Anal Amy

The calm before the storm

Right now, I'm waiting for Jack - he's going to come pick me up then we're going to go get Nick. Nick wants to do some predrinking before we head to the club but it still sounds like he's had already had enough but he can drink like a fish.

It's weird but I kind of feel like they're both my boyfriends or lovers or whatever you want to call it. But I'm sure they just call me that slut that's letting them do whatever they want. But I think they know I'm enjoying it as much as they are.

I'm feeling all slutty (in the good way). I'm wearing this tight little halter top thingie that's a little too low cut. And ofcourse I have a push up bra, just in case some guys didn't notice my boobs. And I have this little asymentical mini skirt - I was debating going with no panties but I put on a tiny string thong.

Earlier, I stopped by work to get my paycheck - it wasn't huge but it was bigger than I thought it was going to be so that helps. Adam wasn't there so that's a good thing. However, I can't wait to see him again if he wants to see me. I've been kind of avoiding him - but it kind of goes with what we agreed to - seeing each other less. I just don't think either of us thought it would be over a week since our last time together.

I guess I should finish getting ready - touch up the make-up, the hair - Jack is on his way.

Some interesting news

I worked out with Veronica again today, found out something you guys are going to love. She's a stripper, exotic dancer or as she likes to say, "dancer." I asked her how she always has free time during the day, because she is a couple years older and that's when she told me. The other day she was wearing loose clothing and I really couldn't see her being a dancer but today her clothes were a lot tighter and lot more revealing. She has a pretty amazing body. She actually told me she got me a job where she works, but as a server/drink girl. The money would be great but I don't think I could actually do it. I think the attention would be a little too much. However, if my finances don't improve things may change.

After the workout, I went over to Jill's. We hung out by the pool again and I think I'm finally starting to have a nice tan instead of a burn. No talking about sex today, but that's probably a good thing. Her Dad got there before, I left he's been getting home earlier and earlier. He flirted with me a little, and I may have enjoyed it but I'm just going to play the role of a cock tease for now.

And right now I'm supposed to be at work, but I got called off. Not sure why - I'm hoping it's because they're slow but who knows.

Also right now, Nick is with his family, having a BBQ and drink a lot. He already called me sounding a little drunk but we're supposed to go out again tonight with Jack and a bunch of there friends. Hopefully, things will be better than last night but I have a feeling someone is going to be a little too drunk to perform.

re: "Another Double Penetration" comments

(Sorry my responses were taking up too much space)

Yeah sorry about the Jack/Nick typos - I was in a rush.

Lucia,
Garrett's still called me a few times. I'd be lying if I said I didn't have feelings for him still but it's the second time he's cheated on me.
And I know you're right about Jill's dad, but I like to have my fantasies. And that isn't a bad idea about Jill either.

Smoke Signal, I'm almost always wearing skirts although most of them or the jean/denim style - don't know if you like those.

As far as positions - what we found worked the easiest was one guy laying on his back, me on top of him, and the other guy behind me like he was fucking me doggy style.

Slightly Drunk

I'm home - we went out to the bars tonight and I'm slightly buzzed. I'm thinking last night may have been our last night together, the three of us.

I got all dressed up, well at least underneath my clothes - a sexy pair of matching see-thru mesh black panties and bra. But when I got to Jack's they were ready to go out. They forgot to tell me about the change in plans.

I don't blame him (Nick), he only has two more nights left before he goes back and I think tonight was the first night that he really hung out with a lot of his old friends. I had fun, just not the kind of fun I wanted. Plus it felt like I was tagging along with his group.

They're still out drinking, maybe I left because I'm tired like I told them. But more likely I knew because I wasn't going to get any sexual satisfaction tonight. Which is a problem, because I'm way too horny.

And on a side note, I miss Adam. I texted him tonight, saying I was thinking about him.

And sorry if I'm just ranting, I had a point but not so much anymore.

Another Double Penetration

I got to Jack's apartment before Nick last night. At first it was kind of awkward, we sat on his couch watching TV and it felt like he had something to say to me.

We kissed a little but mostly, we were waiting for Nick but after a half hour the kissing got too hot to stop. A little kissing turns into full blown making out. At some point I climbed on top of him, still fully dressed but we're starting to slowly grind against each other. He lifts my shirt over my bra, then pulls my breasts out the cups of my bra. He plays with them in his hand, the stars to suck on one.

And by now, my skirt had worked its way up around my hips. He had unzipped his pants, pushed his boxers and pants down a little, just enough to expose his rock hard cock. My black satin thong was already damp with my own juices and he made me even more wet when he started to grind his cock against me. I pulled my thong out of the way so he could have full access.

He held on to my waist and I slowly went up and down his cock. I was a little afraid he was going to cum quickly, but he didn't and I started to go faster.

I forgot all about Nick for a few minutes, as I rode Jack as fast I could. Then, Jack grabbed me tightly, pulling me down on to him, him going deep up into me. He was cumming.

But we weren't done. We went to his bedroom to start round two. Our clothes came off on the way there. The whole time our mouths hadn't separated until there was a loud buzz, letting us know that Jack was downstairs waiting to enter the building.

"You guys couldn't wait, could you?" Jack said when he entered the bedroom and saw me naked.

I waved him to me with my finger. His clothes were on the floor before he even go to the bed. Jack watched as Nick took his turn but after a minute he was ready.

This time Jack was on the bottom. I was kissing him as Nick applied the lube to himself then start to finger it into me.

I almost couldn't believe we were doing it again. Slowly we fucked, until he hit a medium pace, it all became natural, and started to develop a rhythm.

I felt it start to grow in me, I knew I was going to climax again. I was a little surprised because the penetration felt good, but it didn't seem to have the same spark that there was the other night.

I started to moan, I couldn't breath. Jack stopped holding back and started to fuck me faster. I started to feel all warm, I couldn't think straight, it felt so good and I started to orgasm. Nick orgasmed a few seconds later. He came then pulled out of me so Jack could have his way with me. He fucked me doggy style, pounding me until he came too.

Sorry about the rushed version but I really have to go shower now, I'm wet and I'm meeting up with the two of them in a little while

Don't worry I didn't forget.

Also just so you didn't think I forgot, details of last night to come after I take a short nap - all the sun got to me I think. That's assuming I have time before I go out tonight.

Thoughts of Jill's Dad

So the lake kind of sucked - ok replace kind of with really sucked. Jill and I were the only ones who were old enough to have graduated high school there. Within a few minutes of getting there, a group of high school boys started hitting on us. They didn't stop until we left a half hour later.

We were just going to go back to Jill's pool but both of us were in a mood to do some man hunting. We ended up going to one of the beaches downtown along Lake Michigan. Here we found a ton of men over eighteen. I think Jill ended up getting two numbers. I got one, he was actually a real nice guy but I think I already have enough going on.

And while there were a ton of men there, we spent most of the time sleeping, reading or talking. Of course the topic got to sex somehow, she was telling me about her nights with Ricco. She had already slept with him three different times. I was a little surprised, I only knew about the one time when I went with her. And of course she had to tell me all the details, about how good he fucked, about how good he went down on her. I got a little turned on when she started talking about him performing oral on her. It was a good thing I was wearing a dark blue bikini otherwise there might have been some visibile dampness.

And she asked me about how things were going with Nick and Jack. I hadn't told her, but she said she had heard about me disapearing into the bathroom at party with the two of them. She made me tell her all the details. It felt really good to talk about it, it was just like how we used to tell each other everything about our sex lives. Plus telling her turned me on even more, I felt like I could almost tell her anything.

But instead of telling her about my crush on her, I told her about her Dad flirting with me. She laughed, saying she already knew that. Then I told her how serious it was getting, I told her about the other day in the kitchen.

She jokingly told me to fuck him, saying he hadn't had sex since he and her mom got a divorce two years ago. Then she asked me seriously, "Do you want to?"

No, I said I found it kind of annoying that he would stare at me and flirt with me. Then I admited, that I kind of did want to.

She laughed it off, thinking I was joking.

And I was a little, but at the same time I kind of want to. Just to see what it would be like. I mean he's at least double my age, but I'll admit there's been times the past couple of years where I liked the attention. But I know it would ruin our friendhship and kill any chance of me being with her.

A Beautiful Day

This morning, I was planning on writing about my adventure last night but I'm going with Jill to one of the lakes near by. It's way too nice of a day (sunny and not too hot) to be inside. Maybe me and Jill will make another sexual adventure to write about (but I doubt it). But hopefully, there will be some hot guys there to enjoy.

Just getting home

I'm just getting home Jack's - the three of us had an interesting night to say the least. I'll post all the details when I'm not so exhausted and ready to fall asleep.

The sex was a lot better tonight, a lot less awkward - I think we're becoming more comfortable with each other physically. I climaxed again but I think the other night was better. Maybe it was the thrill of something new - who knows.

Anyways, time for some z's.

Afternoon Quickie

When I got to the gym, Veronica was nowhere in sight but of course Scott was with some skinny blonde with extra large tits wearing only a sports bra and tiny shorts. Blah. It didn't even look like she needed to workout. It looked like she needed to go out and eat at McDonald's.

I was a little jealous, so when it came to a point where I needed a spot I had this guy with extra large muscles help me out. He had a little too much muscles, I like muscles when they're defined/cut whatever you want to call it - not when they're bulging but it was nice eye candy too look at. I was kind of proud of myself because believe it or not I'm pretty shy in places like the gym. I even got a number out of it but I don't think I'll be calling it.

Of course when I'm leaving, Veronica is coming into the gym. She made me agree to call her before the next time, I workout.

When I got home, I went straight to shower, when I was just getting out my phone was ringing, I ran half naked into my room, dived across my bed to get my phone just before it stopped ringing. I called Nick right back, he was on his way over. He said, he had to see me. When I asked why, he was very straight forward. He told me that he couldn't stop thinking about me, he had to fuck me again.

Five minutes later, he was ringing my doorbell. I was thinking about answering it naked, instead I went with the towel. As soon as the door was shut, the towel was on the floor. He was naked too by the time we got to my room.

There was no foreplay at all. He was on a mission. I was on my back, he climbed on top of me. He pushed my legs far apart then pushed himself deep into me. His cock filling me. We kissed again as he steadily fucked me. We tried to keep our mouths together as he started to fuck me harder but it wasn't possible.

It may have been the hardest I've ever been fucked. My bed shook with each thrust. It banged against the wall. My window was open and I worried anyone near by would hear.

I started to expect him to cum any second, but when I told him I wanted to cum in me, he told me he wasn't even close yet.

I knew I wasn't going to cum, don't get me wrong but it felt really good but I knew I wasn't going to orgasm. And I was okay with that. I was enjoying it. And it really turned me on knowing how much he was enjoying it.

It took him a while, but I felt him finally start to cum. It must have been huge because his cock was still throbbing when he pulled out a minute later. The cum still dripping out.

I think we both wanted to go another time, but by then it was starting to be the time when there was a possibility that my mom could be coming home.

I'm hoping it's just a precursor to what's going to happen later tonight. I know for sure me and Nick are going to hang out, I haven't talked to Jack yet but I have a feeling he'll want hang out too.

I really don't feel like doing anything but

I've been kind of doing nothing all morning, but I'm thinking I should get ready to go to the gym. It's kind of weird not having a set time to go - but I'm kind of hoping to see Veronica, the girl I met at the gym the other day.

She gave me her number to call her if I wanted to workout, but I'm hoping I won't have to call her. She makes me nervous, in a good way. I didn't think it at the time, but I think that she may have been hitting on me. Which is kind of weird because sexually I'm not really attracted to her, I mean she's hot but I think I was more excited to have a friend at the gym then anything.

But none of that probably matters because with my luck she's not going to be there.

And talking about girls, after the workout I'm going over to Jill's. Hopefully, it's sunny so we can go tanning. Otherwise I have a feeling she's going to force me to go running.

I've been awake but I'm just kind of having a lazy day so far.

My First Anal Sex Encounter

I've been promising to write about my first anal sex encounter for a while, I apologize for the delay but it always seems like I have something else to write about.

For legal purposes, I can't tell you how old I was at the time, but let's just say I had to lie to my mom, telling her I was sleeping over at Jill's house. And it was kind of funny because that same night she was saying she was sleeping over at my house so she could sleep with some guy too.

It wasn't the first time we had sex, but it was the first time I slept over at his house. His parent's were out of town and we had the house to ourselves. We had sex twice the night before once in the kitchen and then in his bed. The next morning I woke up still horny. He was still sleeping but that didn't stop me from giving him a hand job. He was awake pretty quickly.

At first we just had regular sex. Now, he lasted a few minutes on average but this morning he was lasting a lot longer. We had sex with me on top, then missionary and then doggy style. And I'll admit I wasn't a very good lay back then. When we were doing missionary I just kind of laid there. And when I was on top, I didn't move I thought he was supposed to do all the work.

A few of the other guys I had sex with before him had tried to get me to do anal sex, some even just tried to force themselves in but this guy had never tried anything like that.

I think he was starting to get tired, because he was starting to slow down. That's when I asked if he wanted to have anal sex. I didn't know anything about lube and neither did he. At first he tried to push his rock hard cock into my ass. It didn't work and even hurt a little. I had no idea that I was supposed to relax my muscles.

He gave up and went back fucking me doggy style, but I pulled away and told him to keep trying.

He finally pushed harder, forcing his cock into me - it hurt like hell but I kind of liked it a little. I could feel every inch going into me - first his head, then shaft until he was completely inside of my ass. It felt completely different than regular sex, and it felt really good. I couldn't believe he was inside my ass, I couldn't believe I was having anal sex.

He only lasted a minute or two in my ass which was probably a good thing because it was hurting too much but it was long enough for me to also want to do it again.

A few days later, he was over at my house after school. Most afternoons we were having regular sex, but this time we skipped the regular sex. It was a little easier, a little less painful and somewhat more enjoyable for me but it wasn't until like the sixth time I discovered the joys of lube.

Anal Sex Survey

Got this from a survey from AskMen.com

- 43% of married women have tried anal intercourse.
- Of these, 40% found it somewhat or very enjoyable.
- 49% didn't like it.
- And 10% had no particular feelings one-way or the other (no pun intended)

For some reason I always thought that less women have tried anal sex. And I definitely didn't think that many women liked it, I would've thought the number was closer to ten percent. But maybe since they were surveying married women, that would be different then for women my age.

Less confused

So instead of going to the movies, we drove around and finally ended up in a secluded parking lot - but before you get your hopes up nothing happened.

I didn't want to go to a movie because I knew there would be no talking. We'd sit in a backrow, away from every one else. It would start with kissing, then feeling then I'd be giving him a blowjob. Which, is exactly what I wanted to do, but I knew we should talk.

I told him I'd go out with him, but that I'm not looking for a serious relationship. I told him I have a hard time staying with one guy for a long time, and he was okay with that too. And I told him I was kind of seeing someone else. He didn't really like that, but he could "live with that." He seemed all a little too perfect, but I've never known him to be super smooth with his words so I believe him for the most part.

We decided that Thursday night we're going to go out on a real date and see what happens from there.

We did end up doing some kissing, and that's when I told him one final thing. I told him I wanted to have another threesome with Nick before he left. I was worried what he would think, but I think it turned him on more than me.

Confused

Jack called me this afternoon, asked if I wanted to go see a movie or something. That's fine, I guess but I think we need to talk but I still don't know what I'm going to say to him.

I'll admit I do like him, I'm attracted to him and besides that premature thing he was pretty good in bed Sunday night. If it was just sex, I wouldn't hesitate but he says he wants more.

