so we might go shopping instead of tanning. I'd rather just go to her bedroom but I don't think that's going to happen. Even though I'm very horny right now I'd be happy just being friends again.

After work today I went over to Adam's apartment. We were planning on going out for dinner - we never made it that far.

When I got there, Adam was just about to take a quick shower. I was going to wait on the couch for him, but after about a minute of watching television, I was bored and there were other things I wanted to do.

I surprised him by joining him in the shower. At first, we actually tried to shower. I was washing him, paying special attention to a certain part. It was hot and steamy and would've been romantic if we weren't giggling all the time. He washed me body - paying special attention to my chest, then between my legs. Eventually we forgot about the soap - he was fingering me. If it wasn't for the water in my face, and it being cold when I wasn't under the water it would've been perfect.

We tried to have sex, first standing up. But it was an awkward position. We tried with me bent over and him behind me but that didn't work well either. Finally, we got out of the shower - we got just a little dry before he stole me towel - then had me bend over his sink. This position worked.

Slowly, he fucked me from behind. It was amazing, looking at him through the mirror. Watching his facial expressions as he thrust into me. And as he got closer we locked eyes. And as he came inside me I smiled.

We ended up not going out to eat, we said were too lazy to get completely redressed. I sat around in my panties and one of his t-shirts as he cooked in just his boxers and a "wife beater." I don't know why, but just hanging out dressed like that felt special.

He just threw together some meal out of a box that wasn't half bad. We ate it on his couch, as we cuddled watching television. But as soon as the food was gone - we got back to business - trying to make up for the lack of sex the past few days. He climbed on top of me, kissing me then fingering me. The clothes came off again, throwing them on the floor.

He pushed my legs apart and I could feel his cock against my stomach as we made out. I asked him to fuck me again, but he made me beg for his cock. It turned me on.

He pushed into me and I was already moaning. We took our time. Enjoying every thrust. We kissed, not letting go of each others lips as we fucked. He felt amazing inside of me.

We had sex for a long time. I'm not sure how long, but the program that was on when we started was over and the next show was halfway over. By now he was pounding me into the couch. I had my legs wrapped around his back, bring him deeper into me. I was moaning pretty loud. Both of us were breathing hard. Sweating. But he wasn't close to cumming.

That's when I took control. I pushed him on to his back. Then put my lips on his cock. It didn't take long for me to make him. He had a huge orgasm, filling my mouth with his cum. I even felt some of it drip out of my mouth before I was able to swallow.

I kind of thought we were done. I laid on top of him, my head resting on his chest as we watched part of some movie. For a while, we were just lying there. But of course I couldn't keep my hands to myself. At first I just ran my fingers across his chest and stomach, but they made it down the area around his cock. I found him half erect. For a while I massaged his cock with my hand until he was hard. That's when I climbed on top of him. Most of the time one of us has to guide the cock into me but this time, I was just able to sit down on him and feel him sliding up into me.

We fucked for a few minutes like that but being on the couch we didn't have enough room. Then we moved so that he was sitting up normal on the couch, we me straddling him. Once he was in me again, we didn't move except to kiss. I wanted to keep him inside of me forever. Finally, I started to ride up and down on him. He pulled me closer to him. My nipples dragged across his chest as I moved up and down. It felt so good.

I never fucked him fast, I just kept a slow pace but it was all that he needed. After a few minutes, he grabbed my hips, pulling me down on to him. He came one more time.

I didn't climb off of him right away. I just stayed in his arms for a while. I could've stayed like that all night but he has to work in the morning. Plus, Friday night I'm working the night shift at the club so I'd rather be home early so they don't complain that I stay out late every night. However, they haven't said anything yet about the nights that I have worked and got home real late. Yet.

I just got home from Adam's - I wish I had a great story to write but I don't. We watched a movie which is usually code for "we had sex while there was a movie on in the background" but there was none of that tonight. It's kind of odd. I mean we kissed and fooled around a little bit but that was it. I don't know - maybe it's just the calm before the storm.

