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Anonymous said...

I notice that you seem to be using condoms with this new guy. From all of your previous posts I have read, you never seemed to care for them. In fact, you even made a point of telling the guys you were with that they didn't need them. You seemed to prefer the feeling of being filled with a man's cum. Why the change? Also,have you ever heard from Jill's dad again?

This is one of those comments that I just couldn't respond to with just a few words....

This is actually something I've been thinking about. When we first started fooling around, I decided two things. I wanted to wait at least a little while before we started having sex. Also, if we did have sex I wanted to get into the habit of using condoms again. I mean with the amount of guys I've been fooling around with - it's time start getting serious about it. The pill doesn't protect against STDs.

But that's when I thought Ryan was just going to be another guy, another fling. Now, I'm starting to see something more happening.

I want to have sex without him wearing a condom. I hate the way it feels. I want to feel his skin inside me. I want to feel him cum deep inside of me. But now, I'm not so sure how to tell him he doesn't have to wear a condom anymore. I mean he already knows, I'm on the pill so it's not like anything would've changed. And today, we had sex at his house again before we went out. Before I even had a chance to bring up the subject, he was already putting one on.


And yes, I have talked to Jill's Dad again. I drunk dialed him Christmas eve eve from the bar. Ryan and his friends were off in some other part of the bar and I was just feeling a little horny/bored/lonely. We only talked for a minute - it was hard to have a conversation with all the noise on my end of the phone. I remember telling him I wanted to see him again but we haven't spoken since then. And I've been semi-ignoring Jill - saying I'm with Ryan everytime she wants to hangout. Which for the most part is true.