He says, he has feelings but today I started to wonder about that. I've seen him a few times at parties and what not after I graduated but he's never said anything about wanting to go out or anything like that. I'm thinking maybe it's just because he knows he can get into my panties anytime he wants. Which is a good thing and a bad thing if that's his reasoning. I don't know.

I do wish it was Nick, if he wasn't going back I could see myself in a relationship with him.

Nick was supposed to be back into town tonight, but it's looking more like tomorrow before he's back. I'm thinking another threesome is out of the question now - but I'm definitely hanging out with him tomorrow night. And if we hang out we're definitely having sex, which could be a little weird if something starts tonight with Jack.

And then there's Adam.

Car Alarms Suck

I'm awake right now, somebody's car alarm was going off for like five minutes. I'm not a violent person but I was ready to break something.

No sex tonight, but...

No sex tonight, but for once I don't think I need it. I think I'm even going to be asleep before midnight (first time this year) but I still had an interesting day.

The workout was actually kind of blah, but I ended up making friends with another girl there. We were complaining that it's hard to stay motivated when you're working out by yourself and what not. Well, we might start working out together.

However, it was really weird seeing Scott and not having him say more than a few words to me. Blah.

Work was pretty dead, and I was surprised they didn't call me off. Probably because Adam was the closing manager. Adam acted like everything was okay until after work, Adam and I ended up talking in the parking lot. I was kind of surprised because he was risking being seen with me outside of work.

He wanted to know what's up with me - why I was avoiding him. IE why I wasn't fucking him.

I told him that my friend from high school was in town and we were just busy partying and hanging out. Made it sound like it was one of my girlfriends.

I felt a little guilty when he apologized for being so curious. We ended up kissing and I had an urge to go down on him right there in the parking lot. But for many reasons including, having to go over to Jack's I didn't.

I had to go to Jack's apartment because I left my watch there, which wouldn't have been a big deal if it wasn't an expensive one. I swear I didn't do it on purpose either.

I thought I was going to run and and run out but Jack told me he had to tell me something. My heart stopped, I kind of expected him to tell me he had an STD or something like that. Instead he asked me out. He told me more about the crush he had on my in high school. Says he remembers when he first saw me in the gym. Regrets not asking me out one time when I wasn't seeing anyone.

I told him I had to think about it, but I'll admit I am kind of interested in him. There was something in our kisses last night, especially when I was being double penetrated and I was on top of him, kissing him, it felt like more than lust. Plus it would be nice to have a guy, that I could actually be seen in public with.

But at the same time, it kind of throws the monkey wrench into my plans to have another threesome this week before Nick has to go back.

This may or may not be a very interesting week and Nick is definitely going to be back in town tomorrow night.

Kinda weird being home

Kinda weird being home right now - usually I'm a little busy at this hour - either get ready, having sex or laying in bed enjoying the peace after sex.

Anyways, nothing too exciting but I had a slightly interesting day. I'll post all about it after I settle in.

Summer vacation?

I'd like to climb back in bed right now, roll around in the covers - it's another rain, miserable day here. I'm going to the gym today, going to try working out without Scott. It's going to be a little tough seeing him there.

Was supposed to go tanning with Jill, but it's too cold and too rainy to do it outside. We might go to a tanning place - not sure.

And then I have to go to work tonight. I'm looking forward to seeing Adam again but at the same time I'm not sure what I'm going to say to him.

This really isn't feeling like a summer vacation right now.

Worse Blowjob Mistakes

I found this list of worse blowjob mistakes on Boogie's Blog (don't ask what I was doing there - I just ended up there somehow I swear) and even I learned a couple of things. I never thought about the dry mouth thing before. I'll admit I've been trying to find some tips, tricks or whatever to help me give better blowjobs.

Anyways see what you think of the list - what do you have to add?

10 Worst Blowjob Mistakes

The number one blowjob mistake: letting your teeth hit his cock. We can't stress this enough. Ask any guy and he'll tell you again and again: nothing is worse than a blowjob that is “all teeth”. In fact, most guys won't admit it, but their idea of a perfect blowjob would be getting sucked off by a gorgeous woman with removable dentures. Teeth can nick and scrape the sensitive skin of the penis. Open your mouth wide enough that they stay away from his cock, or suck your lips in over them to cushion the rough edges. If he's wearing a condom during the blowjob this may provide a slight buffer, but don’t count on it.

2.. Going too fast

Some guys enjoy a quickie, but unless they're in a hurry to get back to work or back to their wife/girlfriend, most men like to savor the experience of getting their cock sucked. So don’t rush them. It’s not a race to see how fast you can get him to spurt. Take your time and make it last. Concentrate on different parts of his penis, or his balls, then go back to basic sucking and stroking. At the end of a luxuriant BJ session, he'll blow a much larger, more satisfying load.

3.. Sucking too hard

Hoovering him like a dustbuster may seem like a good idea in theory, but there's a wrong way to do it. Don't fasten your mouth around the head of his cock and suck like you're trying to get a triple-thick milkshake though a straw. Guys' dickheads are the most sensitive part of the penis, and uncut guys are even more sensitive there. The proper technique to hoover is to take more of his cock into your mouth and apply moderate suction.

4.. Crushing his nuts

Don’t grab his balls and squeeze like you're trying to crack walnuts. This is a move you want to pull on a would-be rapist, not a guy you’re trying to get off. It's painful. Many guys like to have their sack rubbed, licked, or gently tugged during a bj. You can even take a break from sucking his cock to take one or both of his balls into your mouth. But don't yank on the family jewels, and don’t put them in a vise grip.

5.. Barfing and gagging

Throwing up while giving a bj is definitely a turn-off, although sometimes this happens to the most well-intentioned cocksuckers. What happens is they get overenthusiastic, take the cock too deep or hard into their throat, the gag reflex gets triggered, and then it's all over. Or once the cum starts hitting the back of her throat, things start flowing the wrong way. Don't try to deep throat on your first BJ. Everyone will be sorry. Practice first on dildos to get your gag-reflex under control. Or just work up to it at your own speed.

6.. Remaining immobile

Putting his cock in your mouth and then doing nothing is as bad as overdoing it. Most guys don't want to feel like they’re face-fucking a cadaver. You need to work it at least a little. A total lack of effort or enthusiasm on your part is a real buzz kill. If you don't know what to do with your tongue, at least bob your head. After a while, he may want to take a more active role and have you relax while he fucks your mouth, but you need to give him a little encouragement to get him aroused.

7.. Not using enough pressure

Wimpy blowjobs are no fun. Be firm and suck him like you mean it. Lapping his dick lightly will just make him feel teased. Licking his dick like it’s a lollipop or popsicle may be fun to get warmed up, but then you have to get down to business. Use a firm (but not too firm) hand to work the shaft of his cock, while you get your mouth all over his knob and caress it with your tongue.

8.. Spitting

Most guys want you to swallow and think that a BJ really isn't complete until his load goes down your throat. The only exception is if he gets off more on spraying it on your face, tits, or somewhere else. If you really don't want to swallow, this can be an acceptable compromise. Symbolically, swallowing shows that you accept him and his manly essence fully. Although we can't endorse unprotected bodily fluid exchange in any form, if you happen to be giving an unprotected blowjob (i.e., without a condom) and you end up with his spunk in your mouth, do not retch his cum into a wastebasket in front of him. If you really feel you must spit, do it discreetly into a towel or tissue.

9.. Dry mouth

A good BJ involves a lot of saliva. Don't be afraid to get a little sloppy and drool on his cock. If your mouth is dry from nervousness or whatever, there will be too much friction and stickiness to give good head. If your mouth is dry, drink some water and rinse. Try to work up a good mouthful of spit before you go down. Suck on a hard candy to get your juice flowing, or suck on an Altoid to give him a mentholated BJ.

10.. Stranglehold

Don't put his cock in a deathgrip. It’s fine to wrap a hand around the shaft, but don't clench and for god’s sake, watch the nails. Just hold it enough to keep it from flopping around and shuck his pole with your hand while you work him with your mouth. His dick shouldn’t have a handprint on it when you're done.

Still feeling good

I woke up this morning a little too early but I'm still feeling that glow. Wow. I want to do it again but Nick is visiting his grandmother for at least today and most of Tuesday. I don't know if I can wait that long.

I think last night was one of the most erotic night's I've ever had. I love being used like that. I love being fucked like that and I love being a slut like that.

And that I had an orgasm, I'm still feeling the bliss, relaxation that came with that.

They were the perfect two guys to do it with.

Fucking amazing

So when I called Nick to say I was on my way, he told me he was at Jack's apartment instead and gave me directions.

I was a little surprised and a little nervous. Even after what happened Saturday night I was nervous. My heart was pounding as I knocked on Jack's door. I kind of expected to be swept off my feet when I entered the door. Instead, I found them sitting on the couch watching baseball and drinking beer. I sat on his lazy boy chair and took sips from a beer Jack gave me. It was almost like nothing had happened the night before.

I was a little bored, don't get me wrong I like baseball but at this point I had expected a lot more to have happened. And I definitely didn't expect to still have all my clothes on.

But then there were some fireworks, no not the sexual kind, the kind outside. I heard the bangs first than saw some flashes. I went outside, to Jack's deck (if you can call the small space a deck) to see what I could see. I guess I'm still fascinated by fireworks. During some ads, Nick joined me outside, followed by Jack.

Nick wrapped his arms around me, pressing his body against me. We stayed like that for a few minutes. Then he began to caress my chest. It was kind of dark but if anyone had looked up they would've gotten a show. First I kissed Nick. Then I looked the other direction and kissed Jack to a loud bang of fireworks. It was the grand finale.

"Are you ready?" Nick asked.

I didn't have to answer with words. They followed me into the bedroom. I was feeling really nervous, but this time it was a good nervous because I knew something amazing was going to happen.

I fell on to the bed, Jack was right behind me - joining me on the bed kissing me and exploring my body with his hands. Nick watched for a few minutes then joined us on the bed, taking off my clothes.

"I really want to fuck you," Jack said. "I've been dreaming about it since I first saw you when you were a freshman."

"Now, is, your chance." Nick said as I moved on to my back, then spreading my legs.

Jack was naked within a few seconds, his hard cock pointing between my legs. He climbed on top of me, pushing my legs further apart with his. Holding my hands above my head, then pushing into me. I looked at Nick and he smiled. He was starting to undress.

I was just starting to enjoy it, maybe a minute after we started when Jack suddenly pulled out and came on my stomach.

At first Jack was kind of nervous, then we all kind of laughed. "Sometimes, you have to get that first one out of the way," he joked.

I told him, he wasn't the first and he wouldn't be the last to cum too quickly. I had that affect on men.

A few minutes later, the cum had been wiped away and Nick was climbing on top of me for his first turn. He promised he was going to last longer.

Jack had been hard and fast, Nick took his time. A minute later he was starting to speed up. Five minutes later I think he reached his peak. The bed was shaking, banging against the wall. I was moaning. Then there was a loud crash of thunder.

I looked at Jack and saw he was hard again, I motioned for him to come closer, then closer. He put his cock into my mouth, but it was awkward giving a blowjob while laying on my back, especially while Nick was pounding me.

We stopped and I got in a doggy position. Nick took me from behind, while I took Jack's cock in my mouth. It was still a little awkward, but still a lot better and a lot more comfortable.

It felt so amazing, so perfect. Nick fucking me slowly. Me sliding Jack between my lips. Slowly, going faster and faster. So fast that I didn't have to do anything anymore.

There was nothing but the flashes of lighting, illuminating our bodies. The sound of thunder and the constant rain mixed in with our loud breathing and the wet noises made as he fucked me and as I gave Jack head.

Then Nick put two fingers into my ass. There was a loud crash of thunder, shaking us. We didn't stop. I started to lose control. I was already sweating but now I started to get really hot. I tried to moan but couldn't. I made a few weird noises before Jack filled my mouth with his cum. When he was done, Nick motioned him away. He started fucking me harder. He held on to my waist then thrust hard into me. He knocked me off my hands. I was face first in a pillow.

With another loud crash of thunder, he was cumming deep inside of me.

We took a break, getting some water out of the kitchen. I was heaven again, having two naked and very horny men surrounding me. But of course, they had to find out who won the game before going back to the bedroom with me.

The game wasn't over yet, but I was able to tear them away from the television and back into the bedroom. I became the aggressor now, ready to live out one of my fantasies. I took the lube out of my purse and tossed it to Jack. They were a little surprised, but followed my directions. I had been planning it for months and knew exactly how I wanted them.

Jack laid on his back, I sat on top of him, caressing his cock back to life. Then I sat on top of his cock, sliding it deep into me. I leaned over as I slowly rode his cock. He took my breasts in his hands, playing with my nipples in his mouth. That's when I told Nick what I wanted. He didn't hesitate, applying to lube on himself then on me.

He moved behind me and I felt his cock against my ass, then the head against the opening. Carefully, he tried to push in. Of course it couldn't be simple. He pushed harder and finally entered me. I moaned loudly as he pushed deep inside of my ass.

I couldn't believe that I had two cocks in me. Just having them inside of me felt amazing, then slowly they both started to fuck me. It was very awkward, we had to change positions a little, change the angles some to make it work. Then we found the position.

Slowly we fucked. I felt (and still feel) like such a slut. I enjoyed every second.

And Nick reached around me, finding my clit with his fingers. It was too much for me. I thought I was going to faint as he started to fuck me harder. It felt so good.

I felt it coming. I started to feel really hot again. I couldn't control my breathing. I was moaning. Beginning them not to stop.

I came. There was a warm wave thru my body, it almost felt unnatural. I really can't describe it properly but it was amazing and the most intense orgasm I ever had.

It wasn't long before Nick came inside of my ass.

I was ready to collapse to the bed, Jack wasn't. He asked if he could fuck my ass too. He said, he had never done it before.

I laid on my stomach, then he laid on top of me. He wasn't as gentle as Nick, but at that point it didn't matter as much.

And by now the rain and lightning was starting again.

A few minutes went by, I was still in heaven and then Jack came too.

We all laid on the bed, catching our breathes. I don't think any of us could believe what we just did.

They wanted me to stay over, but we were done. I was done for tonight but I can't wait to do it again.

Even now, over an hour later, I can still feel them inside of me, I can still feel there cum. I'm literally full of cum right now. And I'm glowing.

Being a blowjob slut

So last night's party was kind of lame/boring compared to the party Saturday night, but it was cool because it was more of Nick's friends and the people he was friends with, so that was interesting to see a lot of guys I hadn't seen in a long time. I used to hang out with this crowd, the "older crowd" and thought I was a cooler than anyone else in my grade level.

Along with Nick, there was another guy that I spent a lot of time with at the party. Jack, was Nick's best friend, he had asked me out a few times but I always said no because of my infatuation of Nick. He had also completely changed, he's now a lot more mature in both body and mind.

I had a nice buzz, but I wasn't drunk like I was Friday night. I think I was just buzzed enough to think body shots was a good idea.

I know a couple of different ways to do a body shot but Nick had learned something new at some bar near one of his bases that he just had to show everyone. He poured a shot of tequila, gave me a lime for my mouth than grabbed the salt shaker. I expected him to put the shot on my neck or maybe my cleavage but instead he pulled down the straps of my tank top and bra - revealing my nipple to the whole party. I really didn't have much time to be shocked because he poured the salt on to my nipple then sucked it off my nipple before doing the shot. And the kiss was intense with people actually cheering.

Yeah, I was turned on. When he passed the salt to Jack I didn't even hesitate. He took his time sucking on my nipple before doing the shot, and the kiss for the lime was just as hot.

Two more guys, did body shots but neither the sucking or kissing was the same. And when another girl actually took her shirt off so two guys could do two body shots at the same time the crowd lost interest in me pretty quickly. But Nick and Jack didn't. They each did another body shot off of me, but this time the shot wasn't the focus. Nick kept kissing me while Jack played with nipple with his tongue.