Just in case anyone was curious, I didn't go over to Jill's. The weather didn't cooperate. By the time I was done with my work out the weather had gone from sunny to mostly cloudy. We still could've tanned some but Jill had some other things she wanted to do. Blah.

I spent most of the day on the couch just watching the television.

Might go over to Adam's tonight, might not. That's kind of the way my day is going.

Not much going on here today. Finally a day where I might be able to finally and completely catch up on my sleep and beauty rest. And it's kind of sad but between the long hours at my two jobs and the uncomfortable shoes my legs and feet need some serious rest. I feel so old.

The only thing I'm doing for sure is going to the gym to work out with Veronica. Which isn't going to help out my legs but I've been getting pretty bad, I haven't worked out since last week.

Then this afternoon I might (a big maybe) go over to Jill's and hang out by the pool. The heat is back so it would be nice to spend the hottest part of the day in the pool but the real reason is that I really want to spend time with her. Even if it's just spending time together but things are getting a little awkward. I don't want to say it but I already know sex has a habit of ruining friendships.

If I have time I'm also going to work on that other blog I mentioned. It seemed like a really great idea at the time, I mean I love writing about everything anal sex related but it doesn't seem like there's enough hours in the day.

That prom night started out pretty interesting. During the prom me and my date, Vinny found unused banquet room and had sex on one of the tables. He just pushed my dress up, took my panties off then we fucked. I think he lasted all of a minute. Then I put my panties back on, fixed my dress and we went back to the prom.

When we got back one of his friends that I was kind of friends with asked if he could dance with me. The dance got pretty hot and heavy, Tom was grinding against me so much that he got a few dirty looks from one of the teachers. Of course that didn't stop us. At one point, he whispered into my ear "Amy I want you so bad." I said something like maybe later tonight.

When I got back to Vinny he interrogated me about it. At first I thought he was mad but then he started to ask me questions like "do you want to have sex with Tom?" And I said things like "maybe." Not giving too many definite answers.

But I kind of forgot about it. I didn't see him much after that at the prom and after the prom he went to a different after party. I went with Vinny to some after party which was basically just a place to drink some and change before we went out.

We went to this under 21 club that didn't serve alcohol. I don't need alcohol to have fun but this place was boring without alcohol. Luckily, we were able to sneak some liquor in but not nearly enough for all of our group.

I remember I was dancing with Vinny and my mini skirt kept rising up so that the straps of my garter belt kept becoming visible. I kept pulling my skirt down for a while but then I gave up.

Vinny noticed but so did a few other guys. Watching them try to get peeks or even staring at my legs really turned me on.

When the club closed a small group of us went to a hotel for one final party. We did some more drinking but I was still pretty sober when Tom showed up without his prom date.

It wasn't long after that the three of us were going back to a room Vinny had rented. At first it seemed like nothing was going to happen, we were just sitting on the bed watching tv. I was waiting for one of them to make the first move. I was really too nervous to do it.

Then Tom asked if we were going to do this or not. It was kind of funny and broke the silence.

I said something like "I want both of you to take turns fucking me." Except whatever I said sounded a lot more naughty and sexy.

My clothes came off except my gaterbelt and stockings. Vinny wanted me to keep them on. There wasn't any foreplay. I don't even think I was felt up until after we were already having sex and that's always something guys will do as soon as my bra comes off.

I just got into the doggy style position and really didn't do much after that.

We had done anal a few times already and I knew what he wanted. He pushed his cock against my ass. He had problem getting in me. We weren't using any kind of lube so it took a little effort from both of us to get him into me. And at first it hurt, but the kind of pain that made me moan a little.

He lasted a lot longer this time. It still wasn't great sex, but I think we both enjoyed it.

It wasn't great sex, I was still what I would call a "boring fuck" back then. I just laid there while he fucked me. But he wasn't that great either. But at least he lasted longer than a minute.

I felt like such a slut - having two guys alone with me in the room.

Tom replaced him and put his cock into my ass. It was pretty easy having him enter me. He told me I was his first for anal sex.

