Anal Amy

Last weekend, I felt a little out of place. Some of the dancers made me feel like the new girl - ignoring me and doing other high school things like that. But last night was a lot of fun. We were slow at first so I had time to talk to a few of the girls and even some of the ones that were bitches last week turned out to be pretty cool.

It was also the first time I got to work with Veronica. The men love her - not just because of her body - she actually puts on a show doing some crazy tricks on the pole. And the guys seem to really love her lap dances.

And I came very close to performing a lap dance. One of the customers was willing to pay me a very nice amount of money for a dance even if I kept my clothes on. Of course it would've been a lot more if my clothes had come off. Even the head of security said I could've but I didn't. The idea of doing it really turned me on but I didn't really feel comfortable doing it.

Instead, I got twenty bucks for letting one of the other dancers give me a lap dance. I didn't know "Angel" before but we got to know each other pretty quickly. At first it was just fun - it was like how I'd fool around with my girl friends at parties. We pretended kissed. She felt me up and things like that. Then she got on her knees in front of me and pretended to give me an imaginary blowjob. The guy loved it. He was sitting next to us watching.

Then she started taking off her outfit while she started to grind herself against me. I was turned on when she pressed her chest against me. I smelled her hair, felt her warmth. She started to move like she was riding an imaginary cock. Then she turned around took off her skirt and pretended to let me fuck her from behind. And thanks to anonymous who mentioned the strap on yesterday - I was thinking about that last night. When the song was done I don't know who enjoyed it more - me or the customer. The customer slipped me his number while Angel kissed me on the forehead.

But I didn't have much time to enjoy it or think about it because it got pretty busy after that.

Veronica said something about it - saying I had lost my innocence. It's kind of funny how she and all the girls I talk to think I'm so innocent and naive. It's like if they only knew.

When I got out I went to Adam's. I was too worked up/too awake to go home. Adan had drunk dialed me while I was still working but he was asleep when I got there. However, he woke up pretty quickly. I was naked before we even got to his bed. He went down on me which was something different. Not really a good different but different. I mean it felt good, but he was a little too drunk to do a good job at it and he got pretty bored with it quickly.

We fucked missionary style. Nothing special, a little sloppy but he lasted for a while (the alcohol). And I'll admit there were times I imagined he was Angel wearing a strap on and fucking me. And there other times I imagined it was Jill fucking me.