"Want to go some place private?" Nick asked.

I nodded my head yes and smiled. Nick led me by the hand into one of the bathrooms, Jack followed us locking the door as he came in. Nick had also brought a bottle of tequila with us. Both straps of my tank top and bra came off - he poured a little tequila on to each nipple and they both sucked them clean.

They pinned me against the wall, playing with my breasts, kissing me, licking me. I was in heaven.

My hands found there way to both of there cocks, one on either side of me. They unzipped there jeans for me, then I took both of them out of there pants. Feeling them rock hard in my hands.

We each did another shot, then I slid down the wall. To my knees. Two hard cocks pointed at my mouth. I took Nick in my mouth first, sliding my lips up and down him until he was rock hard. Then did the same with Jack. I couldn't believe what I was doing. And even though I had a little too drunk, I was way too sober for something like this.

I took turns going down on both them, going up and down on there cocks as quick as I could. Someone knocked on the door, scaring me, I jumped away from there cocks - but Nick just yelled "occupied."

It was so weird looking up and seeing two guys looking down at me.

I tried taking both of them in my mouth at the same time, I had seen it done in a porno movie once that I watched with a boyfriend but it was more awkward than anything. I had a hard time going up and down on them while keeping them both in my mouth.

I had just Jack in my mouth, when he warned me he was about to cum. I let go of him and took Nick in my mouth. Sucking on him as fast as I could go. A minute later, he was close.

We reached the point of no return, there was no going back. I felt his cock start throbbing but before he started to cum he pulled out, he aimed his cock at my face and I closed my eyes. I felt his hot cum hitting my face. It hit my hair, my forehead, even my eyes and covered my lips. Without any help, Jack started to cum. His cum hit my nose, eyes and I think even some got my ear. The cum started to drip off my face, on to my breasts and even on to my jeans and the floor.

I couldn't believe it and I don't think neither of them could either. After a minute, Nick handed me a towel. I took it but then got off my knees to look at myself in the mirror. It burned when I opened my eyes but I really didn't care. I wish I had a camera, I looked like such a slut. I had cum all over my face. The cum had smeared my make-up. I think they were worried I was going to be mad, instead I smiled at them as I licked the cum off of my lips.

Not the first time I gave head to two (or more) guys at the same time but it was my first facial. I felt dirty in such a good way as I was washing my face off. If we had been some place more private I would've liked to do it again.

There was no one around when we exited the bathroom. Nick and I left the house without being seen. Jack went back to the party.

Nick drove me back home. We stopped a few houses away to talk for a few minutes. He asked me, if I was okay with what had happened.

I tried not too act too excited about it. I lied and told him it was the first time I had done that. Probably a bad idea to lie about that, he knows at least some of the other guys I've given group head too. But it was the first time I had really really enjoyed giving head to more than one guy at once. The other times it felt like a chore, this time was different. I told him how I was turned on by the facial.

He asked me if I wanted to see him again. I told him yes, and told him that I had a fantasy about having sex with more than one guy at once. I told him it was just a fantasy, something I had never done before (I lied again). I really enjoy being a slut, but didn't want him to know I was such a slut.

He told me that we should hang out with Jack tonight, which up to this point I don't think is going to happen. I think I'm just going over to Nick's parents' house to umm "watch a movie."

The only thing that I didn't like about was when I was leaving the car, he avoided my kiss. I can't say I really blame him - I just had his cock and his bestfriend's cock in my mouth then had their cum all over me

Just writing about the details of last night have made my panties wet. I can't wait to see Nick again and if we can hang out with Jack too - I'll be in heaven again.

I hope he doesn't avoid it tonight

Somehow, I made it thru most of the day - work dragged because we were dead (everyone was out enjoying the day instead of being inside shopping), Adam was kind of weird today. I'm not sure if he believes the story that one of my girl friends is back in town. I'm so not good at lying.

Right now, I'm waiting for Nick to come pick me up. I'm going with him to another party tonight, then we might go out with my friends to a club here in the 'burbs. We'll, see what happens. I'd be happy just going home with him after the party, but it's kind of weird with him I want to do more than just have sex with him. I think I'd be happy just hanging out with him. Also it's kind of weird because most of the time, I'm in control of the sex. I get to choose if we're going to have sex. But with him. He's in control. Last night, we definitely could've had sex but he avoided it.

I just hope he doesn't avoid it tonight.

I'm alive

Hey everyone, I'm home. Still alive. Sorry, I didn't update last night, it was a little wild and I'm just getting home now. One of my old friends from high school, a guy that went to the marine's a couple of years ago now is back in town for a little while. It was just like old times, partying until four in the morning, except for the first time ever we hooked up - just kissing and feeling and then passing out together. I'll have more details if I have time later.

Right now, I have to get back to sleep. I work this afternoon, then I'm supposed to go out with Kyle tonight. Last night, I was supposed to hangout with Adam and that didn't happen and I'd rather see more of Nick, my old friend more than Kyle right now since Kyle is only here for a short time.

The kind of day I'm having

So I just got back from a run with Jill, it seemed like a good idea at the time. I know I need to run more and I thought it would be good way to release some stress plus I'd get to see more of Jill.

It was a bad idea, I know I'm out of shape and she runs all the time but she could've literally run circles around me if she wanted. Plus, my leg cramped up and I literally had to fall to the ground and sit there until the cramp went away. Kind of embarrassing considering at that point we were running along a busy road. Kind of shows you what kind of day, I'm having.

This afternoon, I'm supposed to work out with Scott. I'm leaning towards not going because my body is already tired and I know I'm going to be sore. Plus it's going to be awkward. While we've been talking on the phone at least once a day, I haven't seen him since he told me he wanted to slow things down. I want to keep working out there, especially with a trainer but I might have to actually sign up for another trainer. A little more than I can afford right now but having a trainer has really been keeping me motivated.

And Kyle who hasn't called since Monday, called me wanting to know if I'm doing something tonight. I had plans to hang out with Adam after work but it's not set in stone. But if I don't go out with Kyle tonight, I'm going out with him Saturday night.

Feeling violated

I'm feeling pretty violated by whoever is copying my posts and using them on their own blog. They're copying every setence, every period and even every picture I post. I couldn't sleep last night and I woke up early because it's bothering me so much.

A friend of mine that's a webmaster gave me a couple of ideas.

I'm pretty frustrated right now.

Anyways, just for legal purposes - the content of this blog is copyright protected and can not be reposted on another blog without written permission.

WHAT THE FUCK?

So should I be pissed off???? I was just looking thru my traffic stats when I noticed some traffic from a site I had never heard of. Turns out they're copying my posts - every single one and using them to sell porn sites. WTF???? I never gave them persmission? Or am I missing something. Is this acceptable and I'm just not knowing it. WTF.

My outdoor sex fetish

First thing this morning, I got a phone call from work. Adam was off today but I was hoping it was him calling. Instead it was Kim. I thought she knew about what me and Adam did or something last night but she was calling to see if I could come in early because one of the other girls was sick. I said, I'd come in right away and I expected to be met by the district leader or someone from corporate to interrogate me about my relationship with Adam. But, nope no one there.

After work, I went out with Adam. I think it was our first real date. It was only to a Friday's but it's better than nothing.

Our server was really hot, he was even flirting with me right in front of Adam, which was okay with me because he didn't card me for drinks. I think Adam felt a little differently, I think it got him angry. His face turned red, and he gave me a cold look. I leaned across the table, had him lean in too then told him "I'm going home with you tonight, and we're going to fuck each other's brains out."

He kind of smiled, I wasn't really in the mood for him to be jealous.

And while we were waiting for our food, I slid out of my sandals and put my feet up and between his legs. It was my first time doing anything like that. Major turn on, feeling his cock hard in the middle of a busy restaurant.

Food came, we had a few more drinks then I was ready to go. I was horny and ready to go back to his place, which of course we couldn't do because our server was nowhere in sight and we couldn't pay the bill.

As we were walking towards his car, I kind of wanted to go right to the back seat but I thought I could wait until we got back to his bed.

We were about to drive past one of the many forest preserve/park places when I almost screamed "turn in here."

It was too nice of a night to be inside.

It was dark, but I lead him to a kind of field, along side a small lake inside of the park. It was a little romantic.

"Have you been here before?"

"I used to come here on school field trips." Which was true, but this was also one of my places I used to go all the time in high school. Late at night, I always had the place to myself to do whatever with whoever I wanted.

We sat down, just listening to silence, admiring the lake, staring at the stars (well what stars we could see between the clouds and the haze) for a little while.

We were making small talk until I said, "I kind of have this thing for having sex outdoors."

"Really?"

"Yeah, I love having sex, giving head outdoors, sometimes even in places I can get caught."

"You should've told me this a long time ago." We both laughed a little then started kissing.

I wouldn't really call it romantic, but maybe it was - we took our time. I mean, our clothes started to come off but we weren't in a rush.

And when we were finally both naked, we kind of just enjoyed being naked outside for a few minutes. At least as much as you can enjoy it on the cold ground, and semi-wet grass. But it was nice.

I climbed on top him, then guided his cock into me. Slowly I slid up and down on him. I think we were more focused on our kissing then our fucking at that point.

Then I went from lying on top of him to sitting on top of him. I picked up the pace a little.

I love that position because the guy can really have full access to play with my nipples. That's exactly what he did.

He fondled, caressed, kissed and sucked on them until I started going faster. That's when his hands went from my chest, to holding my ass tightly.

We never went fast, a quick pace was all we needed. It was one of those nice fucks, enjoying every movement.

Then he started to fuck me, instead of me riding him. He was close. A few seconds later, he grabbed my ass and pulled me down, pushing his cock deep into me.

He was cumming and we started to kiss again. He has these long orgasms, just when I think he's done I can feel him inside of me, throbbing one last time.

"So, what other fetishes do you besides this and anal sex?" He asked me as we were getting dressed.

"You'll just have to wait and see."

On Adam's Desk

After my workout today, Scott told me things were moving to fast between us.

I asked him if that meant he wanted to end things. He said, no but said we should see each other more before we have sex again.

I explained (almost like how I explained to Adam the night before), that I'm very sexual. That sex was just something fun.

He asked me, if I was just using him for sex. I kind of laughed, which I shouldn't have but didn't know how to react.

We did kiss good bye, but it was one of those soft, I'll see you later kisses.

Of course this drives me more towards Adam, who I was trying to stay away from (a little). I wasn't trying to hard though.

Work would've sucked today if Adam wasn't there. We were busy the whole night, literally running around. And to make it worse, one of the guys working got sick, he ate something bad at dinner and was throwing up a few hours later. I would've gone home the moment I felt sick but he stayed around until it slowed down.

Which left me alone with Adam. He was afraid someone (Kim) would find out and complain to Adam's boss. He tried to get someone else to come in to help us clean up but of course no one wanted to come in for just a couple of hours.

We stayed well behaved, we didn't have much of a choice. The rush had left the store a mess, and there were still a few customers in and out of the store right until we closed. And even then we were too busy, me cleaning up the store (doing the work of at least two, normally three people while he closed the registers and did his nightly paperwork.

We were planning to go to his apartment after we were done, but never made it that far. I'll admit I was the bad one, I made the first move. He was having problems with the registers (they're from like 1980) and I was the first one done, so I was sitting on the counter waiting for him to finish. He was starting to get pretty frustrated, and I offered to give him a back rub.

Of course, I had to take it a step further. I asked him if he ever had sex at work.

But he was naughty too, he answered not yet.

We kissed a little, then he remembered he had to finish his work. Which seemed like forever, it might've been but as soon as the registers were done, I was all over him.

I wanted to do it right on the register counter, he was afraid someone walking by us would see us. I didn't really care but I followed him to his office.

We made out for a while, me half sitting on his desk, him between my legs, slowly rubbing his cock against me. We still had all our clothes on but he was hitting at the right spot.

We planned on staying half dressed, but of course as soon as we said that, it started to get hot (temperature wise). First came off my tank top, then my bra. He attacked my breasts with his hands, then his tongue. I took off his shirt, then we took off my pants. I was wearing orange boyshort panties, and you could definitely tell I was wet.

It was really naked being there which turned me on even more. It was a little cold without anything on but he quickly warmed me up again.

He actually went down on me and he was doing amazing work with his tongue. The walls are paper thin and I had to control myself from moaning to loud. I thought I was going to cum, I came close again but then after that it started to fade away. He kept going for a few more minutes before I told him I need him inside of me.

He didn't waste any time, he got out of his chair, I guided his cock into me.

He said, "I can't believe we're doing this."

Neither could I. I was so turned on it wasn't even funny.

He felt so good inside of me, he didn't take his time, he went straight to fucking me hard. He fucked me so hard each thrust shook my body. We messed up all his paperwork but neither of us cared.

It was fast and hard. We looked at each other, I still couldn't believe we were doing it here. I had fantasized about it a few times but this was even better than I imagined.

I still couldn't believe he was in me, inside of his office, fucking my brains out.

"I'm going to cum," he warned me.

"Cum deep inside of me."

Less than a minute later, his cock was throbbing, he was cumming deep inside of me. There was moment of bliss as everything in the room came to a still and it got very quiet. His cock was still throbbing some. It must have been a huge orgasm. I imagined how much cum was inside of me.

That's when we brought out of dream world, we threw our clothes back on then he quickly cleaned up his desk before we hurried out of there.

We held hands as we walked outside, didn't really care who saw us not that there were many people left in the mall. At my car we kissed goodnight, there wasn't a need to go back to his place anymore.

I don't think I'll ever get bored with sex, I could have it every night, do it in the same position every night (ok maybe a few different positions), even in the same place every night (just with different men LOL) and be very happy.

A little bit better.

Not much to say this morning, it's a rainy day here, I was awake way too early but I'm in a much better mood than I was yesterday. I still need more money, I'm still not sure what to do about "my men" but I have a feeling everything is going to be alright. This morning/afternoon before my workout I'm going job hunting. One of my girl friends works thru a temp service so I'm going there. And I'll see Scott this afternoon and that makes me happy. Kim from work called, they need me even though I wasn't scheduled today.

Anyways gotta get going, have to shower and make myself all presentable.

I don't know.

I've never balanced three men like this before. I've been seeing two guys before but never like this before. And if you throw Jill into the mix too, it's just crazy. It's almost too much, it's draining me emotionally I think, but physically I've never had so much fun before. I've never had sex so much. It's like a dream "cum" true but a curse at the same time. But I can't get enough of them. Even right now I'm still horny. I'm having the best summer ever, but I don't know.

I'm bad with words

So I went over to Adam's tonight, when I told Adam I didn't want a relationship, I didn't think I'd be seeing him outside of work so soon.

But I couldn't resist him, when were talking in his office earlier today I wanted to have sex with him right then and there.

Of course we waited until he was out of work. He made me wait until he was sure Kim wasn't at her boyfriends then called to tell me it was safe to come over. But that didn't bother me tonight.

It had only been a few days since our last encounter, but it felt a lot longer. We didn't go straight for sex, we had a few beers and watched the NBA finals. This time it didn't bother me that he wanted to watch the game. By the time the game was over, I had a nice a little buzz and was very horny.

During the game my hands made there way into his body, but I kept them away from anywhere special until after the game was over.

I turned off the tv. I asked him if he wanted a blowjob. Of course he said yes.

I asked if he would mind if I took my clothes off to do it. He said, he didn't mind at all but wanted me to keep my glasses on. That kind of surprised me, I had taken them off everytime we fooled around before.

I was feeling seductive, sexy and very horny. I even did a little strip tease in front of him and I didn't feel silly doing it like I normally do.