It felt so weird having two different cocks into me one after another. They felt different, they fucked me different. Tom was pretty gentle until he started getting close. Then for a minute he fucked me hard until he came.

If it hadn't been like five in the morning I think we would've kept going.

I saw Jill again tonight - we just drove around for a while. Parking in one of my favorite secluded parks but instead of anything happening we ended up just talking.

At first we were our normal selves - joking around and what not but then the conversation turned semi-serious. She brought up what I was thinking. She did most of the talking. Telling me that the other night was "amazing" but we should stay friends. She wants to see if a relationship can work with her ex-boyfriend.

I kind of feel like I was dumped. But she was saying some of the things I was thinking. Adam isn't Mr. Right but I'm having a great summer with him, and we only have month left before I go back to school. Plus, I don't know if I'm ready for a real relationship with another female.

But at the same time, the other night was amazing. I can't stop thinking about her. I want to taste her again. I'd be happy if it was just sex and I hinted at that but she avoided that. But I'm not ready to give up. I can't. Whatever we had the other night was too special to give up on.

And I just wanted to thank everyone for there comments. Today's been a little weird, exhausting, stressful and there were some really great comments to come home to.

It's been a weird few days - there's nothing in particular it just seems like everything is off balance. I think it's the heat. It's been hovering around one hundred the past few days and I think it's getting to everyone. Just walking to my car after work tonight, I thought I was going to melt. It's just a hot breeze with high humidity even at night.

And I wasn't supposed to work today - it was supposed to be my day off but Adam called me in because someone was out sick. I was supposed to go over to Jill's and hang out in the pool this afternoon but he basically begged me to work.

I could tell Jill didn't really like my decision but she wasn't mad at me.

After work, I went over to Adam's - normally as soon we're alone we're all over each other but tonight we just sat on his couch watching tv. Even though the A/C was on neither of us wanted to do anything besides stare at the tv. That's just odd.

When I left Adam's tonight, I called Jill. It seems like everything is alright, everything's normal but at the same time it feels like something isn't right. I don't know.

I think I just need some time to relax.

I'm not exactly sure where to begin. I guess I can start with Friday afternoon when I was still at work. I started to get really nervous - I mean like almost sick to my stomach nervous. I thought about calling it off. But, I'm really glad I didn't.

I was still feeling a little sick when we pulled into the valet parking at the hotel. But then I noticed something a little weird. In the lobby we noticed a group of really cute but really gay guys. Then we noticed a very butch lesbian couple. Then a gay couple walking out of the hotel. That's when Jill whispered to me - "That's right the gay games start this weekend." Suddenly, I went from really nervous about someone noticing us - realizing we were just kind of pretending compared to the 15,000 (that's the number I heard on the news) gay and lesbians were going to be in the city for the event.

Our room actually had a beautiful view of Lake Michigan. And even though we weren't facing the sun, we could see the effects of the setting sun. It's kind of cliche but everything looked so small.

Jill came up behind me and hugged me. It's kind of weird because instead of feeling a hard cock against my ass, I felt her breasts pushed against my back. She pushed my hair away from my ear than said, "I can't believe we're doing this." Neither could I.

She just held me for a while. We stood there in silence just watching the world until she joked "I wonder if anyone is watching us?" She jokingly grouped me, kind of like how we would do in the past at parties and what not.

At this point, I was feeling normal but I wasn't sure if I was ready to go all the way. I think she was feeling the same way, but she had an answer. Out of her bag she pulled out a bottle of wine. We didn't have glasses so we used plastic cups.

And I know I said, I didn't want to get drunk and we didn't. But we definitely were both buzzing a little. I remember we were making fun of some reality show on MTV, we couldn't stop laughing. It was just like a sleep over until she leaned over to me, tilted my head towards her and she kissed me. Then everything went silent. We kissed for a few minutes. My head was spinning in a good way.

When she pulled away - she asked me "When did you realize there was something more?"

"Early this summer." I told her. "You?"

"Sometime, freshman year I realized I was attracted to you in a different way." She was rubbing my back in a very sexual manner.

I was mad at her for never telling me, but she told me I was always with guys and she was worried how I would react.

