Tuesday, November 21, 2006
Too close to call
So we decided to cool things off a little. We had a close call earlier tonight. We met at the mall parking lot. We were planning on then going on finding some place more private. We never left the parking lot. As soon as I got into his car we started making out. Were still planning on leaving but I ended up going down on him. I was still giving him head, when he told me not to move. He was almost freaking out, he said he thought he saw Jill walking by. When I looked up and I saw the back of a girl that could've been her or at least looked a lot like her. He said, she looked right at him but kept walking. It's hard to tell if she saw him. The light wasn't too good in that section of the parking lot and was walking about two rows away. Anyways, I tried to finish what I had started but he wasn't in the mood anymore and neither was I really. I don't know if this is just a temporary thing or something more permanent.
posted by Amy at 9:15 PM
7 Comments:
Amy, I've been reading your posts cheering your freedom and sexuality but now the price of freedom is rearng its ugly head and there is a price. Some people get a free ride, for some people there is a price, for some it's std's, been there, done that, for some its AIDS, for you it might be a friendship. I would have to agree with kingbob in the comments from the last post. You entered into a relationship that, for whatever reason or another, you are uneasy about. Don't make Jill suffer too to ease your conscience. Enjoy what you have with both her Dad and her. Suck it it up and keep it to yourself. It's time to grow up Amy and stop treating the world as if there are no consequences for your actions. If it bothers you too much then stop but don't bring her into what hasn't anything to do with her to exculpate yourself. In a perfect world you could shag him in front of Jill but this is not a perfect world, guiltfree world live with it, deal with it. If dad's serious about you and you are about him then Jill will just have to live with it and grow up. If not, have fun, get you jollies, burn it out and keep it zipped.
Amy, I've been reading your posts cheering your freedom and sexuality but now the price of freedom is rearng its ugly head and there is a price. Some people get a free ride, for some people there is a price, for some it's std's, been there, done that, for some its AIDS, for you it might be a friendship. I would have to agree with kingbob in the comments from the last post. You entered into a relationship that, for whatever reason or another, you are uneasy about. Don't make Jill suffer too to ease your conscience. Enjoy what you have with both her Dad and her. Suck it it up and keep it to yourself. It's time to grow up Amy and stop treating the world as if there are no consequences for your actions. If it bothers you too much then stop but don't bring her into what hasn't anything to do with her to exculpate yourself. In a perfect world you could shag him in front of Jill but this is not a perfect world, guiltfree world. Live with it, deal with it. If dad's serious about you and you are about him then pay the price. Her Dad should be the one to tell her but her there is no way he will. You've been a lot of fun but I seriously doubt that it's more than that for him or for you either. If it is Jill will just have to live with it and grow up. If not, have fun, get your jollies, burn it out and keep it zipped.
You are just exciting, I'm sorry fucking exciting! There is nothing better than the feeling of my dick in a warm ass. Any man would be lucky to have you! I really don't think you doing Jill's father is a big thing, you are both adults. What kind of relationship does Jill and her father have, I mean are they close, do they talk alot. Maybe Jill's father could ask Jill what her opinion is of older guys (fathers) dating younger women, to feel her out? Or maybe you could just tell Jill her dad is fucking hot? She what she says. Or Amy you and Jill go out and after a few drinks start talking about getting laid, fucking, etc. and you casually let her know you think her dad is hot, or you would like his dick in your ass. You can always blame it on the drinks! If you ever decide to take a trip down south, let me know........
ho Amy, Amy ...
great fan of your blog and always looking forward to hear the juicy details ... but i have to take a pause and hopefully send you a wake-up call ...
as an outsider, one cannot not read your last three post and conclude "what is she thinking, clearly she can see this is leading no where and just asking for trouble" - probably nothing i will say will make you see the light but man, once this "package" will breakup and you will be in all sorrow and tears - you will read your posting again and ask yourself "what was i thinking - the writing is on the wall"
i wish you happy holiday and an easy end for this when ever it will end. you seem too sweat to go through this with no one telling you "wake up and read your own posts"
hopefully didn't hurt you in the process.
hi amy
u every write about our first time anal or how you got into it?
like the blog.
Amy, hun, you gonna make me ask what you were wearing?
thanks for the advice pacific, it's definetly some advice i needed.
smokesignal, i think it was just jeans, a t-shirt and a coat. He didn't get to see the matching red bra and panties I was wearing.
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