He was hard even before he unzipped his pants. I pulled his pants and boxers down to his ankles, then sat on my knees in front of the couch. I looked up and smiled at him. Slowly, I slid my lips down on his cock, feeling him fill my mouth.

So, I'm not sure if this would qualify as being whorish, but I stopped just as I was begging to quickly go up and down on his cock. I pulled my mouth back and his cock came out of my mouth, I softly whispered "Baby, I really need more hours."

"I know."

"No really. I'm dirt poor and I'll do anything for the money. I'll give you head anytime you want. I'll let you fuck me any way you want. You can cum on me, in me - whatever you want."

He was speechless, so was I. I didn't plan on saying it but at the same time it really turned me on to say it.

"Does that sound good?"

He smiled and said "yes."

"Good." I put his cock back into my mouth. He wasn't the same. Normally, I've been the aggressor but like the other day he took control. He started to fuck my mouth, grabbed the back of my head. And it turned me on. I could feel him getting close. He used both hands to hold my head close. His cock completely in my mouth, his cum filled my throat and he didn't let go until he was completly done.

We of course weren't done. We went to his bedroom, I was ready for more but his cock wasn't. We laid on his bed, feeling and rubbing. Him fingering me.

He asked me if I was serious about what I said.

I thought about it, then said "kind of." I don't know if we were just playing around or not. Even if we weren't playing around, a blowjob for a few hours work may sound really bad but seems like a good deal. It was kind of awkward, I didn't know what to say. I think I crossed a line I shouldn't have. "I'll have sex anytime you want, you don't have to give me more hours for me giving you head."

We were silent for a while. It was something I said in the heat of the moment, that I probably shouldn't have said. It changed things. I think, he thought I was just in his bed to get more hours. When in reality it wasn't that. I liked spending time with him, I really enjoyed having sex with him.

I tried to explain how I felt, that I wasn't there because he was my boss. I tried explaining to him my philosophy on sex, that sex was something to be enjoyed, that it didn't have to mean something more.

He asked me, if I was only sleeping with him because he was my boss. He asked if it turned me on.

I told him it did turn me on that he was my boss, seeing him at work when I couldn't have him and waiting until work was done to have him. But it was more, I liked him as a person.

I told him I didn't want a serious relationship. I wanted to have fun with him, fool around etc. But that I didn't want to get him in trouble. And I asked him if he wanted to end it right then.

"No, way." He answered. And maybe things weren't all better but it wasn't awkward anymore.

A few minutes later, he was hard again. I knew exactly what were going to do and didn't even have to ask. I ran to my purse for some condoms out and lube.

We did it doggy style, and it felt like our first time together. It was timid and gentle but felt very passionate. He took his time, there wasn't a rush. It was completely different from the blowjob just a little before.

When he came it, was intense but it felt good. We laid down on the bed, him still half in me, holding me very tight. I could've stayed there all night.

Blah.

I'm home and it's not a good thing, I was having a great day until around noon. I got all my errands and things done so that I could spend the afternoon at Jill's. Then the weather went from not a cloud in the sky to cloudly and about to rain.

Then, I checked the mail. I had a nice big credit card bill waiting for me. Like, I knew it was comming just didn't expect it to be that big. And it's not like I was using it for much other than food and things like that at school. Blah.

Then work called, of course they didn't need me. I'm fucked. I'm going to look for a new job, in the morning. Earlier I went to the mall with Jill, which sucked because I have no money. She thinks I should find a sugar daddy, she was only half joking. I stopped by work and asked to talk to Adam.

He of coruse apologized, told me because I was the newest I got cut first, nothing he could do about it because business was bad. Blah. Then he asked if he could see me tonight, I almost want to, especially now because I'm not going to see Scott tonight (that's another blah). I told him I was going to have to quit if I didn't start getting more hours, I mean it's getting crazy. They're calling me off more than I'm working. He told me, he really would try to get me more hours. And I really wanted to tell him something like they're be no seeing me outside of work until there was more of me at work. Instead, I told him to call me when he got out of work.

He should be getting out soon, I may or may not go over. Some sex might relax me some.

Can't wait to see Scott again

All I want to do is see Scott again, spend all day in his bed but he has to work today, then I have to work this evening. I'm almost a hundred percent sure that I'll see him tonight but right now it seems way to far away.

Anyways, I have to get going. I've been putting off doing things like laundry, running errands etc and need to do them today.

I'll be around off and on today unless I go to Jill's. She's still trying to get me to go running with her - I'm almost ready to say yes just because I want to get into better shape. Scott is like a machine, with an amazing body while I'm still trying to get rid of the freshman 15 (or 20).

I might be glowing

Scott picked me up on his bike a little before eight tonight.

The bike made things hot - feeling the vibrations of bike, the heat from the engine between my legs was too much. I was too excited to begin with and the ride just made it worse. I held on to him tightly as we flew around the streets.

At one stop light, I started to give his back a massage. He didn't even notice the light turn green. At the next stop light we were alone. My hands slid down from around his waist to between his legs. He pushed my hands away, only when the light turned green.

When we were alone on a quiet back street, my hands found there way between his legs again. This time, I could feel he was a little hard. As I massaged him through his jeans it started to grow. There were no cars around, no houses, no buildings around, just me and him and a lot of trees.

I pressed my chest against my back, unzipped his jeans and slid a hand in. I felt his very hard cock in my hands. I wrapped my hand around him and started to slide my hand up and down his cock. Slowly at first as he searched for quieter roads. The first time, I saw headlights coming the other direction, I pulled my hands away. But every other time I kept going.

Things got pretty hot, so hot that he had to pull over.

He came all over my hands, some even got on to his bike but neither of us seemed to care.

"That's the first time I've cum from a handjob in a long long time."

"It's the first time I've given one in a long time too."

"That was pretty amazing."

"I don't think we're done yet, I think you should take me home." I tried to sound seductive, but I don't think I was but that was okay.

Even though it seemed like we had traveled hours away from our suburb, Fifteen minutes later we were pulling into his driveway (yes I said driveway - he has his own townhouse). Five minutes later we were both naked in his bedroom. He never turned the lights on, which is a shame because I really wanted to admire his body. I've been catching glimpses of it at the gym but I wanted to enjoy it all.

There wasn't much foreplay, just some kissing, before he joined me on the bed. I laid on my back and pulled him on top of me. I felt his condom covered dick between my legs. He pushed into me, pushing my legs further apart. He filled me.

He fucked like an athlete, every thrust was hard. He didn't rest, you could say he drilled me. Hard and fast. It was intense. I thought we were going to break the bed. I thought he was going to break me. I enjoyed every thrust. And I was moaning within a few minutes.

But I didn't worry about "my orgasm," instead I enjoyed him. I held his ass and demanded more. I could even feel muscles in his ass.

I wrapped my legs around him, wanting him to go deeper into me. I was sweating even in the air conditioning. He was finally breathing hard, but not because he was getting tired. He kept going, a hard, quick rhythm.

He started to grunt, it sounded so sexy. I begged him to cum, cum deep inside me.

I didn't keep track of time, but I wish I had, he kept going. I wanted him in my ass, but I didn't want him to stop.

I was becoming exhausted, it really was a workout, but I didn't want it to end. He felt so good sliding between my pussy lips, going deep into me.

And just when I thought he would never cum, with one last hard thrust deep inside of me he stopped. I could feel him inside of me.

I didn't orgasm, but I was left speechless. Neither of us could move. Then we kissed, a nice soft romantic kiss to seal the deal.

An hour later, I still feel all warm inside, I might be glowing. I have a good feeling this is going to be the first of many times we have together.

Not the right time or place

The workout didn't exactly go as planned. I kind of knew I wasn't going to make a move on him at the gym today, but I wanted to believe if the moment was right, and we found someplace to be alone something could happen.
But the right time and place didn't exist today. The place was crowded for a Monday afternoon, there's always people there but today there were a lot more than usual. Took a lot of fun out of the workout because we had to rush thru things so I could use certain machines.

So today was kind of bust as far as that, but tonight he's taking me for another ride on his bike.

After the workout, I went over to Jill's which just made the flame even worse. She had to tell me about everything she did with Ricco. Every detail from when he went down on her to when he "made love to her" (her words not mine).

Other than that it was a perfect afternoon for tanning, a lot of sun and a nice cool breeze.

And last time her dad checking me out, turned me off. Today it turned me on. I was in the kitchen getting me and Jill some water when he came home. We were talking about something and he had no problem just staring at my tits, then my ass as I walked away. I had all sorts of bad thoughts running thru my head. But I know if I did anything with him it would ruin anything with Jill. Not just anything sexual but our friendship too.

Ready for my workout

I'm about to go to my workout with Scott. I wouldn't mind skipping the gym and go back to his place for another kind of workout. But there's a good chance I may jump on him as soon as I get there and have my way with him. Ok, maybe not but I'd really like to.

And work already called - they don't need me tonight, so if anything happened we'd have to finish whatever we started. That's if something happens.

I'm happy that work called me off, but I'm kind of disapointed. I need the money, but I'm glad it was Kim that called me. I don't think Adam was in on that decision.

Satisfy me

I woke up this morning a little too horny. I think I need a vibrator soon. Very soon. If I don't do anything about it before my workout with Scott, I'll be forced to do something very bad. Okay maybe not bad at all, I just don't really have the time. Sometimes, I swear there is something wrong with me. I'm always horny. And there's times when I have more of a sex drive than some of my boyfriends/lovers or whatever you want to call them. There's times when I need sex like three times a day. I know this doesn't seem like a bad thing but it is when you don't have a lover that can satisfy you all the time.

It's over with Adam, well kind of

Me and Adam called it off tonight. It was a relationship that probably shouldn't have started. I was frustrated with not being able to see him all the time (IE having to sneak around to see him). And after last night, I realized I wasn't having fun with him. Our relationship had become a chore and way too serious for a summer fling. But at the same point we left the door open for more sex, just not every night.

I just don't think I want a relationship right now. This may sound bad, but there's way too many men around right now and none that I want to get serious with. Or even if I wanted to get serious with any (IE Scott) in a couple months I'll be back at school. It's only a couple of hours away but long distance relationships don't work.

And that's what I probably am going to tell Scott tomorrow. Either after our workout, or we're supposed to hangout. I don't know how that's going to go.

Garrett called me tonight. I didn't answer and let it go to voicemail but he didn't leave a message.

It's raining men

And Kyle just called, I wish he lived closer. I'm not sure exactly how long it would take to get to his apartment, but I know it's a lot longer than the ten minutes it takes to get Adam's.

I still have to call Scott. Not sure what I'm going to say to him.

A little crazy

I'm suppose to be at Adam's right now, obviously I'm not. I was supposed to meet him there after he got out of work. Right befor I was going to head over there, he calls tell me I have to wait because Kim is going to be at a BBQ outside of her boyfriend's apartment. So, now I have to wait until she leaves. I think he's literally spying on her, waiting to see if she'll leave. I suggested, we find some place else, I mentioned it was a warm night and I knew lots of secluded spots. He didn't seem to like that idea. I don't know, I think he's acting a little crazy.

Soft kisses

I'm finally feeling human again, at least enough where I'm able to write.

I thought I was going to have a miserable time last night. And at first it seemed like I was right. We went to some really fancy restaurant near Michigan Ave (where all the rich people live and shop) and even though I had dressed up, dressed nicely I still felt like I didn't fit in because I wasn't wearing an Armani dress or whatever. And within five minutes of sitting down, Jill and Ricco were making out. I was miserable but so was Kyle. We started making fun of them, then we expanded it to the rest of the people in the restaurant. It was the turning point, we made each other laugh and I started to enjoy myself.

After dinner we went to a club, not as bad as the one last week but still not where I wanted to be so I went with Kyle to the bar while Jill and Ricco went dancing. I already had a buzz from the wine we had at dinner, and pretty soon I was more than buzzed. I got drunk enough where I wanted to go dance.

We didn't really dance, we spent more time making fun of people around us and talking about how bad the music was. Well, not really talking, yelling. And when we were dancing it wasn't really like close, just dancing with each other.

I kind of wanted to dance with Jill, I was a little too drunk and it started to seem like a good idea to make a move on her. For the good or the bad, she wasn't anywhere in sight. It's not like the club was big.

But I didn't need any alcohol to see that I was having fun with Kyle and was starting to like him. We started dancing closer, his hands went from my hips to my back with his arms around me feeling the heat of his body.

We kissed, a soft kiss.

We danced for a while, but he kept it sweet. He didn't try to grind his cock into me like most guys do if you dance with them for more than a few minutes. He kept his hands in safe areas. Sometimes it can be hot to be naughty on the dance floor but it probably would've been out of place.

Jill appeared out of nowhere with Ricco and pulled me away from him Kyle. "I want to go home with Ricco," she said.

I was kind of surprised, she's the opposite of me. She waits months before she sleeps with guys. Plus, I wanted to go home with her.

She asked me if it was okay, and I of course told her sure, I'd take the train home. But I didn't have to take the train (which was a good thing because I found out today I would've missed the last train by a few hours) she said Ricco had a pull out bed I could crash on.

As we were leaving the club, Kyle asked if he could share the bed with me. He said nothing would happen, he just needed a place to sleep because he was too drunk to drive home. Which, I'm sure was just an excuse, but it was alright I wanted things to happen.

We didn't bother with the pull out couch, it seemed like a little too much work, instead we grabbed a blanket and crashed on the couch. We started to watch a movie, but I was too drunk to focus on a television.

I should add that at first, Kyle was planning to sleep on the floor. I told him he was crazy.

Even though we were drunk, it wasn't hot or hard kisses. Soft kisses, sweet kisses even though we tasted like alcohol. We were kissing for so long I felt myself start to sober.

We played the game of seeing how far I would let him go. Slowly his hands slid up from my waist, closer to my breasts, then on to them. He wasn't rough with them, just felt them. Later his hands made there ways to my thighs, pushing them apart, pushing my skirt out of the way then slowly moving his hands closer to me. He pushed my thong to the side, then fingered me, it was delicate and gentle but felt so good.

I'm not sure why I told him I wasn't going to sleep with him, but I did. But he was okay with that.

It didn't stop him from going down on me. I swear he must have gone down on me for at least half an hour. The sun was starting to rise and everything. He really knew what he was doing down there with his tongue and his fingers. But I couldn't cum. It's probably because I was still a little drunk, maybe it was because he wasn't Jill. It was kind of awkward telling him to stop, but he understood.

And I was getting ready to go down on him, I was unzipping his pants, when he told me I didn't have to. I knew I didn't have to, but I wanted to. But at the same time, it was like six in the morning, I was tired and didn't argue with him too much.

It was kind of weird having a guy go down on me, but not wanting sex or a blowjob afterwards. Maybe there is something about older men.

Jill woke me up the next morning, we had to leave because she had to work today. Kyle and I agreed that we'd have to go out on our own date soon.

Feeling dirty in the bad way

I'm home, slightly hungover but as hungover as I thought I would be. I still need some more sleep, then I'll give all the details. But first I have to shower, wash the smoke, sweat and liquor off of me. I'm feeling pretty dirty and not in the good way.

Quick Update

Just another quick post - I'm waiting for Jill to get here then we're heading downtown to hang out with our "men" as she likes to call them. It looks like it's about to downpour so that could make things interesting. Other than that, I'm tired and horny. Guess nothing new there. Anyways, Jill called she's a few minutes away. Hugs and kisses. LOL.

Hi

Just wanted to say hi. I'm way too busy today. I have to leave for my workout with Scott in a few minutes, then I have to rush home and get ready for work. Not exactly sure what I'm going to tell Adam about last night. Not exactly sure what I'm going to tell him about tonight. Tonight's the big double date with Jill. I'm not really looking forward to that. I'm sure Jill's date is going to go well. I'm going to be miserable with my date and jealous of her. Well, that and many other naughty feelings about her. Today's going to be interesting, just not sure if the good kind of interesting or the bad.