I made some sort of joke about "how I was always with guys."

Then she asked me how many guys I had been with.

I told her I had lost count and would need a pen and paper to try to figure it out. She just laughed and called me a "whore."

She told me she has been with eleven guys. Which, was six more than I knew about. She told me about four of them, then surprised me. The other two were a one night stand, a threesome. I told her I was mad at her for not telling me. Then demanded every details.

Last summer, graduation night at an after party she "found" herself alone in a bedroom with her boyfriend and his best friend. Picturing her doggy style with two guys really turned me on.

We finished the bottle of wine, it wasn't very big of a bottle and it took us over an hour to drink it. I was just a little buzzed.

But then things got serious again. She looked into my eyes and asked me "Are you sure?"

I didn't even think about saying no.

We kissed again. And we just laid next to each other on the bed kissing for a while. I mean like a really long time, so long that I actually had to take a bathroom break.

When I returned, she went. But instead of laying back in the bed with me. She stood in front of me. I kind of realized right then how beautiful she is. (I know some people asked me to describe her but I'm not sure if I can do justice but I'm going to try.) She has long brown hair with blonde high lights that goes just past her shoulders. Her hair was partially covering her eyes, blue eyes. Her nose is a little big, just a little but I think it's cute. Most guys say she's cute before they say she's hot. But wow, I think she's hot. And she has a beautiful smile that she flashed, but we were both nervous again.

She started with her tank top, taking it off then throwing it on to the floor. She was wearing a pink bra with lace, that she unhooked and just let fall to the ground. I've seen her breasts before but this felt different. She has small brown nipples that were poking out. She's a 34B and very perky.

Her jeans came off next, pushing them the ground. She has a matching pink lace thong. There was a moisture stain between her legs. She took off her panties, revealing her neatly trimmed pubic hair. She had just a landing strip of black hair.

And she had tan lines, very visible but very sexy. I kind of felt priviledged to see the pale spots.

She stood there for a moment, almost like she was letting me admire her. She skinny but not too skinny. It's not fair because all she does is swim and run a little.

Then I started to take off my shirt, but she stopped me. She wanted to take off my clothes. She climbed on to the bed, then on top of me. She felt so warm. She took of my shirt, above my head, but before she took it off of my arms she kissed me. Then she threw it on to the floor somewhere.

She caressed my breasts through my bra. But she was more gentle then any guy had ever been with them. With a lot of my help, she took off my bra. She teased my nipples with her tongue, the delicately sucked on each one until my nipples were hard.

She took off my jean skirt. My black mesh panties were literally glistening from moisture between my legs. She took them off too and smelled them.

I think if I had been with a guy we would've done it right then but instead we returned to kissing. Caressing. Feeling. Licking all over. My neck, her shoulders. I sucked on her nipples. She gave me a hickie right on my cleavage. We were kind of in a silly mood, but still very romantic.

I felt her starting to run her fingers across my stomach, when she got closer I moaned soft with anticipation. She ran one finger between my pussy's lips. Then slowly slid two fingers into me. Slowly her fingers explored me while we kissed.

Then her mouth followed her fingers down to between my legs. At first it was just kissing. Then licking and fingering me. It felt different. Her lips were soft. Her touch so feminie. And her hair kept getting in the way, tickling my skin until she put it up.

It was her first time, but she did better than most guys ever did. Within a few minutes I couldn't stop moaning. I was breathing heavy. A few more minutes later I came. The easiest orgasm I ever had. And maybe the best orgasm ever. It left me unable to move. Unable to speak for a few moments.

When I recovered, we switched positions so that she was laying on her back. I put my hair up then went down on her. Licking her lips, teasing her clit and fingering her.


I can't really describe her taste. It wasn't what I expected. I expected sweet and a strong taste but I could barely taste her. I've heard it described as "musky" but I'm not sure if that really describes Jill.

I kind of thought that it would just come naturally but it didn't. I tried different things but it didn't seem like she was getting much from it. I think I went down on her for a half hour. Maybe it wasn't a half hour but it seemed like a long time. I was starting to get frustrated with myself. Then she joined in, she started to rub her own clit.

She started to moan. My fingers, my tongue and her fingers started to move together in a rhythm. Then she started to moan louder. Her moans are so soft and almost sound like she's squeaking. She started to call out my name and I went as fast as I could. I was feeling a little dehydrated but I didn't stop.

She actually grabbed the back of my head and pulled me closer to her. My mouth almost into to her. Then she came. It wasn't like she exploded, but I felt her become more wet and she was already very wet to begin with. Then she kind of giggled but a cute giggle.

I said "Wow, that was amazing." Kind of cheesy, kind of cliche but I couldn't think of anything else.

After a few minutes, we got up we both got ready for bed, doing the nightly rituals of cleaning our faces and things like that. I looked in the mirror. Both of our faces were red. I mean like really red. And we kissed a few more times.

We got back into bed, this time under the covers that had been kicked all over the bed. We laid in each others arms and kissed. I think I could've gone more, but she fell asleep. Leaving me to think a little and of course not able to fall asleep for a while.

The next morning, I woke up with no covers. She had stolen them all and I was freezing because the A/C was still going on high. I stole some back, half to warm up half to wake her up. When she looked at me, at first it looked like she was mad, then she smiled. She motioned me closer with her finger than kissed me.

We had breakfast from room service, then watched television again for a while. Just hanging out in her bath robes.

She said something like we have to do that again sometime. Of course I suggested right there.

We climbed back into bed, kissed again, but it wasn't long before she asked "69?"

I got on top and both of us started licking and fingering each other. It was kind of an awkward angle for me and she said it hurt her neck a little but it didn't stop us. I came first again, she was licking me, my lips then clit. Then I felt her hands on my ass. Spreading them apart, playing with them. Caressing them. I had a hard time concentrating on my job. I felt a finger against my ass, then she pushed just one finger into me. I was unable to concentrate at all anymore. Two fingers in my ass. She's fingering my ass, licking my clit. I climaxed - it wasn't just an orgasm.

I forgot about her for a few minutes as I orgasmed. Yes, I said a few minutes or at least it felt like a few minutes. She kept licking me even as I came.

That's when I realized my neck was really hurting me. I switched positions so that it was just like the night before. Me going down on her while she laid on her back.

I wish I could say that she came again, but she didn't. And she made me feel guilty about it but in a playful way. It was starting to get close to noon and we had to check out soon so I was forced to give up.

When we checked out we went shopping together, it kind of made me feel like we're still going to be able to be friends. Even though there were a couple times when we looked at each other and it was almost like we were staring at each other. I don't know how to really describe it, but it was a different look then we'd ever given each other before.

Then when we got back to the burbs, we took a quick swim in her pool. Seeing her all wet made me want to do naughty things to her but of course her dad was there.

So, I don't know where our relationship is going. I don't even know if it's really a relationship. I don't know if I'm ready for a relationship with another female, but at the same time if I'm ever going to have a relationship with a female I'd want it to be with Jill. But at the same time I'd love this to be just a relationship for fun. Last night, was one of the most amazing nights of my life. I felt things, pleasure that I never felt before. It kind of scares me a little, but in a good way.

I'm letting the suspense build. Either that or I've been a little too busy with work and trying to catch up on some lost sleep. Anyways, I'm going to take a nap but I'll be doing some writing tonight.

I'm still alive - have a lot and I mean a lot to write about just haven't had the time yet. I have to get ready for work now but I'll be around sometime to write about last night, this morning and this afternoon ;-)

Kind of like the calm before the storm this morning. Normally, I look forward to going to the club. Besides the money, it's a fun place to work. But today I have only one thing on my mind. I can't wait to see Jill tonight. I guess wish me luck and I'll be sure to keep detailed notes so I can tell you all about it tomorrow.

I was going to post about the after prom threesome/first anal with two guys in one night/wearing stockings and a garter belt, tonight but I'm starting to yawn. I hope you'll forgive me. I'm sure I'll be writing about it soon anyways, but I need my beauty sleep. I have a long day ahead of me.