The date went too good

The date went good, a little too good. And we didn't even have sex. It may have been one of the top 3 dates I've ever been on. And we didn't even do anything out of the ordinary, just dinner than a movie.

Dinner flew by, we had so much fun talking that we didn't even notice it took forty-five minutes to get our food when it normally takes fifteen at this place.

At the movie there was no shady business, as my mom likes to say. And I usually hate when people talk during a movie but Scott knew exactly when to talk to make me laugh or something.

And afterwards we sat in front of my house just talking forever, I lost track of time and totally forgot about Adam.

We did kiss but only after I asked him if he was going to kiss me. It was kind of sweet and romantic.

And my original plan was to call Adam when he left, instead I'm here writing this. I was hoping the date would go bad or something but I like Scott now more than before. I could see myself dating him. I don't know.

Backseat quickie

Adam called me right when I was driving home from my workout with Scott, he asked me if I was going to stop by work to get my paycheck. And the way he worded it, it sounded like he needed me to work so I told him I had some other plans tonight and couldn't work. That's when he lowered his voice, "No, I need to fuck you, I can't wait until after work to see you."

That made my panties wet, I'm usually the aggressor when it comes to sex and hearing him talked like that turned me on.

I took a quick shower, then rushed to the mall to get there right when he was going on break. We met on the top floor of one of the parking garages. We were alone except for a few other cars parked on the other side.

We didn't even kiss before he said, "you're not going to need these" and took off my panties. He threw them into my car, then we climbed into the backseat of his jeep, me in an awkward doggy style position and him close behind me.

He pushed up my skirt, fingered me for a few seconds then unzipped his pants then a few seconds later he was entering me. It wasn't anything like last night. He didn't take his time. He started fucking me quickly with long deep thrusts. Even in the air conditioned car I started to sweat.

Then suddenly, he just stopped. At first I thought he had spotted someone, I had kind of crammed my head into the corner of his seat and door, I couldn't see anything. I lifted my head and didn't see anyone or anything. Then he asked me if we could do anal. I nodded yes. He asked me where the condoms and lube were. In my car, I said then told him we didn't need either. He was surprised but knew what I was saying.

He pulled out then put his ass between my my ass cheeks. It took a lot of work, he had to force himself into me. It hurt a lot, I bit my lip as he tried to push into me. And it was worth it when he was in me. Slowly he fucked my ass.

He leaned over and went deeper into me, but that wasn't his intent. His hands pushed up my shirt, together we took my breasts out of my bra. He squeezed them tightly.

The position wasn't the most comfortable, but I liked it. He was basically laying on top of me. It was hot but it felt so good.

He didn't last long in my ass, after maybe a few minutes he was cumming. He came in my ass and it felt so good.

But that's when he realized, what time it was. He was late.

I could've gone for some more but we but as quick as we could we fixed our clothes. I had to help him fix his shirt because he didn't realized how bad it looked. Then we kissed goodbye and he told me to wait a few minutes before I got my check.

I watched him speed away, he was going to go park some place closer, then got into my car. I didn't put my panties back on and when I was walking thru the mall to work, I felt like such a slut. But the good kind. I wondered if anyone noticed anything.

But the only one who said anything was Kim, she asked me if I was alright. I was sweating a little still and my face was red. I just told her I had just left the gym.

I want to see Adam again but we'll see how my date with Scott goes.

A different position

I did end up going over to Jill's to tan but we only spent a little while outside. It just kept getting more and more cloudy. We spent the rest of the afternoon watching television and a movie. She wanted to go for a run, but I convinced her to wait for another day for that. I'm just starting to get back in shape and she runs almost every day I doubt I could keep up with her.

There was a point while we were watching the movie when I just got an urge to go over to her side of the couch we were sharing and kiss her. I was thinking more about kissing her then watching the movie, I thought it all thru my head but in the end, I decided to control that urge.

But when Adam called me I forgot all about controlling my urges. The only thing that bothered me about it was that he called me around six, when the original plan was for me to come over a little later. I think he wanted me to come over earlier because Kim was working the midshift and leaving work at seven.

I thought about getting there at about 7:10, about the time Kim would get there if she went straight to her boyfriends but instead I left there so I'd get there at ten to seven.

I'll admit, I'm really starting to get aggravated by all the sneaking around it's way too much work even for sex. But you know what made me forget all about - he had a meal waiting for me. There's something sexy about a man that can cook and Adam can cook.

I ate so much that after dinner all I wanted to do was sleep. And I must've need to catch up on the sleep I missed this morning because I slept for about an hour.

Adam was watching television on the love seat adjacent to the couch and smiled at me when I woke up. "Good morning sleepy head." I just found it too sexy, even though I was still in the groggy phase, I climbed over to where he was sitting and started to kiss him. It wasn't long before I was fully awake and so was he.

He turned off the tv, the NBA finals even. Our clothes came off, then I climbed on top of him. The way I sat his hard cock was pushing against me, not inside of me but really between us. I don't know it was just a sexy image to me.

But of course within a few seconds he was inside of me. At first I just slid him deep into me and stopped. We kissed again and he fondled, caressed and squeezed my breasts.

Slowly I started going up and down his cock. His mouth found my nipples. Sucking on them, nibbling on them. Sometimes it annoys me when guys pay so much attention to my tits, this was not one of those times. His tongue, lips and even teeth were like magic to me.

This wasn't a hard fuck, just nice and calm. We were really enjoying every inch. There wasn't any rush this time.

And when he started to get close we stopped.

"How do you want me?" I asked very softly.

"Can I have you from behind?"

"My ass?"

"Yes!"

I led him by the hand to the bedroom, I told him I wanted to show him a different position. Instead of getting on my stomach, I laid on my back like we were going to do missionary but instead I had him put my legs on his shoulders. It was a little awkward getting into position but once were in place and had the right angles it felt great.

Slowly he pushed into my ass, a little difficult for him to get in right away but worth the effort. I don't know which allows deeper penetration this one or doggy style but in this position I was able to at times to finger myself. The dual stimulation was almost enough for that ever so elusive orgasm but of course when I started to moan loudly, he starts to fuck me harder. And it wasn't long before he was cumming.

He was definitely satisfied and I was too. I wouldn't mind cumming but I felt fulfilled.

Infatuation

They say you can still get a tan when it's cloudy? I know I can get a sunburn when it's cloudy but I'm going over to Jill's to tan again today unless it starts getting really cloudy.

I already called her this morning to ask when I should come over. She spent more time talking about Ricco than anything else. Did you know, he's the "perfect guy." I think she's infatuated with him.

...kind of like how I'm infatuated with her. I'm really debating telling her today. But most likely I'm not going to do it. I'd say it would be hard to be around her, but it's actually pretty easy because I know if I do or say anything it could ruin our friendship.

Tech Problems

I'm having problems posting comments, so I guess you guys might be too. Don't know what's going on but it seems to be a blogger problem. I knew I should've gone with wordpress.

I can't hear myself think

I'm awake already - the lawn mowers are in full force in my neighborhood. I can barely hear myself think. Just wanted to share that with everyone.

Not your average night

So, I told Scott I'd go out with him. I think it was a good choice. We're going out Friday night I think.

I just found out I have a double date with Kyle - which originally was going to be Friday too but Jill switched it to Saturday. It might be kind of hard to explain to Adam why I can't see him either of those nights when we've been hanging out every night this week, but then again it might be a good thing.

Kim told Adam that her new boyfriend lives in the same apartment complex as him. A different building on the other side of the complex but a little too close for comfort. Adam has started to get paranoid.

Tonight when I went over to his house, I had to wait for five minutes after he left the mall, then park in front of a different apartment building in his complex. I guess I can't blame him but what's next? I'm going to have to park on a different street, sneak thru the field behind his apartment building wearing camouflage and climb into his second floor apartment.

I want to say it would be worth it but right now I'm not so sure. He was tired tonight, dragged all thru work but I thought he would change when he got home. Nope. After he let me in, he sat back down on the couch. I cuddled up next to him.

And we just talked for a while. He had a rough day before I got there. His boss, the district leader yelled at him for something. He said, Kim acted as if she knew something was going on. And he talked about how he was going to have to fire one of the sales guys because this guy was always late and wasn't hitting his sales standards. He joked, that maybe it wouldn't be so bad if he did get fired himself.

It was kind of weird coming from him, he's always in a good mood, very positive and seems to like his work even when it's busy, crazy and hectic.

We didn't have sex, or do anything more than kiss - I guess you could say but I think we were both okay with that. We kind of needed a break, a rest. I don't know.

Honey, I'm home

Well, I'm not as satisfied as I was last night when I got home but I guess I can't get that every night.

Details to follow after I get comfortable and what not.

Alright I have to go

I'm becoming more and more addicted to this blog. I hope everyone likes it. I'm having a lot of fun writing the posts and what not.

But it's time for me to start getting ready for the world. IE my hot workout with Scott. If I have the time I'll post some more before I have to go to work.

Jet Ski Sex

As seen on Break.com

Nope not me this time but it looks like this couple got caught having some fun.

Thanks to anonymous for sending me the link.

I had a lot of fun last night

I had a lot of fun last night before I ever got to Adam's place. Thanks for everyone leaving the nice comments. I was a little bit nervous about posting a more revealing picture. And I know it isn't all that revealing but give me time.

Anyways, all the comments getting turned on by writing, buying a vibrator and even panty shopping and hanging out with Jill earlier in the day had me warmed up before I even saw Adam. He was pleasantly surprised.

I've been horny all day long and when he met me at the door I basically jumped into his arms. He tasted like beer but he wasn't drunk. Or at least didn't act drunk, especially down below. I could feel he was hard even before our first kiss ended.

"I need you inside me right now. I need you to fuck my brains out tonight." I'm not good at being seductive or talking dirty most of the time but it came natural last night.

I was naked on his bed within five minutes of entering his apartment. We were throwing our clothes off and at the same time trying to kiss.

When I was completely naked, without saying anything I laid on my back, spread my legs and motioned with my finger for him to come over.

He positioned himself over me, his cock barely touching me, his body above me but I could feel his heat.

He pushed into my, legs spread further apart and he went deep into me. He said, he was surprised how wet I was. I just said, that he had the effect on me.

We didn't start off slow, after a few thrusts I told him to "fuck me hard." He did just that. Fucking me harder than he had before. My body shook with each thrust. There was that sound when two bodies collide. I held on to his back tightly.

I started to moan, he pushed harder and faster.

But before he came he stopped, he actually had to take a break for a second. We rearranged oursevles - doggy style then he entered me again. It was amazing - he fucked me hard. He felt so good going so deep into me.

He was breathing hard, but it became more intense. He wasn't moaning, but after each thrust he made a sexy little sound.

And then deep inside of me he stopped and exploded, filling me with his cum.

As he pulled out I thought we were done for the moment and started to move away but he pulled me back.

"I don't think we were done." I looked back and he was still hard. "I haven't had this happen since high school."

"I think I have that effect on you."

It took a little work but once his cock touched my ass he was ready again. I was more than ready.

He was delicate and it felt more natural for him to be in my ass again. I didn't want him to ever stop.

I asked him to finger me at the same time and he did. Slowly he fucked my ass while his fingers penetrated me. I couldn't help but to moan, and moan loudly. He started to fuck me a little harder and I felt my orgasm getting near. I lost control I felt my orgasm so close when he broke the rhythm, I knew he was cumming. He was throbbing inside of me.

I can't say I didn't enjoy it but I was so close. But at the same time I felt satisfied. I was no longer horny and I felt feeling of relaxation.

Like the header?

Or logo or whatever you want to call it. I do.

Good morning

I'm glad I'm now addicted to coffee - kind of realized it this morning. I never drank it until I got to college. Now, I drink it every morning.

I see/workout with Scott this afternoon. I may say yes to a date with him. Just will let him know it's yes to a date, not yes to a relationship.

And I see/work with Adam tonight. At least I think he's working tonight, when I am. It's kind of awkward being around him when there's others around us.

Booty call

So I guess the game is over, Adam just called me. If I hadn't been horny from the moment I woke I'd probably say no but I'm going to head over there. I'm not going to get my hopes up but he didn't sound drunk.

I was in the middle of writing about the first time I did anal, but I guess that'll have to wait for another night.

New Panties!

So I do most of my panty/bra shopping at Victoria's Secret but tonight I went to Nordstroms. I used to go shopping there all the time with my mom, but since I don't do much shopping with her anymore I had forgotten about them.

It was the first time I'd ever shopped their "intimates" department. Almost a completely dedifferent world from Victoria's. The sales woman was a lot more friendly and even helpful. Even after I told her I didn't have a lot of money to spend she helped me.

I ended up buying two pairs of lacey boyshorts - one black and one white and a tiny string and lace pink thong. We'll see what I can do about pictures. Maybe.

More of me

I guess I'll have to post more, but this is pictures of me that I really like so I thought I would start here.

Taken by a "fuck buddy" earlier this year.

Answers to some blog comments

Here's some answers to some blog comments that I thought I should post about that were either too long for a comment or something I wanted to make sure everyone sees.

About toys - I have a purple dildo, it was given to me as a birthday present/gag gift last year. It's all soft of rubbery. It's fun to play with in my hands, I use it like a stress reliever not really a sex toy. I've tried using it as a sex toy a few times on lonely nights but it just didn't feel right. It doesn't turn me on I guess and kind of feels weird inside of me. That being said, I'd like a guy to use it on me while he's fucking me.

I'd like to get a vibrator or something like that. I've been told they're amazing and would like to find out for myself. But at the same time, a friend said she got addicted to hers and it desentized her sex. I couldn't deal with that.

I get turned on writing about my sex life. And I'm really glad to hear that other people are enjoying it too. I mean like really glad, knowing that really makes me feel sexy.

Sometimes I get really turned on when I'm writing my posts. My pants/shorts/jeans or whatever get undone so I can slide my fingers between my legs. At times I get lost in the moment and forget about writing.

Pictures are coming. If you're good. ;-)

Home Early

It's kind of weird being home this early. When Adam told me last night, that he wasn't working the closing shift, I assumed I was going over to Adam's tonight. I was really looking forward to it, but you know what happens when you assume.

After I was done shopping, I called up Adam. I thought I would just head over there since he lives only a few blocks from the mall. But when I called him I could barely hear him. He was at a sports bar watching NBA finals game with his friends. I kind of hinted that I'd like to join them, either he didn't hear me or he didn't get the hint. And I told him to call me later tonight, we'll see what happens. I was really looking forward to being with him tonight. I'll go over to his place if he calls me later, but I'm not really looking forward to drunk sex. It's not as much fun when you're sober.

But it's a good thing for us, it gives me more time to write tonight and there's a few things I wanted to talk about when I had time.

Things have changed

Slightly buzzed, a little horny. So we spent most of the afternoon by, in the pool, drinking frozen margarita's and talking. Good times, almost exactly like last summer except I noticed something new between us.

I found myself sexually attracted to her. First when I got there, we went up to here room so she could change. She stripped naked right in front of me but didn't stop talking about Ricco and Kyle - it didn't even phase her that she was naked. It definitely phased me. I felt the twinge between my legs and more. But she's been naked in front of me hundreds of times (well maybe not hundreds of times but you get the idea), we've even play kissed and groped each other at parties or for guys. And I've been friends with her since we were freshman in highschool, so this was a new feeling.

Now trust me I still love cock, but it's the second time in a short period that I've found myself attracted to another girl.

And as we were laying outside, I found myself admiring her body. Wondering what it would be like to kiss her. And it became even worse when we started downing the drinks. I imagined what it would be like if she went down on me, if I went down on her. And I started to wonder how she'd react if I told her the way I was feeling.

Luckily, before I did or said anything that I might regret her dad came home from work. I enjoy men checking me out, but when it's your friend's dad it's a little awkward. And he didn't even try to hide that he was staring at my tits, well maybe he tried to hid it but he didn't do it too successfully. He even said something like "Wow, you've matured so much since the last time I saw you." So, after he left us alone I decided it was time for me to make my exit. I guess, it's kind of ironic because I used to have a crush on him when I was younger. Things have changed.

Pool time

So, I'm going to Jill's house today. We're going to hangout by her pool, do some tanning and what not. Every day last summer, we'd tan by her pool. Had a lot of fun gossiping about people, even did some drinking some afternoons. I need an afternoon like that today.

Only thing, I'm not looking forward to her is pushing me to go on a double date with her, Ricco and Kyle. It was the second she mentioned after she called to invite me over. She's so good at making me do things I don't really want to do. She said she doesn't want to have to go all the way downtown to see a guy she doesn't really know by herself. So, I'm feeling guilty enough, or maybe I'm just a good friend and I'll go with her.

And I've been thinking about Scott a lot - last night while I was trying to get to sleep and even this morning. He's the one I really want to go on a date with. I really want to say yes. I want to see more of him but I don't want to be tied down to him, or any one guy right now. But I don't want to lead him on thinking I want a relationship. But I want more than just sex. Things are getting way too complicated.

And I'm going shopping tonight, so any last minute ideas for panties, your preferences let me know. I think it's going to be fun.

Fuck Buddy?

So Scott asked me out today, after my workout when I was getting my things together, he asked me if I wanted to go out for dinner or something. When I asked, "As a date?" Before I could say yes or no, he said it's okay I understand it's probably to soon to start seeing someone else. He answered the question before I was forced to say no. I'd like to say yes, but not right now.

Work really sucked. I had a bunch of crazy customers and Kim was straight up mean to me today - then really nice for a while. I swear she's bipolar. And Adam caught some guys hitting on me. It wasn't that big of a deal I knew them from high school but it was the first thing Adam asked me about when we were alone in the stockroom. He didn't act like he was jealous but he wasn't asking for no reason. And I guess to make it worse, Kim told me not to have my friends come in/don't flirt with the customers. Which, is bullshit she's always having her friends come in. And she's always flirting with he male customers to get them to buy more.

But after work when I got to Adam's apartment, the first thing he did was apologize. He really didn't have to apologize but it made me feel better. And I jokingly said, they were just boys - he was a man. And from there things started getting hot, and of course even though I had been thinking about it all night I forgot about my plan to have our talk first, sex second.

We kissed and I melted again. Everything feels alright when I'm in his arms.

Things were going good for a while, our clothes started coming off, we made it to his bedroom. He had me lay on my back, then pulled off my panties. He went down on me. His tongue teasing me, but it felt amazing. He was so gentle down there and knew some great spots to attack with his tongue. His fingers joined in, and I started to moan. I could feel my orgasm but I couldn't climax. It was so close but I couldn't get it.

But once, he was inside of me it didn't take him long to cum. A little too quick. And I think he was as surprised as I was that he came so quick. I think he lasted maybe a minute. More likely thirty seconds.

He went to get some water for us, then sat back down in the bed with me. He was holding me, we were kissing softly and running our fingers all over each other.

It may have not been the best time, but I asked him "Where's this thing going? Is this just lust, fucking or do you want it to be something more?"

He wasn't sure either.

I told him I was having fun, enjoying him, enjoying the sex but I asked if he would get in trouble if anyone found out. He said yes, there's something in the company policy that bans managers from dating their employees. Something about that it can cause a bias towards other employees and more importantly lawsuits.

I told him I wanted to date him but I didn't want to get him in trouble. But at the same time if we couldn't date I didn't want to stop seeing him. Even if it was just for sex, even if we could only see each other at one in the morning.

He suggested that maybe things did get a little too hot, too serious too quick and he asked me if I was going to see other people.

I didn't know, I don't know. If it wasn't late at night, I'd call up Scott and tell him I wanted to go out on a date. But at the same time I don't think that would be fair to Scott.

Then he asked me about anal. I think he was still surprised that I let him fuck my ass. I told him that it was my little fetish. I tried to get him to tell me if he had any fetishes but he said he was just a plain, down the basics kind of guy. We'll see.

My hand slid underneath the covers and played with his cock. The covers weren't doing a very good job of hiding his erection, that had grown during talk of anal sex. So, I asked if he wanted to do it again. He just smiled.

I didn't have to tell him what to do this time, he took the lube and condom out of my purse without me even asking.

It wasn't easy to get him, but it was a little less difficult/painful than the night before. He lasted a lot longer this time, we both enjoyed it. He wasn't rough but at the same time he wasn't holding anything back. He fucked my ass hard. We were doing it doggy style and he pushed my head into the pillow. He told me how amazing it felt, how tight I felt and how amazing it looked. He couldn't believe he was actually having anal sex.

And when he came, he collapsed on to me. I really think his legs were too weak at that moment to hold him up anymore. We just kind of laid there, him still half erect and inside of me. He told me it was the best orgasm he ever had.

I think if we stay together, we're going to have some really amazing sex, I came so close to an orgasm tonight, which is saying a lot because I rarely orgasm. I just think it can only get better for us.

Everyone have a great day!

I think I should get going, I have to get ready for my workout this afternoon and run a few errands before that. But keep the panty ideas coming, I don't think I'm going to have time to go shopping today. I love hearing what you guys think.

We need to talk

So, I'm really worried about getting Adam fired. I'd feel so guilty, but at the same time I can't get enough of him. But I can see us going to the movies and having someone see us. Or maybe someone will spot my car parked in front of his apartment. I guess, I'm being paranoid but I think we'd have to be very careful. And I don't want to have to sneak to his apartment at midnight, just to have sex. I've had a lot of fun with him but at the same time I want to be more than sex to him.

We were kind of planning to meet at his apartment after work tonight. I think I'm going to have to bring it up to him. We need to be on the same page. Last night, I was waiting for him to start the talk. Tonight, I'll bring it up if he doesn't first. But I think we'll have to talk before we have sex again. Once the clothes start comming off we forget about everything else.

We never did have our conversation

So, I think the Christine and Garrett incident may be a good thing after all.

When I went over to Adam's tonight, I really didn't know what to expect. When I called him to say I was on my way over, he didn't sound too excited. I knew he wanted to talk and I started thinking the worse. I thought maybe he didn't want to see me anymore. Or something.

But as soon as I walked into his apartment, I realized I was just making myself nervous. He hugged me, we kissed. First softly, then like lovers.

We didn't make it to his bed, we barely made it to his couch. We were half naked by the time we got into the livingroom (which was three feet away from the front door) and completely naked by the time we were on his couch. He sat down, I sat on top of him. He was inside of me within a few seconds but didn't do anything right away. We kissed, he he caressed me and slowly I started to go up and down on his cock. He put my nipples into his mouth, sucking on them, licking them and nibbling on them.

He felt perfect inside of me. He has a really large head, when he's fully hard I can feel it in me. I enjoyed slowly sliding him in and out of me.

And then things started to get interesting. I rode his cock faster and faster. I started to moan, and he was breathing hard. I wanted it to last forever but at the same time I wanted to make him cum. We started moving together, then he took control, several hard thrusts up into me, he was cumming.

We were both sweating, out of breath but smiling. I had only been there ten minutes but the fun had already started.

After that he cooked me dinner, while I wrapped myself up in blanket and watched tv laying down on his couch. I offered to help but he wouldn't let me. I can't ever imagine Garrett cooking for me. It wasn't anything special but that wasn't the point.

After we ate, we watched tv for a while, just laying on the couch, wrapped in his arms. I would've been happy if we just had sex once that night, but of course there was more.

When there was nothing on tv, we moved to his bedroom. And we fooled around again, kissing and playing with each other. He was fingering me but I wanted more.

He asked me what my favorite position was. I answered doggy style. And he joked that there has to be a better name for that position than that.

When he was hard again, we got into the doggy position, but after a few minutes I had a question for him. I asked if he wanted to fuck my ass.

I think he was surprised because he didn't answer right away. Then he said that he's never done it before. I had him finger my ass with lube first, the lube was so cold but felt soooo good. First one finger, then a second finger. And when I demanded more, he put a third.

Then I told him I was ready. He put a condom on then positioned himself against my ass. I thought it was going to be easy, but it wasn't. He tried to force himself in but he was afraid he was going to hurt me. I told him it was okay. And it hurt a lot going into me, I think his cock is a little thicker than what I'm used to. But once he was in me, it was a good thing.

He didn't last long in less than a minute he was cumming. When he pulled out, he said he couldn't wait to do that again. I can't wait to see him again. Outside of work that is, we both work tomorrow night. It's going to be hard keeping my hands off of him.

I wanted to stay over, but I'm running out of good excuses for my parents.

Another question for the guys

I'm going panty shopping tomorrow, since I don't have to worry about Garrett stealing anymore of my panties (which was sexy at the time, not so much anymore) I want to get some new ones. I have a few pairs of sexy ones, but I want to buy some more. A lot of mine are fun ones, I guess they could be considered sexy but not really erotic. I think some more naughty panties would match my personality more.

So question for you guys (or even ladies) what kind of panties do you think are the most sexy? What kind of panties do you want to see your girlfriend or wife wearing when you take off her pants or skirt. Or does it even matter for you?

Seeing Adam again tonight

So, I'm going to see Adam again tonight. I'm going to his place after he gets out of work. He called, he feels that we should talk. Which, we probably need to do. We really need to figure out what's going on between us and where it's going if anywhere.

My friend, Jill thinks that he might have something in his contract that says he can't date his employees and if he gets caught fooling around with an employee he'll get fired. I'm going to ask him about that. And I know it's kind of messed up but that kind of turns me on. I guess it's the risk element but at the same time I don't want to mess up his career.

But at the same time I don't want to spend too much time talking. I really want to see what he's like sober.

Where do we go from here

I knew things were going to be wild from the beginning, one of my friends brought along a bunch of bottles of bicardi silver. Now, I don't recommend drinking while in a car it wasn't like I was driving and the driver wasn't drinking. Plus it's a lot better than paying ten to fifteen dollars for a drink once we got to the club. Plus it helped make time go by quicker when we got stuck in traffic.

I had a little buzz when we got to the club but of course we went straight to the bar. Ordered some drinks and even did a round of shots. I kind of planned to stop drinking right there since I had already spent too much money but it didn't exactly work like that.

Sometimes, no all the times I go to busy dance clubs like the one I went to last night I feel like a piece of meat. Half in a good way half in a bad way. There's a lot of attention that makes me feel really sexy, I did end up getting hit on by a few of cute guys. But I also got hit on by a few too many ugly guys. Plus I was groped not once but twice.

I ended up dancing with this one really cute guy, we were bumping and grinding, he was holding me tight. It was pretty hot but then out of the blue he just disappeared.

I found one of my friends, Jill at the bar, who looked to be having just as much fun as I was. We bought another round of shots but me and her were just a little too bored.

She suggested we head over to a lounge around the corner, and once we found the other part of the group and let them know where we were going we headed over to the lounge.

During the walk over, it seemed like a good idea to leave a message for Adam.

The lounge was about a hundred times better - it wasn't crowded, it wasn't too hot and there were more than a few cute guys. We found a spot at the bar and ordered reasonable priced drinks.

It wasn't long before Jill was talking to this guy next to us. Jill has this natural ability to talk to any guy anywhere any time. It helps that she's blonde (not naturally) has a tiny waist and an above average chest. They hit it off, and are having a grand old time. However, he did buy me and her a few drinks.

When a table opened up we sat down there. That's when I met his friend, Kyle. Very cute but it wasn't exactly love at first sight. He wasn't really my type - I'm not big into guys that wear suits when they go out. And he was just a little too much of a pretty boy. And I wasn't exactly his type either but we made some small talk while Jill and Ricco hit it off. It was kind of annoying but he kept the drinks coming which was all I really needed at the time.

Kyle and I were eventually forced to conversate. Jill and Ricco went into there own world - kissing, holding hugging. I was a little jealous. Turns out Will thought I was too young. Which he was right, he was 32. I like older men ( a lot) but a man in his thirties really is in another world from me.

But we did have fun making fun of our friends. And when the bar was closing we did end up exchanging numbers. But I really didn't expect to ever see him again until five minutes later while we're waiting for the rest of our group outside of the club, JIll tells me we're going on a double date.

Adam called me back while we were driving home. It seemed like a good idea to tell him that I was coming over. I wasn't drunk drunk but I was far from sober. And when I was dropped off at his apartment I went straight to his kitchen for some water.

I don't remember exactly how it happened, one second I was in his kitchen and next thing I remember I'm on my knees in his livingroom. He's sitting on the couch and I'm taking off his boxers.

He was a little bit too drunk too. I was probably going down on him for five minutes before he was even completely hard. However, it wasn't like I was giving the best blowjob ever. It was sloppy but I was really enjoying giving it. At one point I took my shirt, then bra off and started putting his cock between my breasts. It didn't exactly work as planned but I don't think either of us really cared.

And I don't know how long it was but at some point I had to stop giving him head and go to the bathroom. When I came out I found him in his bedroom. The rest of my clothes were off before I even made it to his bed.

I climbed on top of him but had to play with his cock to get him hard enough to enter me. And it was sloppy drunk sex, but I think we both enjoyed it. We had a lot of fun, laughing at each other.

I rode him for a while, then he took over. He felt so good inside of me. It may have been the longest a guy ever lasted with me. Then he started getting close. Harder, faster and much more serious now.

He asked me if he could cum in me, he wasn't wearing a condom this time. And again, I almost laughed because I love how guys always ask when it's too late.

Thirty seconds later he was cumming in me. I think three minutes after that we were both asleep.

When we woke up this morning, we both didn't know what to say. Our actions kind of took over, after we each took a trip to the bathroom, we got back in bed. We ended up kissing, which of course lead to more. Even hungover, I was horny.

I haven't had good morning sex for a while. It's always straight to the point and very rough and hard. It wasn't love making it was definitely sex. And I definitely enjoyed it more than the night before.

But he couldn't cum. He had no problem getting hard but he couldn't get his orgasm. I think was exhausted by the time he finally did cum. We fucked missionary, me on top, doggy style than finally missionary again.

After he had cum, when we finally caught our breath we we're both like "so, where do we go from here." Neither of us knew. We both wanted to hang out again but we agreed to keep it outside of work.

And I guess I should add, Adam just called me to tell me I could work today if I wanted even though I wasn't scheduled. I really wanted to but I really need to get some more sleep. And I guess I should apologzine I don't think this is one of my best written posts, there were a lot of things that I couldn't put into words.

Going to "da club"

I was going to stay in tonight - I really didn't have anything planned to do. Originally, I was supposed to hangout with Garrett but we know that isn't going ever happen again.

But then one of my girls called me to see if I wanted to go "clubbin" downtown. I think she was just calling to be nice, I haven't gone clubbing with them since last year I think. And it surprised her when I said yes.

I'm all dressed up (slutted out) and waiting for my friends to pick me. I'm wearing this red halter top that is way too low cut that's showing off way too much cleavage and tight white stretch pants. The pants are a little see thru (especially in black light), and I'm wearing a red thong matches my top. Whoever, thought one day girls across the world would be matching their thongs to there tops. I'm hoping this outfit will get some attention. Believe it or not it can be hard to get some attention sometimes at these clubs. Guys area always going for the blondes, the brunettes and forget about the redheads. But we all know the redheads are the wild ones in bed.