In response to anonymous comment that I should think about dancing:

I don't think many women dream of dancing. The money's good but not too many girls say they want to be exotic dancers when they grow up. That being said, I'd be lying if I said the thought hadn't crossed my mind. I've seen the money the dancers make. I'm making good money but they're making a ton more. However, I don't think I'd be happy doing it. I'd love the attention but it's just not me.

While, I'm far from being over weight - I do have a few extra pounds, I'm a little thicker then most of the girls that dance. I'm proud of my body, but I've heard some of the shit the girls get from some of the customers.

That'll be my excuse for tonight. There's more reasons but overall I just don't think dancing is right for me. Plus that fact that I can't dance/have no rhythm.

Just when I thought I was going to go to bed early again - Jill called me. We talked awkwardly for a few minutes before we suggested we talk face to face again.

We met at the half way point between our houses - a small park that's little more than a old playground set and couple of picnic tables. We used to sneak out at night and meet there. It was two minutes by bike or ten minutes walking.

She was already there, when I got there. Sitting on one of the picnic tables, staring at the moon.

At first we just talked. We're trying so hard to define what's going on between us but we can't. I mean, we've been friends for a long long time. But suddenly there's romance and lust. It's weird. Neither of us really understand it, our relationship, whatever.

But at the same time, none of it matters. We kissed softly, holding each other's hand. I think if she had been a guy, we would've had sex right on the bench. I think if we had been together before, something might've happened right there. Instead, we held each other, just kissing. I wanted to do more but at the same time I was very happy just kisisng her. And it's so different kissing her compared to kissing Adam or any guy. Her lips are so soft. Her lips taste so good. The smell of her perfume.

I can't wait for seven o'clock tomorrow evening. That's when she's going to pick me up then we're going to the hotel. She made reservations at this semi-fancy hotel in downtown Chicago. I have no idea how she's paying for it, since she works like one day a week. But she won't let me pay. I don't know if we're going to go straight there, or go out for dinner first or what.

I'm looking forward to it, but still I'm so confused. I mean - she's a girl. I've never had feelings like this before about another girl. I mean is it just lust mixed in with natural feelings of a friendship or is it more. Is this the start of a relationship, or just a fling? Is this going to be the end of our friendship. Will we still be friends twenty years from now when we're both married and reminisce about tomorrow night. Or will we avoid each other, like we've been kind of doing this week. And what if I really like it. What if we want to have a relationship. I love cock, but I think I'd learn to survive without for her. So many thoughts, so many questions - I guess most of them will be answered or at least have more of an answer after tomorrow.

It's kind of weird being home at this time of night, but there really wasn't much going on tonight so I stayed home.

Did get some good/bad news. The good news is that I've been promoted (if you can call it that, but my boss called it a promotion so whatever) to the night shift. I could've started Friday night, but I had to tell him I had other plans. He asked me if I was sure, and I was like "yeah, I'm pretty sure." They couldn't pay me enough to skip this night with Jill. The bad news is that there's a new dress code for the servers - we have to wear just black and white now. Which isn't the end of the world I guess but I just bought some outfits the other day for the "preppy" look they wanted me to have.

So I guess now I have to tell Adam that I'm quiting for sure.

And on a side note, I'm working on a new blog about anal sex- more of a "porn blog." Hopefully a way to have a little income while I'm at school. But don't worry this will still be my priority.

We were supposed to meet a little after one at his apartment. At one-thirty I was still sitting in my car, waiting for him. Even with A/C on full blast I was sweating. I even ate the fast food I had picked up for him. I tried calling the store but one of the other employees said he was busy. I didn't even have time to find out why he was busy before the girl hung up. I tried calling his cell, but of course there was no answer. I was just about to leave when he finally called to say he was on his way.

A few minutes later we were in his nice cool apartment. At first he started to explain why he was late, something about a last minute conference call, but I just started to kiss him.

I asked him real soft and seductively what sexual favor he wanted.

He sat down on the couch then pulled me towards him, then gently pushed me down to my knees. He unzipped his pants and pulled out his cock. He was still soft but I used my hands to bring him to life.