But in all seriousness, it would be nice to meet someone new tonight, but at the same time I'm not getting my hopes up. Most of the guys that I do end up meeting at the clubs are the wrong kind of guys anyways. I'm just going out to have some fun.

Anyways, just got the phone call and they're on there way. I have to touch up my make up and hair real quick. Wish me luck.

Sorry about the advertising

Sorry people - there's now advertising on this blog. I'm going to try to keep it a minimum and out of the way but feel free to click the links. Work just called, this time it was Kim. They were over staffed as it was today and didn't need me to come in. I really should go to the mall and find another job but I really don't feel like leaving the hosue right now.

Link Trades

By the way if anyone wants to trade links feel free to email me AmyATanal-amyDOTcom. I know there's some bloggers that read this blog so if you're interested let me know.

No, it's not okay

So, I've been avoiding writing this post. Me and Garrett are pretty much over. And me and Christine are definitely not friends.

So, I didn't want to go out last night. I actually just wanted to hangout with Garrett, maybe go watch a movie - maybe just hangout in his room. But when I called him he was already at a bar with some of his coworkers. And then after that he was set on going to a keg party that I wasn't really interested in. So, I thought I would hang out with some of my girlfriends that I hadn't seen in a while.

And I guess I should add that before I went out I stopped by my work to get my paycheck. It wasn't big but it helps out. Anyways, I was dressed a little more sexy than what I usually wear to work and Adam definitely noticed. I don't exactly dress conservatively at work but compared to my outfit last night it's conservative. I was wearing this short jean skirt, a tight shirt and Adam enjoyed it. When we went back to his office to get my paycheck he was definitely enjoying the view. And then he apologized for having to cut my hours. He said, that because I was one of the newest employees I was one of the first people to have there hours cut. I told him it was okay but I think he was more worried I would tell someone about our night together. Which, I wouldn't do.

So me and my girls drove around for a while before we ended up going to a different party. A little more tamer, not a wild keg party like I knew the party Garrett was at would be like. We're drinking, having a lot of fun talking and what not but around one in the morning I have a nice buzz going and I'm very horny.

So, I leave my friends and walk over to the other party. Note that it was like fifty degrees and very windy last night but I walked like the twenty blocks to the other party. That party was still going - a lot of people from high school that I didn't really want to see. And a few too many drunk guys hitting on me as I walked around the party looking for Garrett. I couldn't find Garrett anywhere even though I found his friends. I tried calling him - no answer. One of his friends told me he would be right back so I ended up getting plastic up of beer.

It wasn't long before I had to go the bathroom, I had been drinking for a couple hours now. There was a line at the bathroom downstairs so I thought I'd be slick and see if there was a bathroom upstairs. Off of the masterbedroom I found another bathroom, the door was a quarter of the way open so I pushed it open and turned on the light. What did I find? Christine on her knees giving head to Garrett. She didn't even stop when she saw me. Garrett just said, "I'm drunk - it's okay."

But it wasn't okay. I know I slept with Adam and that's not okay but here he was with Christine. A little too similar to the reason why we broke up in high school. I should've known. And I know it's not like we were officially dating but I was beginning to really like him. And then Christine after I had been so nice to her the night before. And I was thinking that maybe a threesome between the three of us would be fun. But they went behind my back. I'm not really angry, not really hurt - kind of frustrated and really disappointed.

I left them alone and went back to the party. They really seemed like they wanted to finish what they were doing. At the time it seemed like a good idea to call Adam, and then when he didn't answer I called Scott. He answered. I told him what happened and he was actually who I needed to talk to at the moment. I'm not saying he made everything okay but he did feel make me feel better.

And when I told him I had to walk home in the rain, he told me he would be right there. He got out of bed and drove me home.

When we got back to my house, we just sat in the driveway talking for a while. A long while at least an hour. We didn't stop until I started falling asleep. And again when I was leaving I expected him to kiss me. Instead we just hugged again.

Morning workout

So it turned out being a good thing I woke up so early, I totally forgot I had a workout this morning. Luckily, I was able to get there almost on time. Not my best workout but it was nice to workout some my frustations.

Awake way too early

I woke up at 9:13 this morning - this is after getting to bed around four A.M. I don't know why I'm awake. I can't get back to sleep. But the good news is I'm not hungover.

Last night

So if you read the post from earlier you already know I didn't have sex last night but at the same time I had a lot of fun.

The bike ride with Scott was a little scary at first - flying around with no walls protect you seemed a little dangerous at first until I get used to it. Then I kept telling him to go faster and faster. I loved feeling the vibration of the engine between my legs, holding Scott tight and watching people in cars stare at us.

We drove around for a while in the suburbs before we "zoomed" into the city. Driving on the highways, flying past other cars was a little too much fun. And driving along Lake Shore Drive was amazing. The view from the bike was so cool.

We took a break, parked the bike and walked a little along Lake Michigan - it was kind of romantic and I expected him to kiss me or something. Then we went for dinner some place on the north side. From the outside the place didn't look to good but the inside was completely different and the food was amazing.

After that he brought me back home. I wouldn't mind riding around for a while longer if it wasn't starting to cool down. Well, that and I had my little date with Christine. And when he dropped me off (around the corner from my house) I expected a kiss good bye - but it turned into just a hug. (He smelled so good!)

So after all that flirting and touching earlier he turned out to be a "nice guy." He told me, he just wanted to be friends since I was seeing someone. I don't think I can be just friends with him. The workouts are too hot, the bike ride was to sexual - we'll see what happens. My next workout is Saturday morning (I don't know how I'm going to wake up for it).

I was supposed to meet Christine at 9ish but I didn't hear from her until almost eleven. Originally, we were supposed to go out "clubbing" but when she called she just asked if I wanted to watch a movie.

She came over bringing the evil bottle of wine that gave me hangover and at first I thought it was going to be a good night. But then I realized something wasn't right. Turns out she had been arguing with her parents about her going back to college. She had taken a semester off after her first semester and didn't really want to go back to college. Which coming from one of the girls who was in the top twenty of our class was kind of weird. So we ended up just talking for a while, then watching a movie. We split the bottle and I was pretty drunk by the time the movie was over.

She asked if she could stay over because she was a little too buzzed to drive. We went up to my bedroom, and got into bed together. I really wanted something to happen but at the same time I didn't want make a move on her because of argument with her parents. I was so horny but I managed to behave myself.

And it's kind of funny but not really because it woke me up - but at 12:30 when I was taking a nap when my mom called demanding to know who's car that was parked out in front of the house all night. When I told her it was one of my girl friends that stayed over because she was arguing with her parents she was so happy that it wasn't a guy. If only she knew the thoughts I had all night about Christine.

It's not easy being poor

So I'm supposed to be driving to work right now but instead I'm here posting. Adam called right as I was getting into my car to go there to tell me they were slow and didn't need me today. It seemed like late notice to me, if I had called in sick twenty minutes before I was supposed to be there I would've gotten in trouble.

It's probably a good thing though. I'm feeling better but I really didn't feel like working today. However, I really really need the money. I still have to go by there later to pick up my paycheck but it's not going to be enough money to last me very long. I should've gone by the tanning place earlier today to apply for the job there.

I'm also thinking about placing ads on this blog - I know it won't make me rich but at this point anything would help. But at the same time, I'd keep the ads down to a minimum and keep the focus on my writing. Basically if I could make a little extra money that would be great but this website would still be mainly about my expressing myself more than anything else.

If there's any suggestions, objections please let me know.

Wasted day

I have a headache. I'm sore. I've slept most of the day away and it's not even that time of the month. I'm a little hungover - but more out of it then I should be for just having a few glasses of wine. I think the problem was that I was drinking wine and I don't drink a lot of wine. Christine came over last night, we watched a movie and split a bottle of wine. But don't get your hopes up nothing really happened even though we were both drunk. And the bike ride was a lot of fun but again don't get your hopes up.

I have to work tonight - I'm not looking forward to it but I do get to see Adam so it isn't all bad. I have my hopes up.

I'm going to try to take another nap then if I have time I'll post what happened last night. If not I'll post late tonight when I get home or in the morning or something.

A very personal trainer

So, I had a very intense workout with my personal trainer, Scott. I dressed a little more sexier this time - tighter, shorter shorts and a semi-revealing tank top. He noticed as soon as he spotted me in the gym. I saw his eyes go up and down me a few times.

This workout was a lot harder - he made me work a lot more. I was sweating, and breathing hard when it was over. And there was a lot of touching me, definitely more than there had to be. And we flirted a lot.

But afterwards, he asked me out. I told him I'm seeing someone but he told me he wanted to take me out on his bike. I've never been on a motorcycle so the thought caught my attention. Plus on a hot summer day, it would be nice to have the air flowing over my body and what not. It kind of turns me on. I ended up saying yes.

He's supposed to come pick me up when he gets out of work. I just told him he had to park around the corner - I don't think my Dad would like seeing me on a bike.

I'm also suppose to see Christine tonight. It might be a very interesting night.

Video games, a bj and a shot of cum

So work was a little weird today - it felt like there was a connection between me and Adam but at the same time we had to act like there was nothing. There were a couple times when we were walking past each other and just looking into each others eyes like we had something to say. It was hard acting like nothing happened but I think we were pretty successful at it.

After work I went straight to Garrett's house. A little awkward having to talk to his parents because they were still awake when I got there. Last night, I was able to sneak past them but this time I got stuck talking to his mom. They really love me - they even tell me they're glad to see me and Garrett back together.

But once we made it down to his room, I expected to get right down to business. As soon as the door was shut and locked I started to strip as I made my way to the bed - I had my shirt off before he told me to wait, he had to finish the round on his video game. He just sat down on the edge of the bed, staring at his TV (note he was two TV's in his room one for movies and one by his bed) and picked up the controller.

I was kind of shocked, kind of hurt and about ready to leave. But honestly, I was way too horny to leave. I just laid down on the bed, picked up a his Maxim magazine and pretended I wasn't annoyed.

Five minutes he played his killing game, ten minutes then I gave up on waiting. I crept up behind him and tried to take the controller away. But he was able to fend of my attacks and play the game at the same time. Not that I was trying to hard.

I started kissing his neck, he laughed a little but kept playing. Then I stopped playing around. I got off the bed and on to my knees in front of him. I took off his shorts, then his boxers - he helped me a little but didn't stop playing his stupid game.

He had shaved his pubic hair for me. I leaned in closer and admired the work. I gave his cock a kiss, then put the tip into my mouth. Just sucking his head until it became solid between my lips. Then I slid my lips down his entire cock - put as much as I could into my mouth. Slowly I went up and down on him.

He finally had to pause the game when I started going up and down on him faster. Faster and faster, using my hands too. It wasn't much longer before he reached the point of no return. He warned me he was going to cum, but of course I didn't stop.

The first shot of cum didn't make it into my mouth, a huge dose of cum made it on to my nose. The rest I swallowed. I was kind of surprised, he definitely liked it. And I'll admit when I went to the bathroom to clean my face it did look pretty sexy. It made me feel so naughty. I know it really isn't a facial but it was the first time cum touched my face other than the area right around my mouth.

But when I came back from the bathroom he was playing his game again. I had to wrestle him away from it. He let me win, I pinned him down on started to kiss him. We just made out for a while - kissing, licking and sucking. A lot of his sucking on nipples once my bra came off. I can't tell you how much I love that.

Our clothes came off and we explored each other - with our hands and mouths. It probably wasn't more than a few minutes but it seemed a lot longer before he was hard again. I was on top of him, and pushed my body down on to him and him deep into me. I love being on top - controlling the pace, the angle etc. And I love having him about to fondle and caress me at the same time. And he didn't complain when I leaned over and my breasts were in his face.

When he asked to fuck my ass, I didn't hesitate. We switched positions, applied lube and he pushed into my ass. I expected him to cum after a couple thrusts - he seemed hesitant but after a few minutes he was still going.

I lost track of time, it felt too good to pay attention to the clock. He told me he was close - few more pushes into me and he was cumming, filling me with his cum.

A little fuzz

I haven't shaved down there for a few days now - it's mostly just "stuble" right now. Garrett said he likes it but wants me to grow it out just a little longer. Last night, he told me he doesn't like a bush down there but a little fuzz. A little longer than just stuble, just something nice and soft.

I told him I'd do it if he trims his. He said no problem. I'm looking forward to going down on him tonight if he shaves it today.

Working

I work this afternoon - I think Adam is the manager on duty tonight. I'm looking forward to seeing him - we haven't seen each other since that night. I wouldn't mind going home with Adam tonight but I already made plans with Garrett tonight.

Also I think I might have to find a second job - working three or four times a week isn't enough. I was hoping to save some money for next semester and have some spending money for this summer but I think my first paycheck is only going to cover a few of my bills. The tanning salon was hiring - that wouldn't be such a bad job. Free tanning too.

Pics from Lauren Sands/Review of her site

Nope that isn't me, it's my friend Lauren Sands. A real amateur from Hawaii that enjoys anal sex even more than I do. (If that's even possible).

I've been told that girls that like anal sex are pretty rare - which is one of the reasons I feel a connection with Lauren Sands. Lauren is girl, I'm sure you guys will love because she loves anal sex and a body with all the right curves.

Last year, Lauren asked me to review her site - I was a little busy at the time with school and a so called boyfriend so I didn't get around to it until now. This is my first website review so bear with me.

I've run across a lot of anal sites but what makes Lauren's different is that Lauren actually runs the site with her boyfriend. They take all the pictures, film all the videos and made/manage the site. But at the same time there pictures and videos all look near professional and very hot.

At her site she talks about her first time doing anal, why she enjoys anal so much (because she has some very "intense orgasms just from anal stimulation and I'm very jealous) and how to get your girlfriend to do anal (a topic I'm planning to cover soon but I like Lauren's view on it too).

Lauren also sent me these photo galleries for you to enjoy:

Lauren playing with a glass dildo

and

Lauren having anal sex

And of course check out her site - it won't hurt you that's for sure.

satisfied for the moment

I think I might actually be satisfied tonight. Or at least for the moment.

I just got off the phone with Christine but that's not the reason I'm satisfied. Our conversation was rather unsexual but we are planning to hang out later this week. What we're going to do or when we're going to do it is still up in the air. But most likely it'll be Thursday night. Maybe.

So Garrett had a great idea that we head out to one of the lakes tonight. It was another hot night here and when the sun light was hitting me I was sweating even in the A/C. We thought we'd do a little skinny dipping. It didn't exactly go as planned.

The first park we stopped was - a little too crowded. It was the first time I'd even seen people at that park but it was also the first time I'd been there in the day light. It was also kind of ironic because we both admitted we had been there with other people in the past.

We didn't exactly know how to get to the other place, a really secluded forest reserve. It took us a lot longer to get there than it should've but I managed to past the time by going down on Garrett. He didn't seem to mind when I put my hand inside of his pants. At first I just stroked him as he drove. But then I started to get bored as it became more obvious we were very lost. I undid my seatbelt and leaned over to his side of the car. I fished his cock out and into the open. At first he wanted me to stop - he was worried about someone seeing even though we were seeing less and less cars and he was worried about crashing. But he stop complaining when I put him into my mouth.

It was amazing how he was able to steer the car and at the same time use a hand to go down my shirt and grope me. And he was steering pretty well until he started to get close. He made me stop until he found a place to park. He dived on to a side road, then on to another side road. The first spot he saw with no houses around he pulled over.

He pushed his chair back and leaned back. I went back to work. It didn't take me much longer to make him cum. I think it took longer to find a place to park but either way it was worth it. I swallowed all of his cum.