There wasn't any teasing, or anything like that. I went straight to work. I wasn't sure how long of a break he had. I wrapped my lips around his cock and went to work. Sliding my lips up and down him. It felt so good at first.

But after 12 minutes (not that I was counting) I was getting tired, my mouth and hands were starting to get sore. Then his cell phone rang - he had to answer it because it was the store calling. I took a quick break, grabbed some water then resumed the position. But he was still on the phone. At first I just gave him a little hand job to get his attention again. Then I put him back in my mouth. He tried to push me away but he didn't push to hard. But he kept talking. I think he was talking to his boss but that didn't stop me.

I could tell he was getting closer, and he was trying to get off the phone. I slowed down a little bit until he hung up the phone. Then I sprinted towards the finish. A few seconds later he was throbbing and exploding inside of my mouth.

When he was zipping his pants back up and making sure he was okay to go back to work, he said, "there's never a dull moment anytime we're together."

After I left his apartment, and he went back to work I had to run a couple of errands. One of them was to my insurance place to drop off a payment. I could still taste his cum, I felt like such a slut. And I got a glance of myself in the mirror - my lips were still very red and my face blush. I was glowing (kind of).

Last night, while we were out at some restaurant, I told Adam more about my other job. I wasn't sure how he'd react, he didn't seem like the jealous type of guy but you never know. He wasn't jealous at all, the thought it was great. He was telling me that I was the wildest girl he ever met, he was lucky to have me blah blah blah.

When we were standing between our cars, holding, hugging and kissing he told me that if I ever had any problem there to just call me. I thought it was kind of funny because they have big bouncers there to take care of any problems but I also don't think I'll have any serious problems. He's seen me get hit on by guys at the store and has told me I handle it pretty well.

Then he asked me if I wanted to have sex. He worded it a lot better than that but I told him I was tired (which is kind of sad because I was actually tired and not just making an excuse). But as we started to kiss good night our kisses got pretty hot and he started to push his hard cock against me. It was too much for me to resist. I asked him if he wanted to do it right there, he was thinking of finding some place where we could be alone but right there sounded pretty good.

We were in the back of a pretty large parking lot. And the entire time we had been out there neither of us had seen anyone else any where near us. And in between our cars we were pretty hidden.

Out kissing became full of just lust, almost out of control. He pushed me up against my car. It was damp from the humid air but I didn't care. I unzipped his jeans and felt his hard cock. I took it out of his pants, then pulled up my skirt just enough. I was wearing a black cotton thong (for those interested) and he just moved it out of the way.

Then right before we started, we were silent for a minute. Making sure we were alone, then he pushed up and into me. It wasn't the easiest position for either of us but it felt good and the chance that we might get caught made it even better.

He only lasted a few minutes, in one final thrust that lifted me on to my toes he came in me. It's probably a good thing that he came quickly because we didn't get caught. And even though it was a little short, I enjoyed it. My heart was beating, my breath was hard

Maybe I'm lazy or something but I just called into work, telling Adam I couldn't come in today. He didn't even ask me why but he did tell me I'd have to make it up to him. I thought he was talking about tonight when he gets out of work. We might still hang out after work but he told me he was sitting in his little office in the back of the store with a huge hard-on that needed me to satisfy. So, I'm going to meet him at his apartment this afternoon during his lunch break.

I'm paying for waking up so easy this morning, I'm exhausted right now. Had an interesting night with Adam but I'm a little too tired to write about it. I'm sorry. And lots of great comments that I have to respond to. I'll be around in the morning - I think I only work my retail job tomorrow. And me and Jill decided Friday night will be our night and we're leaning towards getting a hotel room. It should be amazing.

Getting up in the morning for work, yes even working in a "strip club" is work. And yes waking up around 8:45 am is pretty early if you're a college student. I've been having problems getting up in time but today it was easy. And it helped that I'm working on a big cup of coffee next to me. Other than that I don't have much time before I have to start getting ready. Just wanted to thank everyone for stopping