We never found the park, when I mapped it tonight I figured out that we weren't too far away when we pulled over for our little encounter.

We ended up going back to his house to watch a movie. But instead of watching the movie we went to straight to his bed. I didn't care that his parents were still awake, and watching TV in the livingroom almost directly above us. I need him too much.

I was naked before I hit the bed. He was naked a few seconds later. He climbed on top of me and I parted my legs for him. He didn't hesitate, he put his cock between my legs and pushed deep into me.

There was nothing special about it, just pure lust. Two people fucking that had to fuck. But it felt so good having him in me. His hard cock deep in me, pounding me. I mean literally pounding me, fucking me hard. I did my best to not make any noise but it was hard.

He didn't stop until he came. There was one last thrust deep into me and his cum started filling me. I could feel his cock in me, still throbbing.

He looked me in the eyes, and we smiled. I was satisfied for the moment.

Afternoon workout

So I worked out this afternoon - I haven't worked out since school ended. Not that I was working out much then anyways. I expected the gym to be pretty empty mid afternoon - nope it was filled with hot guys working out, sweating and turning me on. Half of me wished the place was empty, the other half of me wished I was wearing something more sexy then an old baggy t-shirt and old shorts.

When you join the gym you get a free session with a personal trainer. He was way too hot, cute and had sexy muscles (not muscley either) and made it difficult to concentrate on what he was teaching me. He was supposed to spend the half hour training me on the equipment but I think we spent more time flirting. Again, I wish I was wearing something a lot more sexy.

At one point, he was teaching me how to use a weight machine that required me to bend over. First he put his hand on my back to make sure, I was bending at the right angle, then his hand made it on to my ass. He didn't grab it, just held it and I think it was part of the training but I wanted to have him fuck me right there.

I get one session free, the rest I'm suppose to pay for, but as our session was ending he told me he would give it to me (sessions that is) for free. So, I'm looking forward to seeing him again on Thursday.

Also went tanning today. The first time since last year (I think) and the first time since my sunburn last week. Well, the sunburn faded, and I got a nice tan on some parts and I'm still pretty pale on others.

I love tanning, the hot air, being naked in public (kind of) and it's so relaxing in the beds that you get to lay down in.

Christine called again

So Christine called me again last night while I was with Garrett. I didn't call her back and I've kind of been avoiding her phone calls.

She's definitely not the first girl I've fooled around with but for the most part all my lesbian experiences have just been for fun, under the influence or in the heat of the moment. I'm not saying I think she wants something more than that - I don't know what she wants.

But the weird part is I find myself a little attracted to her. I keep thinking about that night in the hotel room. I've thought about soft lips, her fingers inside of me and my orgasm.

So, I think I'm going to call her back tonight. At least so she won't think I'm avoiding her.

But don't worry guys - I still love cock ;-). I can't imagine going more than a few days without a man inside of me.

The pics in question

So I've been debating posting some pics of rather sexual nature here but I've been advised not to because of legal regulations. So if any one knows anything about this 2257 thing please post it here or email me amyATanal-amyDOTcom.

I have some pretty hot pics taken by my ex last year - just don't want to have to go thru some legal BS if I post them.

Still horny

So we ended up going for a drive - it was too nice to go inside anywhere this evening. We ended up driving out into the middle of nowhere - nothing but fields and more fields. Usually, I'm the one that picks the spots but tonight he did. He picked random streets until we were finally one a gravel road (that shows you how in the middle of nowhere we were) and finally pulled on to dirt path that lead into a field. He stopped on the top of a hill - with a view over looking more and more fields.

It started out pretty romantic - sitting on the hood of his car, him standing in front of me holding me - just talking. Enjoying the sun and warm breeze. We were pretty much alone.

When we started to kiss it was softly at first. My clothes came off but we weren't in a rush. He took off all my clothes - even my panties. The sun felt amazing on my skin.

He fingered me as we kissed but I needed more than that. He took off his shirt, then his pants/boxers fell to the ground. It felt like a love scene from a movie.

He pulled me closer to him, then pushed into me. Deep inside of me and everything felt perfect. He was soft and gentle, I'd like to think it was because he was in a very passionate mood not because he was worried about hurting the hood of his car.

We switched positions and he bent me over the hood. A lot like the first night back in May. He wasn't holding back anymore. He started to speed up the pace. Fucking me hard, I started to sweat. He held on to my ass tightly.

He fingered my ass some - but he held back hesitating like I was going to say no. I moaned for him to fuck my ass and he didn't hesiate. He had no problems pushing deep into my ass. Putting his entire cock into me - filling me.

Everything was perfect until he came. He only lasted a few seconds inside me before he pulled out came. He exploded on to me. He came so hard the cum even got into my hair. He said, he wished he had a camera so he could take a picture of the cum covering my ass, back. He said it was glistening in the light from the setting sun.

After I cleaned up and we were dressed again we kissed one more time, watching the sun completely set.

We headed back to civilization for dinner at a fast food place. We ate in his car, parked a few blocks away from my house.

He told me that the field was the wildest place he had ever done it. I didn't tell him it was one of the more tame spots I've done it. However, it was pretty romantic - whatever that means.

We did it one more time before he dropped me off tonight. After we were done eating I climbed on to him. It was awkward and uncomfortable but some how we managed to get enough clothes out of the way to fuck. This one wasn't at all romantic - it was just to fuck. Just because we weren't going to see each other for twenty-four hours. I rode him, not caring about cars passing by us until he came in me.

I don't know if I was satisfied - I'm still just as horny now as I was before our little adventures.

Booty call? If only Adam wasn't my boss. What's wrong with me, I've had sex twice tonight and it's not enough?

I'm way too horny

I've been horny all day - I can't wait to see Garrett tonight. I can almost gaurantee the no sex streak is going to come to an end tonight. I just don't know where it's going to come to an end. My parents are home - his are home. And even though he says its safe to have sex with his parents home I'm not too comfortable with being naked and having his parents just a floor above. We'll just go and see where the night takes us. Now if he would only get here - he was supposed to be here around seven and it's now 7:20 and for once I was ready on time.

The debate continues

Ok - I'm going to keep the debate going for a little longer - I was going to shave it smooth but there's enough people saying let it grow at least a little bit for me to second guess it. I'm also going to ask Garrett exactly what he likes. Before he was just giving suggestions - I'm going to see what he wants. Not that I'm going to do it just because he wants it but I'd like his input.

This will never happen again

Two days without sex - a new record. Ok not really but it's the longst I've gone the past couple of weeks. No real reason either. Saturday night, I just wasn't in the mood to be around other people. Tonight, I had a lot of fun with Garrett even though the most we did was just kiss when he dropped me off at my house. We went for dinner tonight, nothing romantic - just a lot of fun making each other laugh. Then we went minature golfing. A lot more laughs. Just a clean wholesome night. Don't worry I promise this will never happen again.

Smooth? Landing Strip? Or Bush?

What do you think? For as long as I can remember - it seems - I've completly shaved my pubic hair. What do you guys like down there on a girl? I thought that's what guys liked but Garrett said he'd like to see a landing strip or even well trimmed bush. Let me know what you think?

I'm about to shower right now - going to shave it smooth for tonight but I'm thinking about letting it grow out. Just to see what it's like.

Anyways, I'm out of here. After my shower, I'm going to go hangout with Garrett.

Rough but weird day at work

Another rough but weird day at work - Adam had the day off - so Kim was the manager in charge. First thing she says to me is that I'm showing too much - maybe my shirt was a little low-cut but I had bought it there. Then like an hour later, she's acting like she's my best friend. And she was like that for the rest of the day - even giving me special treatment compared to the other sales associates. And when we're walking to our cars after work - it was just the two of us - she asks me if I have a crush on Adam. I denied it, saying he was cute and funny but too old for me. I quickly changed the subject and said she and him would make a great couple and she made some smart comment that I didn't understand as I got into my car.

Which I guess in the long run is a good thing.And I guess I should tell you that I called Adam back last night but he didn't answer his phone. If we have sex again I want it to be sober.

Booty call

Adam just called me - he sounded a little bit drunk. I didn't expect to hear from him outside of work related phonecalls but this definetly sounds like a booty call. I'm calling him back but I don't think it's going to go beyond on that.

Satisfaction without a climax

So this is weird - I'm home on a Saturday night. No real reason - just didn't feel like going out. I'm kind of tired, just in a blah mood. I guess I just need some time by myself or something. Garrett thinks I'm mad at him because I went go to a keg party with him. It's weird to say this too - but I wasn't in a mood to drink. We had a great time last night, I just need some Amy time tonight (and no that doesn't mean masturbation or does it.)

Last night, I didn't go out either. Went to his house to watch a movie. His parent's bought a new house since the last time me and him dated. This one is a little bit too nice and they have a little too much money. We watched a movie in his bedroom in their finished basement (basically an apartment) on there huge (I don't know how many inches but it was huge) television. And we actually watched the movie - which was also weird. We didn't start fooling around until after the movie when we were watching television and nothing was on.

We were laying on the couch, he had been holding me when his hand went from my waist to into my jeans. He undid the buttons of my jeans and felt the fabric of my panties. Satin - but not ones he had bought for me. Together we took off our clothes - everything except my panties. He asked me to keep them on.

He climbed on top of me. He grinded his cock against me - against my panty covered pussy. It's been a while since I'd done any "dry humping" like that. It was such a tease for me, I wanted more but I started to get into it.

It felt good, but I wanted him inside of me. I begged for him to fuck me. It only took a few minutes before he was cumming. He came over my panties, my stomach and even made it on to my breasts. It was a wow moment for him - he had to catch his breath.

When he recovered, he took my panties off and put them on the floor. We walked to the other side of the basement to his bed. He laid me on my back and went down on me. He's a lot better then most guys but still I couldn't climax. I was moaning a little too loud even if his parents were two floors above us. I told him he could stop, but he kept going. I think he would've gone forever if I hadn't faked an orgasm. Yes, I faked an orgasm. I didn't know what else to do. It got to the point where it didn't even feel that good anymore.

I don't think (most) guys understand that I can enjoy myself and basically be satisfied without cumming. Which, is what I felt.

After that, we just laid on the bed for a while. We tried to go to sleep but neither of us were tired. We ended up talking - I asked him if my panties were the only ones he had stolen. He said there were a couple others in his collection. I asked him where he kept them - he said, hidden in his closet. And I asked what he did with them. He didn't answer the question. From reading other blogs/websites I have an idea but now I'm really curious. I don't think he wears them I just think he does things with him.

He changed the subject to me. He wanted to know about me giving blowjobs - something I never used to do the first time dated. He wanted to know why I would go down on him now. And I didn't have an answer for him other than that I enjoyed it more than I used to.

He asked if I ever thought we'd be back together again. And, I told him it was a surprise. I didn't expect more than a one night stand at the party the other week. And I thought about telling him about Adam but I didn't.

We tried to go to sleep again - but it didn't work. I found myself with my hands on his cock. I gave him a handjob - first pretty casually until he started to get really hard - then I really got into it. But before he could cum - I asked him how he wanted to fuck me.

I expected him to say in my ass but instead he pulled me on top him. And slowly I slid his cock into me. One he was completely inside of me, I stayed motionless for a few seconds. Even though I've been with so many guys - every time I have a man inside of me it still amazes me that I have a hard cock deep in me. I don't know what it is - it's just a feeling.

Unfortunately he wasn't in me long before he was cumming again.

Then he made me laugh - he asked me if I was on the pill because I wasn't when we dated the first time. I didn't mean to laugh but I thought it was funny that he asked me after cumming inside of me without a condom for at least the second, maybe the third time. He didn't think it was so funny until I told him I was. It was also kind of funny because he's definitely not the first guy to ask that question after the act.

He fell asleep after that - I fell asleep like an hour later and was a wake an hour and half later. I just couldn't get comfortable so I went home to my own bed. As I was getting dressed, I decided to leave my panties behind for him though.

Sleep Deprived

You know it was a good morning when you get home at 7:30 AM. I'm getting way too old to be lying to my parents about where I'm going. I told them I was sleeping over at a girlfriend's house. I slept over at Garrett's house - except we didn't go to sleep until like five A.M. but I couldn't really sleep in his bed. So I snuck out and came home. If you're interested in all the details I'll probably post them when I have more than a couple of hours of sleep. I have to go to work this afternoon too - first time I'll see Adam since our night together. I have a feeling it's going to be weird.

One night stand

So maybe he wasn't one of the best lovers I've ever had. I was drunk but definitely had a really nice buzz going on from drinking quickly. But I definitely am a slut.

So last night, Adam asked me and my coworkers if we wanted to go out with him and his friends. I ended up being the only one to go.

We met up with his friends at a bar not too far from the mall. I had a few beers, did a couple "girlie" shots according to his friends. I was feeling pretty nice and having a lot of fun flirting with Adam and laughing with his friends.

I was sitting at the bar, Adam was standing between me and his friends. At one point I saw his hand just by his side. I held his hand and put it on my leg. He didn't pull it away.

After another drink - I told him I wanted to go home with him. He quickly made some excuse that he had to be at work early the next morning and we left. We made it out to his car we started making out. It wasn't too electric but it was definitely very lusty.

I think he was willing to do it right there in the parking lot - I was too but a cop car cruised by us twice in five minutes.

We went to his apartment and as we were walking into his bedroom I started to get nervous. Like something big was about to happen. I don't know what it was.

There wasn't much foreplay but we did just fool around for a while. I remember him being on top of me - still clothed - feeling my chest, kissing me. Feeling him grow very hard against me. Our clothes came of and for a moment things were serious. He told me that if we were going to do this, we couldn't tell anyone at work. No one could find out. And at work we had to act like nothing happened.

I told him no one would ever find out Then reached over to the floor and took a condom out of my purse (yes, I always carry condoms around in my purse). I also noticed that I had three missed calls. I knew at least one of those was from Garrett. It was also the first time I thought about Garrett the whole time.

Adam noticed me looking at my phone - checking to see who called. He asked, "do you have a boyfriend?"

I nodded yes. Which for the first time I kind of considered Garrett a boyfriend.

"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked.

Rolled back on to my back in front of him, handed him the condom and smiled "Hells yes."

Thirty seconds later, he was on top of me, about to enter me. We kissed and I felt the tip of his dick. Pushed myself down and him into me. He pushed deep into me and we kissed again. For a moment we didn't move. Then slowly he pulled almost out then pushed back into me.

He was slow at first, then moved faster and faster. And he was good, he knew what he was doing but I don't know if I'd call him one of the best. He did last for a long time though. I took a turn on top - riding him until I needed a break. Then we fucked doggy style until he came.

I didn't want it to end but at the same time I was glad it was over. But at the same time I want to see him again outside of work. But I think this will be best left as a one night stand.

I'm such a slut

I'm slightly drunk right now - replace slightly with really drunk. I'm such a slut - but in the good way. Garrett just left like the fifth message on my phone. I went out after work with Adam - my boss. I went to a bar with him and his friends - and got in. Maybe I had a little too much to drink but I was still in control of my actions. I went home with Adam. He might be the best lover I've ever had. Or maybe that was just the alcohol.

I guess details to follow in the morning.

Is there an instruction manual?

Sometimes I really am an idiot. It could be the blonde streaks in my hair right now. I had no idea that with the program I'm using to manage this blog I have to moderate comments. I apologize to everyone that left comments. I'm going to try to respond to all the comments as soon as I can.

Sext Message

So I just texted Garrett - I'm wearing a pair of the panties he bought - the tiny string thong. It's so delicate and makes me feel so sexy. I had to stare at myself in the mirror for a couple of seconds. Today is going to be a long day. I'm not going to see Garrett until after work tonight. And I work until close and it feels like that's forever right now.

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